Today, pupil free day for the selective schools in the area. I thought wow this is a great day to whatever I want. But instead I'm force to do what I don't want to do such as go out of the house. I just wanted to stay indoors under my warm blanket, but that couldnt happen because Sunshine turned the lights on and I was on the top bunk and ow my eyes hurt. Well before anyway.
I've done quite a lot of work today but I feel like something's missing and maybe that's because there's no school today and I totally missed out on the TV show I wanted to watch so therefore nothing. Just nothing. Haven't exercised for a while either. That should be done soon before I get more fatter. That reminds me I must check my BMI to see if I'm fat or not. I am, but I just gotta prove it to everyone.
Yesterday I found out how much people love me and I was telling my sister how I hated it that they do. Like I don't know. Being loved is such a nice feeling but there's so much work to keep up. Just another topic that I have to put out there. Must people try hard to be loved? When you get the answer to that please tell me.
A lot of thoughts came to my mind and it's just a yes or no. But whether it's the right thing to do or not then I don't know. I should think things through before I make any more bad choices. sigh.
laters,..
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