EEK !

Another day of my life wasted, doing nothing but cleaning and ironing and sucking on a lollipop. To make things worse, it’s currently raining and I would love to upload a picture of that too but I can’t because we’re already over the limit and it’s gonna cost us and guess who’s gonna get in trouble if that happens. Alyssa of course. Laugh Out Loud! A couple of days till Jasmine’s birthday and I still don’t know what to get her. I'm planning to just run away and suddenly disappear on her birthday and like come back the day after. But that’s like too slack. And the cake idea. I don’t feel like making it now. Plus it might turn out ugly and fugly so maybe just scrap that idea. I'm sorry Jasmine. I love you and all but the thing is I don’t want to bother anymore and I'm sorry. I think Jasmine’s angry at me now. Oh well. I'm gonna do some…stuff…now…

BYE

I JUST WANT TO BE HIS FRIEND!
That’s all that I could ever ask for.

LLOL

This is officially my last week of swimming in the Development Squad and I’m off to move up to Fitness Club. I’m kind of hoping that there even older people there because I’m sick of being with so many kids in my group. I don’t mind being the slowest but it’s just the fact that little children are beating me and I’m three times their sizes.

I feel like baking another cake but I don’t have any cake mix to use and I don’t want to make it from scratch cause then I’m going to be worried that it may not turn out and taste good.

It’s Jasmine’s Birthday in four days and like I don’t like her very much seriously. She has hair and teeth and eyes, LIKE far out. HAHAHA, I’m kidding. I think that kinda got obvious anyway.

I just had a nap because I was clearly tired and now my hair is messy.
I’m going to go now.

Don't Worry

My day began really good actually
people liked the cake I brought
which was nice

italian was enjoyable and pretty awesome
watching the movie
and know i wasn't perving.
hmmmm.

maths it was good...
until i got the results back
that was the start of the horrible day

caught the train
missed two trains.

lectured,.. kinda from dad bout my mark.
well not really lectured.
but told to improve next time
obviously.

*stop thinking about it.

and i just realised i made a mistake on
the thing that me and anavi bought
for me (jasmine)
and so. yeah.

bye.

I'm Pretty

I'm pretty.
That's what my sister said anyway. OMG, my sister said that. That's like oh shit right. Man, I think she's sick. Who says that, about their sister?

Anyways, I feel so good right now. Everything, it's that time when all the bad things have just disappeared and all I'm getting is the goodness and man does it feel great. Exams are over and now I don't have to worry about not studying for something even though I kinda studied for 'em. Just not the night before. Yeah. I feel so good because of other things but about that, later.

I feel like making cake. I bought some cake mix today, like I did yesterday. But yesterday's one is for someone NOT so special. HAHAHA. I'm kidding. But like I bought a cheap one today so I could test the icing and see how it tastes like.

I'm really not in the mood to blog today because I have a lot of other things to do, not related to school or anyone at school, if you know what I mean. But I'm busy so yeah. Talk to me still cause then I still get bored, REALLY easily.

yy. ;]

My Story

Jasmine here is a special link for you because there’s other stuff that go with it but yeah.

**The moral of the story, sometimes what you want may just be in front of you.

Obviously the ending goes something like this…

One day the girl brings up all her courage to tell the guy for her growing feelings for him. They’re standing together in the middle of the oval at school in the pouring rain. To her, it felt like it was just the two of them, standing there. There was no people around them playing no balls flying everywhere. Just the two of them. She looks at his eyes and tears began to well up in her eyes. Then she says it. She says I like you, I like you more than a friend. She begins to cry and he caresses her face and says…

Well I don’t want to ruin it for you guys so wait up and maybe soon there’s an ending to that.

Another Jasmine Blog

I don’t hate her nor do I dislike her. But I’m not in love with her and worship her every move. She’s just this chick that I know who sometimes really just get on my nerves sometimes. But you know, if she’s calm and more annoying people around her, it’s quite contrasting and seeing the difference. So I’ve come to my conclusion that she’s a good person who has good intentions, most of the time.

