Showing posts with label tired. Show all posts
Showing posts with label tired. Show all posts

Sunday, August 9, 2009

city2surf


Happy: enjoying or showing or marked by joy or pleasure



i'd like to say that today was fun with many memories happening today. but like ican't be bothered talking about it all.
thanks for everyone. special mentions to jasmine & anavi. details tomorrow. i'm tired & sleepy.

here are some pictures. (on the train only)


Thursday, July 23, 2009

Long, wonderful & english assignment day.

Talk about an eventful day. With not just one thing on the itenerary but more than that. I don't exactly know how many but psht. It began early because my dad decided that it would be a good idea to use me as the daughter who lines up for him in his tax agent place in Granville. Lucky for me the line was already long and he didn't bother staying. So wohoo. Afterwards we went to my mum's boss's factory and delivered the paper and we just sat in the car playing with the camera which I'm telling you does not work because well it doesn't. Soon we left and after a short argument we went to Blacktown (after deciding that my two sisters wanted a haircut so we couldn't go Parra) and after going past just two thee shops from where we parked the car we were already in a store trying on clothes and that's where I bought my very nice and 'safe' coat as my mum said because you can wear it in winter and you can wear it in spring. So yes I bought it, and don't ask me why I didn't buy more. I wanted to but I didn't have tome plus nothing else I wanted would fit me and I just couldnt be bothered to ask. After that ordeal we went to the Asian Salons inside the thingo, building and my sisters and mum got their haircuts. It was funny cause my mum kept saying don't get layers, just don't and I was sitting there and they both got layered hairstlye and I'm just like, OMG. But whatever. It's funny now cause Sunshine's haircut makes her look like a guy, seriously. And when her hair sticks up she looks like Astro Boy. We couldn't stop making fun of her. I meanyou would too if you saw her hair now. Alyssa's hairstyle just looked good so I didn't say much about it. We left afterwards my mum got hers done. Time was ticking and I kept looking at my clock because I knew I'd be late to get to Kat's house. Anyways we ate lunch at a Chinese Restaurant and man the food tastes good and it was so irresistble :D yer. who cares about that diet. What diet you say? I don't have a clue. AND, and, after I went to the station because I was already late to Katrina's house and I was beginning to receive texts from her. It was not a good idea leaving her to wait. Even though she was just at home with the comforts of her laptop and other things unlike me who was outside, in blacktown station freezing because it suddenly got windy. Finally the bus arrived and it was late. I mean train. I cbb fixing that I'm in quite of a hurry. So I arrived at Mt. Druitt station and I was going to catch the 772 bus. Yeah and I ran and then walked and then I realised I already missed the bus. So yeah. Made Kat wait again. Funny huh. But finally around 2 i got to her house and she looked so adorable and cute, unlike me who didn't have time to get her own clothes and look nice. So I made her raid her wardrobe and get me somethign nicer and WARMER to wear. Gosh, she was complaining that I was taking so long when I had look my best. What if someone saw me. Anywho when I finally did decide we left and began our English assignment which was taking pictures of our neighbourly surroundings and playing with different camera angles and techniques, otherwise known as taking random pictures of whatever was interesting. LOL. We went to ersko shops and first went to the lolly shop. I couldn't decide. So many lollies. So little time. I remember those good old days when I went to Ersko. And in the morning I would go to the shops because I'd get in trouble if I go in the arvo and missed the bus. Then we went to the cafe place and we ate and chatted there for a while. And we left. Of course we had pictures. The funny thing was as we were walking out Katrina sees her dad across the road and says HI to him. It was funny because we weren't meant to be there and were meant to be taking those pics. BAHAHA. It was hilarious. Uhm. more pics then we went past Pat's house. There was someone singing inside there. I'm telling you but she didn't want to knock on the door. So yeah. Basically I had fun with Katrina and we're planning to have more English assignments. HHAA. Pictures later. When SHE uploads them, which I don't think will be anytime soon. LOL

