Child

Sometimes I wonder if your age really is just a number. I am over 18 now so you'd think that I would begin to start acting like an adult yet my actions do not display this. Why I even allow myself to act like this is something I constantly ponder on.

Black Party Cruise '12

That picture just emphasizes how much of a child I already look on the outside. Eh whatever. Onto more important matters, my behaviour that evening was not very appropriate, nor was my clothing. I acted like a spoilt brat that looked like a slut.

Like I said whatever. Just a few things bugging me though. I have yet to let go of the one person who has just entered my life and made it amazing but I think you've ran out of fuel and all the excitement is gone. That and I'm getting to the point where I'm starting to get jealous. Of not just all the girls but everything and everyone else. I'd like to just blame you to make my life so my easier and that way it wouldn't hurt me so much and it gives me an excuse to not exactly kick you out of my life but rather...make you an acquaintance rather than a friend although some may say that it's too late for that now. I guess I would agree with them but I can still try because my feelings are at stake. And for some reason my feelings seem to have an effect on my entire life. Blabbing on about nothing.

I'm trying so hard to make this blog sound more like a blog but it's really hard when you're constantly...when I'M constantly thinking about life and everything about it. I just want things to be simple and easy. But a person once said to me (actually everyone has) Life isn't easy. Well no shieeeet.

Worst part, can't even party to get over it.

And I'm a party girl.

Or so I like to call myself.

But I do live up to that name, most of the time.

Fifty Shades

So at the moment, I've been reading Fifty Shades of Grey to conform with society. Actually I wasn't intending to do so it just so happens that everyone has been talking about it and I simply wanted to know what the hype was all about. So I wiki-ed it. And under the category Genre it had erotic fiction. Then I was in. Personally I think that the book is alright. It's written well, but for me the main reason I AM reading it is for the erotic fiction part. Maybe the romance, which at the moment lacks thereof so yes, just the erotic fiction.

Over the past weeks, or even months since I've written heaps of major, not really have occured and as much as I would love to go in detail I've lost the bother to do so. Instead I will upload pictures from these events.

Celebrating Tin's 18th :D

First time at Zumbo Dessert Train ♥

Parent's 20th Anniversary

Winning big for a first time gambler :P

Birthday week with closest friends.

Clubbing for my 19th & Tin's 18th

First froyo @ Noggi with a groupi!

Jasmine^2

End of first ever uni exams!

Ausralia vs. New Zealand: European Handball

Tita Mayet's 50th Birthday

Chilling the best biatch

Black Party Cruise '12

Toohey's Open Day

As you can see, it's been pretty eventful and I like that. I also got to sleepover a guy's house for the first time in my life ever! Although it just lead to disappointment. Or more that there was way too much hype for such miniscule thing. Meh, I liked it.

That's all...for now.