Did I really looked depressed today? Last time I checked I was on top of the world. Although it did begin pretty badly because I didn’t bother studying for History at all because I don’t like it. It’s so boring and I don’t even pay attention in class at all. Me, not paying attention in class. Woah. HAHAH! Anyways a pass would be nice, something over 60% even better. But I’m not getting my hopes up or anything but yeah. But back to how my day was. It was actually pretty good. This one person managed to keep my happy all day and man I just didn’t expect it. Well I did but didn’t. Here’s a hint on who it is: *He’s a person. Did you find the hint there? But yeah. After recess was the Computer Skills competition and Sukhman sat behind me again (like he did during History) and when I’d finished I got annoyed at his long legs, cause they were under MY chair so I grabbed them with my feet but man, he took mine. Yeah. I missed out on Commerce and when we went back to class we didn’t do anything but talk, because no one could be bothered to study. Uh, sport wasn’t cancelled which was really awesome because then it wasn’t like cancelled. HAHA. And me and Fiona shared a racquet and played tennis with the Knockout people. It was just relaxing.

A walk to the station with my very awesome friends and brother. Man, damn, I can’t say it. Jasmine, look at the other one; if you know what I mean. Anyways it was good. We went to the plaza and did stuff there. Another thing I can’t say because it’s a surprise kinda thing. Far out, I want to say so much things but what I can say is limited because this is a public blog that everyone can read. Basically my day was really good and now, I decided that I should revise something in case today happens again tomorrow, which I really don’t want because I don’t want to fail anything, not again.

The following blog I write, (scroll up) is this story I kinda made up.

Laters,.

Check This Out

I just wanted to try something and see if it worked. If you're reading this and you're not me then it obviously worked.

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What I Feel Like Doing At This Moment

No comment.

I Don't Remember.

Here's a list of what I do know.

• i'm confused
• exams are on
• people are studying
• im bored
• i'm into books
• webcam
• i have friends
• i like chocolate
• i gained weight
• im fat
• i have long hair
• im wearing clothes
• its cold
• i just had a shower
• im old
• i can drive
• i cant drive but i can get my L's
• freak tonight is playing at this moment
• i have boobs
• its really cold without a jumper
• been waiting is playing now
• its tuesday
• im having trouble breathe
• i feel like crying
• i want chocolate
• im emotionally unstable
• im lame
• this is australia
• im a fake
• i like this guy.
• this is pointless
• what's a man to do - now playing

that's basically all i got right now.

;]

I Thought About it and this is what I have to say.

Uhm, today science exams. Like really; WHO GIVES!
So i just want to say I don't feel like blogging at all today and no i'm not bored for once which is good because i don't want to seem a boring person. I'm reading this book about this girl who changed because she had a bad past and now the past came back and she's really confused. I can't exactly relate to her because my past was pretty good, and i can't really compare because i don't like to do that.

oh shit. i just remembered what tomorrow was. and no i don't care that there are exams, something else, somethine else which is really disturbing me at the moment. But no need to worry about that.

I need to get some stuff for next week. I don't know if i have time though. Must make time now. Back to my time management diary thing. Well I obviously don't have one because who calls it that.

Laters,..

p.s. I can do you like that, that, that...

;]

I feel so dumb.

ok, here's the deal.
teach me how to dirty talk
and i'll say thank you to you.

LMAO.

;]

Jasmine is bored and she's 100% sure of it.

At the moment i like this song: What's a Man to Do. And because i don't like having short blog entries, i'm pasting the song lyrics.

Ohhh ohhhh
Ohhhhh ohhh
Ohhhhh yeaa

Listen
I'd be a liar if I told you
That I didn't see it coming
Be more of a liar if I said
Hey I didn't want it to be something
You deserve much better
For the love that you have shared
I know you won't believe it
But girl I swear
That I got love for you
Big love for you
Even when I'm tripping
The fact remains that
You will always be my baby
My baby

But take the truth
Baby take the truth
I can't hide my feelings
Especially when the whole world can see

That my heart is in two different places
I got you in my life and I wanna do right
But it's hard to let it go
When my love has two different faces
And I can't break ties cause they both look right
Someone tell me what's a man to do
When he's loving two
And he don't wanna lie
But he can't tell the truth

What's a man to do
When he's loving two
But he can't keep his heart
In two different places
In two different places

I know you feel it cause you stay
There is much more to this story
But I'd be a fool to say
I trust her and I'm always gonna love her
You know that you don't wanna hear

I been living on the edge baby
So I guess yea baby
She ain't nothing but she is real
But why take her through it
When I still got love for you
Big love for you
Even when I'm tripping
The fact remains that
You will always be my baby
My baby

But take the truth
Baby take the truth
I can't hide my feelings
Especially when the whole world can see

