Boys Over Flowers

More like boys over me, or boys on top of me, LOL. Actually it's just a Korean drama that I started watching again after already watching it a few months ago. But it's pretty cool.

What a wonderful world... or not.

Why, hello lovelies. I thought today would have been good cause like for once I was prepared for it. But you know, some days just don't turn out how you want it to be. And maybe because I did have a great day yesterday. Not everyone can have what they want.

School, what can i say. Things are happening quickly these days and I just don't know what to do. We had year assembly and lucky us we got a school photos back. And i would totally upload it but two reasons; 1. I don't want everyone to see my ugly and ewwy and very round face & 2. I don't actually have a computer copy and neither do i have a scanner so uploading it would be quite hard. I also have a new ID card, my fourth one of high school and I must admit it looks quite good. After assembly was first period; Commerce. Hmmm, how shall I put this. I guess it was boring but fun. And it's a bad idea to drink a whole bottle of cordial then hold you pee for a long time. So i ran to the toilet when the bell rang.

Period 2 was the start of my bad day. I come into class and the teacher's in a really bad mood. Then she speaks to us about our english narrativeand how bad it was. It was very saddening. The highest in our class was 17 out of 20. And that may not even be me. I tried so hard for that assesment and it's so annoying how i still get shit when i try my best. I don't know. I felt like crying. I don't want to fail English. What if i fail it in HSC, they'll like kick me out of Australia cause this is an English Speaking country and i can't even do an English exam. Shame on me, seriously. I'm gonna stop complaining but it just ruined my mood and preparations for maths exam.

All my studying, it paid off, well I hope so. Some of the questions in the exam I could do just like that, but i wasted so much time and i feel that i know i could have done better than what i did. Apart from that all I want to say is, Don't WISH ME LUCK. Seriously, don't.

Lunch was really uneventful. Just the way I liked it. For once it was nice not doing anything. Then the bell rang etc. Off to science which was fun because we did nothing. Like the teacher was there and all but all we talked about was people evolutioning and if they kept trying to fly off a cliff would they end up growing wings. Funny stuff. Oh and how Mahir doesnt have nipples but they're just discoloured skin. And the teacher called him discoloured, and someone shouts racist. Funny. HAHA. Then before i knew the bell had rung.

Friday, the end of the week. I felt like catching the train again. I had to make up a reason to go so i just said i needed to go to the library and i ended up going anyway. Train didn't exactly go as planned but then again, my day was already ruined so nothing was turning out right. I borrowed this book, it's called Sex stuff they don't teach you at school. It's funny cause i read the blurb at the back and it's like:

Josie Montano knew nothing about sex as a teen, and learnt heaps from doing research for this book. Now she thinks she's a sex goddess! (Um, can someone make sure her mother doesn't read this book? Great, thanks!)

Yeah, that's the funny thing, i don't know if u find it funny but i do. After i went home and fixed that stupid photo frame i bought yesterday and it was broken, but since i'm a very capable person and so I managed to fix it. Good as new. Now i'm tired and really in pain. Not swimming tomorrow so good.

Laters,.

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another day

RAIN RAIN GO AWAY COME AGAIN ANOTHER DAY

After just three days of this blog thing, I'm starting to get the idea that it might just be a little pointless, but what the hell. I really don't care right now seeing no one cares about my feelings. Starting the day with the quick rush of getting ready though it was made harder because today was School Photos Day. Things couldn't have gotten worse but Sunshine with her forever wasting of time not allowing me to straighten my hair. Finally arriving at school trying to seem calm and relaxed but this couldn't be helped when Isuggested to the people around me that we should play the Keep A Straight Face game. By then, no one could keep themselves from laughing and I saw the joy that I had brought to the people around me, and this made me feel good.

Commerce was a drag, it wasn't helping as it was just slowing down the time of day, yet Iwas anxious to get my pictures taken. The gloomy weather didn't help, it just added to blue-ness of the day which made me bored and this forced me to use the wonderful technology and text during class, these days this is very common and as I observed many people was doing this with me. Next period was English, another assignment :( but my mood seemed to chnage because I knew that the lesson would only last for 3o minutes and then *click; pictures were going to be taken.

The thought of having your picture taken isn't that bad. I do wonder why people dread getting their pictures taken, maybe it's because everyone knows other people from their grade will see their pretty face, but again what's not desirable about that. First was the group photos and standing next to one of my close friends thinking that I would get to stand next to them made me even more excited, but this excitement was soon taken away from me, like someone took a lollipop out of a child's hands. Oh well, this separation did have a positive outcome with me getting to stand up next to two very awesome people and standing behind me were very handsome, young men. Okay, maybe that's just getting a bit creepy. Three shots was all it took and after that was the long wait for the individual photos, and when I say long wait, I MEAN IT. But the wait wasn't that bad, socialising with people and seeing people with their pretty faces and all dressed up just for this one day. Soon my moment arrived and in my head, I could hear myself saying Jasmine, don't stuff this up, just smile and you'll be done, hoping that I wouldn't laugh. Done, wheew.

Afterwards, I was walking with my 6ft tall friend and the not so 6ft tall friend, we were all laughing and just enjoying and having a casual conversation as my tall friend was fixing my tie. Maths wasn't that bad, I was with my not so tall friend and with her silliness, she had managed to make her white-out leak all over herself, to me this was very funny, but laughing was not an option when the teacher would have a go at you. But it was funny.

Lunchtime wasn't very eventful except for the hide and seek game we had played, very childish yet fun. It hadn't lasted long as we soon found out that we weren't actually being seeked so our game was soon ended. The rain, still continuing made me see the school differently. For once I saw that the people still got along and the gloomy weather hadn't affected them at all. After realising this I had come to a conclusion that I think I've gone crazy. Seriously, who thinks about these kind of stuff, but oh well.

Science, don't wanna talk about it AT ALL. At the bus stop, there was a different mood that surrounded everyone else. I guess in a way it had affected me, positively and again the bus was late but this caused me no worries. Finally the bus had arrived and happiness popped into my head, weekend, yes. On the bus trouble came to me. There's an important thing everyone must know about me, actually a few, but one of them is, don't take my music. Please don't and don't be offended if I say no. It's just me. But this occured on the bus and the worst part was they had said I HATED them, only because I wouldn't let them listen to my music. I knew the only thing I could do was move away and think about the happy things. My stop arrived and with my super unco-ness, I managed to lose my balance just before I get off the bus, but that was no worries for me.

Now, here, sitting here, wishing that this weather would change. Or at least move to the south where its much more needed, but I guess when it comes to nature it can't be helped whatever happens.

Anyways, laters,..