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

Pain

Work Experience Summary Day 3

fun: 7
boring: 1
people: 9
stress: 2
work: 6

My day today at work experience is so much better especially compared to yesterday. I did the usual and more which was nice. I was actually part of the team now and I felt like I was making a contribution which was good. I got to to a listing and if you get Australian Real Estate to advertise your house you'll get a card and guess who got to write one today. Not me. HAHA. You know why? Because I got to do two. I'm easily amazed by things. So yeah. The mood inside the room was really nice. Although to them it was really boring to me it felt so good. And Debbie right she asked me to show her how to use Photoshop and I felt smart because I was getting to show her how to do something. Oooh, I got to laminate stuff today and use the guilatine, or however you spell it.

The bad parts of my day. Dad comes to work right, like to where I was and asks my boss if he can speak to me and so we go outside and he shows me a piece of paper and it was a warning letter from the school, because I failed history and I didn't know what to do because crying wasn't going to be an option. So yeah I failed that which sucks, BIG time. But whatever.

Swimming. I broke down. I did. I couldn't help myself but I just had to. I was swimming the third thing of the first set and I just could't do it anymore. The only reason I didn't give up was because I'm not ready to die yet and drown. But I was crying. Underwater and swearing and I couldn't stop it. I was just annoyed at everything. And the swimming was so hard that I couldn't breathe which didn't help at all. But luckily the swimming slowed down and we were only doing 25 metres things so I'm fine now.

JUST TIRED.

Friday, May 8, 2009

What a wonderful world... or not.

Why, hello lovelies. I thought today would have been good cause like for once I was prepared for it. But you know, some days just don't turn out how you want it to be. And maybe because I did have a great day yesterday. Not everyone can have what they want.

School, what can i say. Things are happening quickly these days and I just don't know what to do. We had year assembly and lucky us we got a school photos back. And i would totally upload it but two reasons; 1. I don't want everyone to see my ugly and ewwy and very round face & 2. I don't actually have a computer copy and neither do i have a scanner so uploading it would be quite hard. I also have a new ID card, my fourth one of high school and I must admit it looks quite good. After assembly was first period; Commerce. Hmmm, how shall I put this. I guess it was boring but fun. And it's a bad idea to drink a whole bottle of cordial then hold you pee for a long time. So i ran to the toilet when the bell rang.

Period 2 was the start of my bad day. I come into class and the teacher's in a really bad mood. Then she speaks to us about our english narrativeand how bad it was. It was very saddening. The highest in our class was 17 out of 20. And that may not even be me. I tried so hard for that assesment and it's so annoying how i still get shit when i try my best. I don't know. I felt like crying. I don't want to fail English. What if i fail it in HSC, they'll like kick me out of Australia cause this is an English Speaking country and i can't even do an English exam. Shame on me, seriously. I'm gonna stop complaining but it just ruined my mood and preparations for maths exam.

All my studying, it paid off, well I hope so. Some of the questions in the exam I could do just like that, but i wasted so much time and i feel that i know i could have done better than what i did. Apart from that all I want to say is, Don't WISH ME LUCK. Seriously, don't.

Lunch was really uneventful. Just the way I liked it. For once it was nice not doing anything. Then the bell rang etc. Off to science which was fun because we did nothing. Like the teacher was there and all but all we talked about was people evolutioning and if they kept trying to fly off a cliff would they end up growing wings. Funny stuff. Oh and how Mahir doesnt have nipples but they're just discoloured skin. And the teacher called him discoloured, and someone shouts racist. Funny. HAHA. Then before i knew the bell had rung.

Friday, the end of the week. I felt like catching the train again. I had to make up a reason to go so i just said i needed to go to the library and i ended up going anyway. Train didn't exactly go as planned but then again, my day was already ruined so nothing was turning out right. I borrowed this book, it's called Sex stuff they don't teach you at school. It's funny cause i read the blurb at the back and it's like:

Josie Montano knew nothing about sex as a teen, and learnt heaps from doing research for this book. Now she thinks she's a sex goddess! (Um, can someone make sure her mother doesn't read this book? Great, thanks!)
Yeah, that's the funny thing, i don't know if u find it funny but i do. After i went home and fixed that stupid photo frame i bought yesterday and it was broken, but since i'm a very capable person and so I managed to fix it. Good as new. Now i'm tired and really in pain. Not swimming tomorrow so good.