That my heart is in two different places
I got you in my life and I wanna do right
But it's hard to let it
my love has two different faces
And I can't break ties cause they both look right
Someone tell me what's a man to do
When he's loving two
And he don't wanna lie
But he can't tell the truth

What's a man to do
When he's loving two
But he can't keep his heart
In two different places

Not in two different places
I wanna tell you it's over
That I ain't thinking of her
I wanna really mean it
That I want you to see it
That I'm really trying to leave her behind
And I'm trying not to make you cry
I wanna tell you that
I ain't playing games and I'm dedicated to receive a change
But when I look in the mirror
It's the same old me

That my heart is in two different places
I got you in my life and I wanna do right
But it's hard to let it go
When my love has two different faces
And I can't break ties cause they both look right
Someone tell me what's a man to do
When he's loving two
And he don't wanna lie
But he can't tell the truth

What's a man to do
When he's loving two
But he can't keep his heart
In two different places
Not in two different places
Not in two different places

THIS TOOK ME FOREVER TO PRESS 'ENTER'. APPRECIATE IT PLEASE.

;]

My life is completely useless.

This is just something that I wrote yesterday. It was meant for yesterday but because I was too lazy to turn on the computer and type it up later. Fascinating I know. Just to let you know what I say does not have anything to do with me… Or maybe it does.

Here’s a question. Do you want to make a change in the world that everyone will appreciate in the future? My answer to that is no. I would rather sit or even better lie in my bed the whole day doing nothing except for maybe reading or listening to music. I am not emo or goth and I don’t have a death wish. This is just me. But my existence is nothing. No one seems to appreciate me anyway even if I tried to do something. And I also know that one day I’ll just be a memory at the back of people’s heads. This isn’t really a problem for me. I just felt like saying something. It doesn’t hurt to do it. Although it may cause a few tears it’s not the end of the world. But if I want to see the positive things in my life I could, and there are good things in my life. I don’t ignore it but sometimes it’s not balanced. No, most of the time it’s on the negative side.

Ok, so I have friends. I can talk to them, tell them everything I could possible think of and no matter what it is, at the end of the day we’re still friends. But I keep thinking what happens after school. Even before school finishes. Year12 is a very stressful year and I’m afraid that everyone will forget fun and focus their whole life on studying. I know that is what’s important but it’s not the way I roll. It seems selfish for me to want things out of them. I don’t know. What could I even do that they’ll choose having fun over studying for their whole life basically.

This is a simple recipe for chocolate cake.

-1 cup flour
-3/4 cup milk
-1/2 cup sugar

1. mix all the ingredients and removing any lumps.
2. Put into a cake pan. Place in a preheated oven (180°) for 25 mins.
3. Serve warm with cream or jam.

Two things: If you tried to make that, then woah your stupid because I made it up. Secondly if you read the title of it then the recipe it doesn’t actually contain chocolate. LOL

I get bored easily. That may be obvious with the random cake recipe that I’ve put in. I’m sorry. I lose interest in things so easily. Take studying for one. The coming week is our half yearly examinations and what am I doing, wasting my time doing nothing, listening to music and blogging.

I just made cupcakes. They’re quite delicious if I may say so myself. If you want some come to my house and I’ll give you a basketful. I’m going insane. That I’m sure of!

;]

Enough is Enough

Exams are on this week and they've begun. Big woop!

Anyways, I'm sick of people talking about exams and stressing about it. I'm actually trying to relax and get myself prepared but everyone just keeps talking about it which is getting really annoying now. And don't you dare tell me that you failed that exam if I ask you how you went. There's a chance that you could have but don't tell me you failed until you have. Try to be optimistic because that will ruin your whole game. Take me for example, I'm happy and relaxed because I've prepared myself. Even if it may be in the last minute but I'm prepared. I'm not running around trying to get answers for this and that and stressing other people out. Firstly, it's not healthy and secondly, think about what the other person is feeling. Do they realy want to be disturbed, that's when you decide whether or not you should talk to them.

Enough about that. I didn't want to go into detail with that but in the end I do anyway. The main point I wanted to say was how annoyed I am at everyone. Right now I'm seeing them as fakes and I don't like it. I admit I'm a fake but I have reason to be. But other people, other people do it just to be a bitch and seriously it's not cool. I've noticed that now people are showing their true colours to me and they're proving to me that they ain't worth my time. People don't like me. I know that, but why won't they tell me? I'm not gonna go and eat you if you tell me you have me. Just give me constructive advice on how I could be a better friend or what I'm doing wrong. I mean I'm not going to completely change just for you. It's just not me. I am who I am so tough luck. But yeah, my main point was people don't like me and they're showing it good.

