Zaboob.

It's Lara's birthday today. 

Gosh, I love that girl. A picture speaks a thousand words, I guess these would be a million.

Boys Over Flowers

More like boys over me, or boys on top of me, LOL. Actually it's just a Korean drama that I started watching again after already watching it a few months ago. But it's pretty cool.

Unfair.

The following two monologues are towards two different people. It is about a girl thinking about two people who she's unsure what they are to her. Basically it's just her talking to herself or in this case monologuing to herself. Enjoy. Uh, another thing, this is written in my language as in the way I speak because well that's how I speak and that's how I write and that's uh, how I make it interesting. Actually I don't think it's a monologue. Let's just call it a thingy. AHHAHA, a thingy.

Thingy #1

You don't spoil me. No matter how much you think you do, you truly and utterly don't. Although you are quite an awesome person. For once I can believe someone whom is new and different. Someone who lied about their age though. I still can't believe you'd do that just cause you thought you had the blood of an 18 year old pumping through your veins. But the things you do and say. It's very funny and I'm glad that well you Answered my question. Of course only you would know that but really I know your problem. And for the last time I'm not in love with you even though it may seem like it I'm just here as a friend just as you are towards me. I also know that you are in fact in love with her. I just don't see why you don't trust me that you can't tell me who she is or the fact that you complain to me about yourself and how you're opening up to me. It's ok. Really. Being able to open up to others is great because it allows you to release all those feelings which has been building up inside you. You don't want to explode from the overload of all the things which has causing you stress. Anyways off the topic (gosh, i do that in real life and my stories) back to the thingy (ahahha, thingy) oh my i have forgotten. Just stay awesome. And i believe in you. And I also believe that if you tried hard enough then maybe it could just happen. But what is my opinion. I'm just a kid.

Thingy #2

It took me a while you know. A really long time actually. Which is why I'm asking. Why now ? Why after all the things I had gone through would you do that to me. It actually is pretty hard. Especially for me. You know all the things I had to go through. Yet I'm glad that after all that we're still friends. Pretty good friends. Which is why, DAMN IT, why are you causing me trouble. The signals, the signs, the message, whatever it is that you are trying to tell me it's al wrong. And you're very awesome. Great. Although not many people can see you that way I do I'm glad that I do. Because really you are one of the nicest persons out there. Just stop being so unfair and please...let me move on with my life.


GAH. That's like fail. I need to try harder. Next time ?

Long, wonderful & english assignment day.

Talk about an eventful day. With not just one thing on the itenerary but more than that. I don't exactly know how many but psht. It began early because my dad decided that it would be a good idea to use me as the daughter who lines up for him in his tax agent place in Granville. Lucky for me the line was already long and he didn't bother staying. So wohoo. Afterwards we went to my mum's boss's factory and delivered the paper and we just sat in the car playing with the camera which I'm telling you does not work because well it doesn't. Soon we left and after a short argument we went to Blacktown (after deciding that my two sisters wanted a haircut so we couldn't go Parra) and after going past just two thee shops from where we parked the car we were already in a store trying on clothes and that's where I bought my very nice and 'safe' coat as my mum said because you can wear it in winter and you can wear it in spring. So yes I bought it, and don't ask me why I didn't buy more. I wanted to but I didn't have tome plus nothing else I wanted would fit me and I just couldnt be bothered to ask. After that ordeal we went to the Asian Salons inside the thingo, building and my sisters and mum got their haircuts. It was funny cause my mum kept saying don't get layers, just don't and I was sitting there and they both got layered hairstlye and I'm just like, OMG. But whatever. It's funny now cause Sunshine's haircut makes her look like a guy, seriously. And when her hair sticks up she looks like Astro Boy. We couldn't stop making fun of her. I meanyou would too if you saw her hair now. Alyssa's hairstyle just looked good so I didn't say much about it. We left afterwards my mum got hers done. Time was ticking and I kept looking at my clock because I knew I'd be late to get to Kat's house. Anyways we ate lunch at a Chinese Restaurant and man the food tastes good and it was so irresistble :D yer. who cares about that diet. What diet you say? I don't have a clue. AND, and, after I went to the station because I was already late to Katrina's house and I was beginning to receive texts from her. It was not a good idea leaving her to wait. Even though she was just at home with the comforts of her laptop and other things unlike me who was outside, in blacktown station freezing because it suddenly got windy. Finally the bus arrived and it was late. I mean train. I cbb fixing that I'm in quite of a hurry. So I arrived at Mt. Druitt station and I was going to catch the 772 bus. Yeah and I ran and then walked and then I realised I already missed the bus. So yeah. Made Kat wait again. Funny huh. But finally around 2 i got to her house and she looked so adorable and cute, unlike me who didn't have time to get her own clothes and look nice. So I made her raid her wardrobe and get me somethign nicer and WARMER to wear. Gosh, she was complaining that I was taking so long when I had look my best. What if someone saw me. Anywho when I finally did decide we left and began our English assignment which was taking pictures of our neighbourly surroundings and playing with different camera angles and techniques, otherwise known as taking random pictures of whatever was interesting. LOL. We went to ersko shops and first went to the lolly shop. I couldn't decide. So many lollies. So little time. I remember those good old days when I went to Ersko. And in the morning I would go to the shops because I'd get in trouble if I go in the arvo and missed the bus. Then we went to the cafe place and we ate and chatted there for a while. And we left. Of course we had pictures. The funny thing was as we were walking out Katrina sees her dad across the road and says HI to him. It was funny because we weren't meant to be there and were meant to be taking those pics. BAHAHA. It was hilarious. Uhm. more pics then we went past Pat's house. There was someone singing inside there. I'm telling you but she didn't want to knock on the door. So yeah. Basically I had fun with Katrina and we're planning to have more English assignments. HHAA. Pictures later. When SHE uploads them, which I don't think will be anytime soon. LOL

Flowers blooming.

I met Tim.

It's not him.

But he's not dim.

:D

I feel sorry for people sometimes. Seeing their hearts broken. But these things happen for the better right. I mean look at other people. Being broken up with someone usually leads them to someone else who in the ends becomes their true love. It's not always the case but it does happen. That's the story if Timmy. Ha, I don't know. I don't even know who he is. All I know is he is Tim from Penrith.