Laters,.
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Thursday, May 7, 2009

Catastrophe

What a week. Although it may not be over yet, I has been quite eventful. Like right now I really want to rest because I’m in pain and I’m just really exhausted. Mainly from all the speed walking I’ve been doing to make the train/bus but hey, not my fault it doesn’t wait for me.

Both the history and geography classes were out today on their own excursions in the field of work. The history people, that’s me, had the chance to go to the Sydney Jewish Museum. We had to arrive at the school at 8.40 unlike the geography people, who were also going to city but in Darling Harbour had to be at school by 7.45. All I can say is sucked in you people. Anyways I got to school and it was early and it was a long wait for the teachers to arrive but then the bus arrived and we were on our way. On the bus, I sat next to Sukhman cause I thought he’d be quiet and not be so fidgety so I could catch up on some of my needed sleep, but what a big mistake that was. On multiple occasions that I did try to sleep I was quickly awaken by sudden movements therefore there was no point sleeping. Not that it wasn’t fun talking, even though I wasn’t allowed to listen to music it was quite enjoyable. But far out, that guy won’t frkn flex. What’s wrong with flexing anyway?

Soon enough we’d arrived after the bus driver already got lost twice on the way. We got out of the bus and man was it sunny. Luckily I was prepared and bought myself sunnies. Anyways there were security guards and they gave us stickers that said school group. Then when we entered they had to check our bags. Man, was I getting freaked out, but I guess they’re just safety procedures. We were told to put our bags away which I didn’t really want to do but no choice there. The first activity was to watch a 10-minute video introducing us to the Holocaust and the events which led to it. It was quite a informative video so it didn’t really touch me. Afterwards we had a survivor speak to us. She told us about all the things she had suffered during those times and that made me teary. The way they’d been treated was very unfair and I didn’t understand why anyone would do that, but then again some people just don’t have hearts. After an hour of this, we were then splitted into our class groups and we went on our guided tour.

The tour was interesting but I kinda got distracted because it was really cold, I could hardly get up the stairs and there were too many things on my mind. But inside the museum it was actually quite beautiful. Like from the outside it wouldn’t seem like that but you just have to visit it. But seeing the pictures and the story of the people, each Jew being killed and murdered without reason. The unfair way of life and the betrayal of the people. It was all too much. I know that if it was me back then I wouldn’t have survived. One of the areas of the museum was the Children’s Memorial and inside is this water feature and each day 1 000 010 drops of water drops each day to represent all the children who had died during this genocide. I thought for a while how lucky I was. To live in a world were race or culture doesn’t matter and everyone is treated fairly. I guess I’m quite happy.

Around 1.30 the tour had ended and we got to eat lunch outside in the park across the museum. We had to bring our own foods but that was no problem. We were just sitting there talking and basically doing anything that would occupy our time. The teachers then marked our names off and we were on the bus, on our way back to school. On the way back, I sat next to Sukhman again because I didn’t really have a choice plus Sukhman’s cool. HAHA. (He doesn’t read my blogs, sucked in buddy, I could full diss you and you wouldn’t even know) I was actually quite tired by then and I just wanted to sleep but again it wasn’t possible because I was sitting next to Sukhman. Luckily like before Fiona and Ivy were sitting in front and he was annoying them and I couldn’t help but laugh. Long trip short, we arrived back to school, safe and sound.

At school, we were just standing and talking. Then we realized the geography people had come back earlier than expected but most people had stayed back and so there weren’t so many people back anyway. I was off to plaza anyway to get Mama her Mother’s Day present and I already knew what to get her. So for once I am actually quite organized and I quite like that. At the plaza I was with Geeth and I didn’t really want to miss the train so I just went to the Asian store to get her the present and I don’t know if I got ripped off or not but whatever, I was just too tired and I wanted to go home. I got the present, caught the train. I’m fast forwarding >>

Basically I got home, extremely tired. Studied for maths exam tomorrow which I’m quite excited about because for once I studied early for it and I feel prepared, well more than usual anyway. I really want to do well in it and up my average because I feel that it’s too low for me. Talking about maths, I think I should get back to my studying and revise as much more as I can.