How was my today.
Apart from the exams really nothing much occured as everyone was too busy with the stressing with the whole exams thing. It's not me and maybe that's the reason why I won't be talking to you because I don't like your aura and all that kinda shit. Hmmm, another thing was with the whole PJ thing. She wouldn't believe me at first and when I finally did get her to believe me I burst and ended up telling her the truth which kinda ruined part of the whole thing. But no more on that because it'll give away the whole thing. For now people, laters I'm not gonna study but I can't leave my blog opened for long because I'm risking my sister or mother reaading it.

"To love is hard."

;]

12.01

it's now monday.
just thought i'd let you know.



















exams.
the week peopele have been dreading.
no worries mate.
no worries.

;]

Carpe diem.

I'm bored.
it sucks
because everyone's studying
and i'm not
because im lazy
and i don't feel like it
therefore
i shouldn't complain if i fail
because it's my fault.

that's a long sentence.
HAHA

see, that's me; completely bored.

;]

Sometimes Having a Break is the Best Thing You Can Do

The things me and Jasmine get up to. Funny stuff.
LMAO.

;]

Wow, I'm Bored Once Again

You know how in every school there's a time when people have to do exams. Well this coming week is that time for our grade in our school. It sucks. Not literally because it doesn't suck on lollipops but you know what I mean, right. By the way, me changing font colours is the biggest disaster ever. I can't even get the whole world, LOL, word*. I'm just wasting time but that is already quite obvious. I really am just not in the mood for this studying thing. I'm not confident in what I know either but I'm getting sick of it and because I'm very smart, I'm the only one who knows how to have fun even though it's a stressful moment in our lives. More jibber-jabber but I'm currently insane and all I can think about is x = 2+5x(43-4x) and more but I don't want to bore people with more maths and more uneccessary things even I wouldn't read about. As you can see I'm just trying to extend this blog post longer but I'm not very good at making up random shit because I'm that type of person who gets straight to the point. Very much like my dad.

My mum, OMG, wth man. She got me so worried man. I thought something had happened to her. She wouldn't answer any of my calls and no one knew where she was. And later on my uncle didn't help much either acting like he cared when he was talking about my mum to me. He left us alone at home too. Which kinda left me in charge and I did a pretty good job of it, for once. I think I've grown up and finally accepted the fact that, I'm no longer a child and I can do responsibilities and I can be trusted, well depends what it is. Most of the time then.

I want to make plans to go out tomorrow. I don't think I'll be allowed though. I could like say that I'm gonna study with friends. But I don't think that's believable. Oh well, it won't hurt to try, right?

I'm friends with this person now. After that crazy me I'd gone through because I'm so stupid the wound between us has healed and once again made me happy. I love how some people can just do that even though it's not expected from them. Right now, I have 3 of those people. If you think it's you well it's not. Actually one of them may be you but it depends who you are. Apart from those 3 people there are 2 other people who are just too special to me that I can't actually categorise them. So maybe I think that might be you. But only one. LOL, if you get me, which I'm pretty sure you don't. So yeah.

This blog actually turned out longer than I expected. Not a good idea. I just wasted on valuable science reviewing time.

What is a current? It's the movement of positive charge. My bad, flow of positive charge.

Laters,.
;]

2009/10 Capitans (Y)

Today it had occured to me that it was quite cold. You know like the cold where you just want to stay in bed for the whole day and do nothing but some people aren't that lucky. It was raining today and you know I didn't feel that today had much significance. Not for me anyway. I think I might just have to say one thing (plus extra little things, but ignore them anyway) and it's how one person and what that one person does. Makes me smile and continually keeps making me happy and I really appreciate it. Even though they may not be doing so on purpose I still feel that maybe they are that one person I've been looking for my whole life. Being in the rain with that one person, it felt good.

*School captains for 2009/2010 votings today. Who I voted for, it really didn't matter to me that much. They all say the same thing and don't do anything that actually help everyone. Just individuals who already have the help.

I'm not good. I mean that if you asked me, How are you?, my reply would be not good. Everythig, it's just happening. Exams, people. You know, all the stresses you can possible get. It's not right, I DON'T LIKE IT and once again, I'm not good.

laters,..

;]

Rapido

The day went quick.

;]

I Have Great Dancing Skills

The sound of the pitter-patter against my window had waken me from my great dream. Sigh, I wished my morning was more fascinating than that. But it was just the ordinary alarm clock, beeping as it needed to.

Basically today was alright. I didn't do any work which was a bad idea but it was still pretty good especially that we had double periods because that was double classes of not doing any work. One thing which was really funny though was near the end of IST, I was listening to my iPod right and it go to Jessica Mauboy's Been Waiting. It's like a heaps good dancing song, well kinda but I started showing PJ how Jessica's moves were and how she would always do the same thing and I didn't notice that Jafar was right there looking at me and I was just like PJ! Well yeah. But i don't care. What other people think of me doesn't matter as long as I'm happy.

After school I had gone to the plaza with my couple friends, well apart from Sukhman so I was with him as we walked to the station. It was funny and like yeah. I don't know, I just kept my eye out because I knew papa was at penrith and he might get the wrong ideas, like this one other person (hhmmmm, kkkk) LOL, yeah. But it was fun. Enjoyable. :D

Laters,..
;]

Alyssa said Stop Procrastinating

Just a few things I remembered:

1. There's this one person (I'm not saying whether they're are girl or a guy but it's one of those two) in my grade that I've realised is extremely annoying at times especially to me and my friends. I know it's kinda slack posting this publicly and that is why I'm not going to mention his/her name. But right now, just GET BACK! Lmao, and no it's not you just because I used your song.

2. "Now that curry I'll eat." This is just a quote which I actually said the other day and like I was talking to Anindita about it and now that i've remembered this is another person (him/her) from my grade who I'm having thoughts about at the moment. Actually that's a real giveaway. But yeah. OMG ALYSSA STOP TALKING TO ME! Back to the subject, this is so your fault Katrina but I love you no matter what.

3. I must study so leave me alone. Alyssa is telling me to type faster so that I can get off the computer sooner but like it's so hard because my fingers are getting so tired from typing really quickly especially my thumb. Ow. But woot, Neighbours is on so i can slow down a bit now because Alyssa's gone to watch. Today school was alright. I don't actually want to go through the details at the moment because it's just me being sick. But lucky me I got more gossip again. Not that it was very fascinating. HAHA

laters,..
;]

Feeling Sick

Uhm can't blog long for today.
But Sunshine is so OMG.
She drops our dinner (BBQ-ed Fish) as she goes up the stairs outside on the dirty ground and like now papa had to get more and cook more and dinner is getting delayed.

laters,.

;]

WTF

Today, compared to other days was not that good.

Going to a party you'd expect it to be fun, exciting and a time when you can socialise. Well come to my family parties right, I totally don't fit in and that makes me real sad because I don't have anyone to talk to plus I'm bored to then extreme. The worst part was Papa wasn't even there so I didn't have him there to annoy. Yeah, so right now I feel good sitting here typing and being with my friend the computer. And hey I'm not an anti-social LOSER. I have friends it just that they're not actually part of my extended family. I wish they were though.

School again tomorrow. I can't believe the weekends are so short and i'm up to day 2 of being a 16 year old. Plus I've officially began my HALF YEARLY's studying because I couldn't sleep last night so yeah.

I'm gonna do something else now, just didn't want to miss another day of blogging, cause I've only done that once. Don't want to make it twice now do i.

Laters,.

;]

Max is Delicious

I am now 16 years and 1 day old. Fascinating. Not really. The day after my birthday isn’t that bad. It began with the usual, swimming and I just couldn’t find my game today. No matter how hard I’d tried I couldn’t swim to the best of my abilities which sucked because I wanted to be heaps good and not so slow. In the end it was still worth it because I was told that I was going to move up to the fitness club thing which is actually easier than the Bronze squad thing so I’m all good. That actually made me feel better ‘bout myself so isn’t that nice.

Coming home I was back to the usual routine of doing house chores but I was going to be saved thanks to Ate Sugar. She was going to take me out. But before that happened I had to help mum cut some pork for the food she’s gonna cook for the surprise party later for our family friend. But yeah. Lucky for me, Ate Sugar was going to take me to Max Brenners and oooh. I got food orgasms. HAHA, that’s the nicest way of putting it. Seriously. And I stole some of Alyssa’s food (which btw, wouldn’t have been there if I hadn’t asked her to come with us). In the end it’s been a great day..so far. I wonder what the rest of the day will bring.