Laters.

p.s. I only took one picture of the museum and it was an outside one too because I wasn’t sure if we could take a picture inside or not. The picture which I’ve uploaded also includes the bus we rode on. HAHA, not that you actually cared about it.


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Wednesday, May 6, 2009

Quite Tired.

This entry like seriously will be short.

today was actually eventful, but im really really tired right now and my leg died on me. I could hardly walk home and i dropped on my bed as soon as i arrived. So that proves how tired i am.
tennis was fun !
Anything else, oh yeah. History excursion tomorrow. Sorry guys for making this blog quite a short one. I've left you guys disappointed, I'm sorry.

Laters,.
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Tuesday, May 5, 2009

Athletics Day 2

How great was today?

Athletics carnival day 1 of 09 couldn’t have been any better. Maybe because it was some people weren’t there or just because it was really that fun.


It began by me waking up early and actually being bothered to get out of the bed and shower first up, which I don’t particularly like because the water is so called when you’re the first one to be using it. Anyways, yada yada, all the way to the bus stop. Today we had that cool Kiwi Bus Driver who once tried to start a drag race with a truck driver. He’s quite awesome because he took us to the oval unlike the other bus driver from yesterday who sucks big time and made us walk from school. I got off the bus and walked to the other side. I didn’t see anyone so I thought oh yeah, they’re not here yet. That’s when I decided to just sit there by myself all alone wondering to myself why the hell am I here all by myself like such a big loser. Then I was like stuff this. I looked at the schedule for the day then I went to the top of the steps and a few minutes later, luckily, Vinori came and I was no longer by myself.

The day had begun and we had to get our names marked off but before that I found the rest of the group waiting for me and MY mat, I don’t see the need for it but like yeah. There wasn’t actually any events that I had wanted to (excluding the 800m, I didn’t want to be the only one doing it with the white chicks) so I just sat on the mat, listening to music and that’s when I saw Sukhman and Sumeet playing with the soccer ball. Because I was bored, I thought that it would have been a good idea if I went up to them and disturbed their peaceful game and that’s what I’d done. While there I was slowly included in the game which I originally just planned to disturb but like whatever. Then along comes Katrina who just shouts my name and I’m just like, oh great. Because I know why she said that but I’m not publicly saying why she said that, NO WAY. Anyways then along comes Xu, it was kinda funny because even I could throw the ball further(which will help me in the future). Sumeet had to go and do his race then me, Sukhman and Xu was left. I decided that I wasn’t going to put up with this so I went to watch Sumeet’s race. Uhm, I cheered, for everyone actually. Himmat won. Kinda expected that. Tough luck for other people. Wait, he did win the 800m SPRINT right ? Hmmm. Anyways I went to say oh yeah good job etc. Then I put my hand out for a hi-5 and Sumeet was about to hit it then I was like Get back. AHAHAHHA! So funny. Then I did it to Sukhman and I was told that it wasn’t manly enough so I did it again and it was manly. Laugh Out Loud. Get back motherfucker, you don’t know me like that.

Jasmine left, because of the friken lazy, ass teacher we have and told her to give back their assignments cause she didn’t want to take it home. Oh my gosh, it’s only paper. Anyways I was with Sukhman and Sumeet again and a soccerball. Xu comes along, once again, and annoyed us. So firstly Sumeet was like only men can go and that didn’t work. So Sukhman was like ‘fine, Xu, if you can throw the ball further than Jasmine then you can stay with us’. He tried a few times but I win. AHAHAHHA! So he goes and we go play kicks? Yeah that. They were drop-kicking the ball right and I did it and they were laughing, I didn’t know why. I dropped the ball then I kicked it, what’s wrong with that. Then they told me. It’s not suppose to bounce back high, only low. And they I tried so many times but hey at least in the end I got it. While we were doing this Sumeet was reading my Italian speaking and because he’s not italiano he failed and he was trying to read. Here are some of the things which were mentioned:

- your mum smells

- your sisters fat and a pig?