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Thank You Very Much

It wasn’t what I’d expected but at least it was better than it. Before you continue on, I must warn you that this blog may just bit a little long compared to my usual blogs. So stop now if you wish.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME !

There’s no other way of saying this so I’ll just say it straight out. It was and still is my birthdays today. You know, the day people celebrate their day of birth. Well for me it’s my sixteenth year. It actually got me worried a bit because it’s so old compared to the rest of the grade. I know that I can get my L’s now but you know. It’s still that OLD feeling. Yeah?

At 5.30 I’m awake and I can’t get back to sleep which had been quite usual for me lately. I stay in my warm and comfy bed. A few minutes later, the first of many text messages is sent to my phone and I’m just wondering who would send me a text message this early in the morning It was from Ate greeting me Happy Birthday, already but then again Kuya goes to work at 6 so yeah. I decided to get up and have a shower there was no point staying in bed doing nothing.

Mum woke up while I was drying my hair and she comes up to me, hugs me then greets me and makes a joke about how old I am now. It was nice. I also manage to wake Sunshine up before when I had to get my towel outside and she was sleeping on the sofa. Hmmmmm, rather odd. Really all I was worried about right now was how my hair looked and if you had times me you could say that it took me at least an hour to get ready. I guess it did look like nice, as many people had complimented me about it.

My first present for the day was from Alyssa. She’d given me a handmade card which did take effort (but I could have done way better, even if it was just last minute) and a lollipop shaped lip-gloss which I appreciated because she took the time to actually buy me a present even though I would have rather preferred a mirror or a beanie, but it’s all good. Walking to the bus stop me and Alyssa were just arguing as usual and I was telling her how much better my hair is compared to hers and all that stuff. My hands and legs were freezing. Not my fault that I didn’t have any more stockings in the drawer. The bus came. As I got on, Aimee was the first one to greet me then a random year 11. Katrina, Kelsey and Sara soon greeted me afterwards. They’re really nice to me and that’s why I just love them.

The bus arrived at school and that’s when Katrina became happy because she’d found out that one of the year 11 chicks had the library books which she’d forgotten on the bus one day and seeing her happy and all good helped my day. As we were walking to Roll Call we saw Vinori who had half her hair out which looked nice. She was complaining that it didn’t look nice but I don’t know why she would do that. We said bye to Katrina then walked up the library.

Walking through the library doors I see Emma come up to me and hand me a rose, then she bursts into ‘Happy Birthday!’ and I just got, well not embarrassed but I’m not a big fan of attention but I just said thanks to everyone because I didn’t exactly want to be rude. Everyone greeted me happy birthday and then we just looked through the photos of the athletics carnival. The bell rang after a long while, but it was a good thing the day was going slow because now that I think about it it’s going too fast for me.

My first subject as a 16 year old was commerce. Well technically it wouldn’t be until 9.46am (which again was still wrong because it wasn’t Australia time). That’s what I told Jasmine anyway so that’s why they didn’t sing Happy Birthday for me until then. Time passed. I thought for sure that no one would be game enough and then I wasn’t so worried after that. During this class everyone had managed to greet me Happy Birthday and PJ gave me the present which I told her not to get and it was one of those solar powered nodding cellphone holders and I just thought that it was so Cuteee. Class was so boring and I just couldn’t get my head in the mood to be in Commerce. 9.46, hahah, no one sung and I thought, Phew, I’m safe. Then all of a sudden I hear Suling start singing then everyone else sings along with her and I just sink into my seat which is normal for me because I can’t sit still. Oh well, another song wouldn’t hurt. The rest of the lesson was still boring but what could I do. I wasn’t going to be allowed to stay home anyway so I just put up with it.

Recess we went to where Shirine and all the curries sit. There I got greeted with more Happy Birthdays. Like people come on, I know that it’s my birthday, no need to remind me again. I’m kidding and appreciate that everyone actually does care about me which is especially nice. Anyways Shirine, far out, she bought me lollies. I think it’s like an evil plot to make me fat, but how could I be angry at her. I love lollies and her evil plot included my weak spot. I gave her a hug. That was the worst thing I could do. Afterwards Jasmine had to speak to Fiona so I went with her to the rest of the group and there I was greeted and hugged and it felt good. It actually did. And Ivy liked my hair. Uhm, I think heaps of people did. I don’t know why. It was meant to make me younger but Ivy had said it makes me look older which meant that my plan backfired. It was funny though because Fiona was really worried about stuff (stuff which wasn’t even true, so I don’t know why she was worried when I had already told her the real thing, and it was the worst thing I could do to) but yeh. Lucky for her the bell rang and we were off to class.

Italiano era diverto? Hmmm, it’s meant to say Italian was fun but I’m stupid and don’t know how to say it and that’s a false statement too because it was actually boring. I got another song and Sukhman was sitting next to me doing his annoying/funny things and me being his sister just going along with it. Halfway through the lesson Pipio comes up to me and pulls my ears 16 times because she says its meant to be good luck and I’m jst like WTF? Seriously and that’s when I got more punches. Sukhman’s ones hurted but Mind over Matter. LMAO. It was boring but not because we were revising for exams but our table was just talking and Hoorah for us because we got in trouble LOL. Ok, that was just stupid but meh, its me. BRRRIING!

Quickly time is passing and soon it was third period and that’s when we had maths. Things occurred and you know you can’t put it up publicly especially if it’s not your story. Let’s just say someone was very teary but that was just for a little while. Anyways maths was just revising SINE and COSINE rule then Mr. Cantlon felt like telling stories and that’s what the lesson turned out to be. Woohoo. The first story was about Sydney Heads and Captain Cook. Then if you got the answer right you were included as part of the crew. The next story was about The Gap. There was a story once that this guy was outsmarting people and his chauffer’s girlfriend found out. He told the chauffer to get rid of her so what he did was throw her off the gap. It was obvious that it was done on purpose because, actually I might draw a diagram for this one. PICTURE 1. The last of the stories was off this guy who was in a Kayak going from Tasmania and he was going to Auckland or somewhere there. His Kayak was no ordinary Kayak because it’s a convertible Kayak. Picture 2. Anyways the journey takes 30 days right and on the 29^th day he’s so tired that he sends and SOS call and when they find him he’s been drowned and he was already so close. Anyways, it was funny because Mr. Cantlon made it funny but then again it was really sad because you know it’s all about death. And that was our maths lesson. Quite exciting, don’t you think?

Wow this day is really long because at lunch time it was just random. Lunch time was talking to Jasmine, Ivy, Emma, Anavi, Julina and Sumeet. About the most random stuffs such as What if someones steals our bags, who’s gonna run and get it? And more stuff like that. Just before that Lara, Pat and Mahir look for uhm thing and that meant to I had to do some research kinda thing because something wasn’t right. Anyways when Fiona gets back (LOL im listening to that song, coincidence?) we full have a convo about it and tell her that it’s all just a joke and that she souldn’t worry about anything and yeah. She needs to relax. Like seriously.

I’m getting lazy now.

Uhm, English was quiet just doing school ceritificate papers and finishing off the thesis. Uhm, yet it was over sooner than I thought. Then after school I met Jasmine and Himmat and we walked/ran to the station to get my birthday present, pink speakers, YEAH. They’re heaps good and the knob is actually quite good. Picture 4 & 5. HAHAH. Anyways I’ve put up pictures of it and also the book which I got and it’s so cute. Like their chimpanzees and comparing them to humans and how we’re alike. Picture 5, 6 & 7. I went to the station and heaps of people were there too and like greeted me. It was all good and people were obsessed with my cheeks. LOL, are they really that good.

It was really funny how at St Marys Station, Alyssa was like ate, why is Jasmine, Sumeet? And i'm just like. WHAT ?! And she's like you know on my phone contacts. I called Jasmine G and Sumeet answered and I'm just like, er. Why'd you call Sumeet and she's like I wasn't i was calling Jasmine cause you wouldnt answer your phone and why is Sumeet Jasmine G Buddy anyways. And i'm like that's because it stands for Jasmine's GAY buddy. HAHHAHA. I didn't think she would be so stupid not to realise that so now i have to change it and fix it. And the funny thing was she actually called him and he answered and they full had a convo which i found rather odd.

I got home and just relaxed because that's all that i felt like doing and i was just tired. It's been a really good and hectic day and i've enjoyed every bit of it so it's been good. For dinner it was just a typical Filipino dinner that you would have when it's someone's birthday and i liked it. Afterwards tita mayet and uncle peter came and we had cake and truffle. Then when they left papa started watching Race to Witch Mountain. I actually wanted to watch it. I was lying down next to him. Then i woke up I saw the credits and I was just like er... While that had happened mum was talking to our family in philippines and I miss them a lot and they cooked this food for me and showed me on webcam and I'm just like dayum ! I want some, too bad i'm here. Hmmm. So anyways right after Witch Mountain i just went to my room and had an early night.