- your pregnant.

As you can see he fails, like, majorly. Then we left. I don’t actually know why. Oh yeah. We got bored and I was thirsty so we went back. I got back and Emma was there and I was talking to her for a while. Then she left and I went back to the mat and the rest of the group was there and we were just talking. We sat on the edge thing and watched the 200m. It was awesome and I didn’t do it. YAHAHAH! Only because I’m so lazy and like seriously just could not be bothered. Then Vinori and Leanne came back after their race. And everyone was there and we were just talking. Then Madison came and he said I could take pictures. I took Vinori because she’s in Towers and she’s good with art and she could tell me if the pictures were good or not. On our journey of photo taking we had to go through different obstacles which we managed to overcome. The first one was teach Vinori HOW to use the camera. LOL. Then were to stand and tell her if it’s good or not. I thought she knew more about it. But yeah it was all good. We got to the boy’s discuss. They were juniors all right. Vinori told me ‘Oh, take a picture of that guy, he look’s pro.’ I click away and suddenly I hear the discuss land a few metres in front of me and I’m just like, OMG Vinori, so much for pro. Then we walked to javelin were we were high jacked by two people. HA, no it was Sumeet and Sukhman and the camera was taken from me and the ball was being thrown and kicked at me. Not fair. Where’s Anavi when you need her (LOL, jokes. :P ) Anyways they, or we, or whatever decided to have a water fight but we still needed more pictures. So we took the rest that we needed.

The next even which I was going to do was triple jump and like I did it and I just did it once. I couldn’t be bothered trying so stuff it. Er. I kinda forget what I did now. Let me think. Oh yeah. I was just walking around with Jasmine and like I saw that the 16yr Girls Discuss was on and like I did that, tried, but didn’t because I knew I had no chance so stuffed it. Right after this was the 100 m finals. I kinda missed all the girl’s races so I was just watching the guys and like seriously , it was full on race. And I was just like, I don’t like you all, grrr. LOL, but how could be people be so fast and im just so slow. I’m telling you, it really is because I’m fat but I don’t know why no one will believe me. Far Out, stupid people. Anyway, after that race was the teacher’s race and Mr. Mel ma, so tank seriously. If only he was a more cooler teacher then more people will like him. Oh well. Ah shit, relays.

The relays consist of the 4 houses (Blaxland, Lawson, Mitchell & Wentworth) with a team for each age group and sex. But since out house doesn’t have many people of my age groups I was selected. Well vinori didn’t want to do it and I didn’t want to force her, but next time I will. Anyways it was kinda hectic because everyone was just like trying to watch and everything was close then no it’s not. Then after a while of waiting for my race to begin, I saw Sumeet (who was also relaying) and I ran and jumped on him and kinda failed. Then he was like what are you doing, but really I think he was thinking, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH HER? And I said I was bored and I was gonna go piggyback and he was like ok. So I jumped on and I was like YEY! I can see the race now. Suddenly, another one of those stupid teachers come along and tells him to put me down. Dayum. Sometimes there are downsides of being short. Geddit? Down, short. Uhm, yeah. DW. LOL. That’s when people were starting to be like really OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG and worried about the race and I was just like hmmm. Wentworth suck. HAHA. Then I had to get ready and go to my spot and that’s when the nerves kicked in and I was like what the hell did I get myself into. And butterflies in my stomach. Ah! Gunshot. Shit, shit, shit, shit, Like I was literally saying that to myself, what else am I meant to say ? Then Jillian comes and I run. Janine overtook me but no one else and I tried to keep up with her then I could see Louise and I’m like nearly there then I passed it to her. You know what happens in the end. Wentworth comes last, like always. So yeah. I watched the guys’s race too. I have to say the same thing about the guys, BUT at least, they had a better finish with the fancy dress. HEHE. Uhmuumumumum.

Yeah, the day was nearly over and like everyone as just standing, sitting, talking. Then Jasmine, AHAHAh, she get’s attacked to, like I did yesterday but there was no high jump mat which was quite a shame. Later we were standing as a group then two people come (I wonder who they were) and wet us. I really didn’t mind because it was REALLY REALLY hot and it felt good. Yeah. OMG, my hands are so bad at typing.

A meteor came and crashed into the world but it didn’t cause a BIG BANG but aliens were on it and wait, my bad AN ALIEN was on it and it was so big and it ate the whole world in one big bite.

Well, obviously that’s not how the day ended but a pretty good day. I have more pictures from today but I have to get them off Madison first so yeah. I went home and fell asleep then did this which took me quite a while. Like seriously.

Oh my effing gosh! I’m done.

Laters,..

p.s. I was told to write a story about how awesome I was with my dropkick by Himmat so did, well will. It will be the following post, but I will actually post it first so then you can just scroll down to see it. Get me ? So the previous post of this one but scroll down.


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Monday, May 4, 2009

Day 1: Athletics Carnival

It was great today. Er, I guess I could say that it was fun, eventful and it just felt good. Although I didn't really come anything in anything (but a special mention to my great SHOTPUT, i think it might be my PB, 6.34m with a 5kg shot). I was with Jess and Lara heaps today, maybe because they're in my age group and they're also in my house. I actually want to upload some pictures which I will do when I change computers. Apart from that it was actually quite enjoyable. Highlight, well not really. I was atacked by Sukhman and Sumeet. Well I'm making it sound worse than it really was. But they violated my personal space and I don't like that. Haha. Well yeah, but whatever. And I didn't feel so anti-social either because come to think of it I was with someone most of the time. And it felt good and not some stupid emo. Laughing my ass off. Special mentions to these people who made my day even more enjoyable and better:
  • Vinori
  • Jasmine
  • Jess
  • Lara
  • Katrina
  • Shirine

Er. I'm hoping I didn't miss anyone out. Plus if you weren't in that but included in the blog then that means you're a special mention too. One last thing about today. This, hmmm, I don't know what to call 'em so I'll say this dog is such a dog. Seriously just makes you want to puke and be like AARGH! get away from me. The way this dog acts is too much in your face and I can't believe that some people can't see that. Laugh out Loud. That's it for day 1. Pictures will be uploaded soon. Either this blog, new blog or on Extras. Whichever one I choose depends on my lazyness.

Laters.

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Thursday, April 16, 2009

Puff Daddy

exhausted, really all i feel like doing is going to sleep but like, this blog must be done. today, something fun occurred and i don't know if i should write about it. Here's what I did with people today:
  • watch people play fooseball and suck at it
  • watch people air hockey and suck at it
  • shot some hoops and listened to people saying I sucked at it
  • greeted late-comers and saw something but i should shuttup about it
  • played Tekken 5 and sat there
  • i think we ate lunch first
  • ate lunch; spaghetti & chicken & garlic bread & etc...
  • went to the park
  • played soccer naked...feet
  • went to the playground and sat there with someone cz it was so hot
  • went home
  • played Truth or Dare which turned into Truth
  • people left :(
  • cleaned up house
  • now, tired

Hmmmm, interesting. I would LOVE to put in so much more detail but putting in more detail is the worst thing i could do and im actually quite tired right now.

ONE more thing. Maybe i'm over him...

*sigh.

i guess i might be. that's a good thing. But theres a thing in my little heart which has space for him. But im not waiting. I've Been Waiting for a long time. LOL, i havent just had to put the song name.

Word meaning of today: Conceited
btw, today's word is not how I feel, but a word which became a topic of the convo a lot today.

but right now it's all good and im happy
and quite tired actually.

so

laters,...
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Winter is here

As always I begin my posts by saying "a lot has happened since my last post" well duh, you only post every few months, of course a...