Presents which i received: the awesome chimpanzee book which is really touching and makes me smile (i think i'll use that book to make me happy whenever i feel sad, because i know it'll remind me of my monkey friends, HAHAH) money (just enough), PINK iPod Speakers, phone holder with a nodding head asian thing (which is just so cute), lipgloss, lollies etc... Thank you everyone. And thanks for making my Sweet 16th sweet. Get it? Lollies, their sweet?. HAHAH, dw.

Thanks EVERYONE, I really enjoyed it ! :D

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Stupid

There's so many things I could say. But this is all I'm going to day.

I'm stupid and I make the worst decisions ever.

1 day till Birthday !

Learn to drive.

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Luck

Do you ever sometimes think that good luck may not just be on your side? Well for me, I know it ain't.

Ah, Wednesday, Sport, Fun, the list could go on for this day but you know I will just say CRAP. Only because I woke up early at the time of 5.18am which is quite unsual for someone who doesn't catch the train and usually wakes up at 7.15am. I think this was because I had an early night and I was just tired yesterday. I don't know what from but I just was. Sigh. So I woke up and like had an early shower and I thought I'll try to sleep once I'm changed because I still have an hour anyway before everyone else wakes up and that's exactly what I did.

Arriving to school was the usual thing. Walk around, unless the bell had already rung, which it had and so I had gone straight to the library and marked my name off and just before we had the chance to copy the pictures we ran out of time. Then Maths came along and we did stuff on Cosine Rule which once you get the hang of it is quite simple but I'd just wish that sometimes the people I sat next to and the people around me would relax. Some people have to much energy and are so enthusiastic about maths whilst others are such killjoy and ruin your mood altogether. The moment of truth came. We were going to receice our maths results back. I was worried but not extremely because I must admit, I studied for it and anything lower the 80% would disappoint me greatly. Hmmm, 85%. I didn't know how to react. On the plus side it was good, over 80 and it wasn't the lowest mark but on the bad side, I couldn't complain because I knew this someone who had gotten lower than me and if I'd said anything bad, bad things would occur, which I really didn't want to happen. So I just shut up.

C'mon, can this day get any more boring. Commerce. I enjoy commerce. The things I learn I can actually use it in the outside world which I like because then I don't have to ask my dad what's this, what's that? You know, but sometimes the lessons are just so boring and plain. To add to that, Jasmine with her complaining that her back was hurting, not that I had a problem with that it's just she was arching her back. Actually no details. I will just shut up about it. HAHA, before anything else happens.

A walk with Anavi, something I haven't done in a while and she was in fact right. It was quie enjoyable, just the usual chitter-chatter and it made me feel healthy. Don't ask me how, ok, it just did. Good for the heart, if yah know what i mean. ;)

Tennis. didn't play much. Only once actually. I was partnered with Sukhman and we beat Fiona & Prashanth, 3-1. I think that one game we lost was my fault, but he said, it's ok, don't worry etc. So I was just happy. What else could I be. Oh yeh, angry because there was this one guy who just wouldn't shut up seriously. SO annoying. Bad to write their name publicly without their permission so I won't mention it, but I think you may know who it is anyway.

Train ride was quick. Poor kid, he lost his wallet. Didn't even deserve that to happen to him. Well, at I hope you can find it soon man.

Now at home wondering which work I should do first, but I think it may just be IST seeing as I'm already on the computer. HAHAH, saves time. So yeah. Time for me to continue studying.

Laters,..

2 DAYS !

Help me find Peter Pan.

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It's Coming.

I don't really have much to say. I did like today but that's not my problem. I only have a limited amount time to be in this computer right now so I'm shit scared and therefore I'm off.

Events of today:

- PE and distractions. Can't forget that. !

HAHAHAHA.

laters,.

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Blah, Blah, Blah

Let me see.

I want this blog to be like long because I'm not actually doing anything. But I have a problem because I don't have much to talk about and I'm really feeling lazy right now. My fingers are really tired and I just want to sleep. No even better runaway. I know, lately my life has been all good but you see I've done things, things that should never be spoken of and things which aren't appropriate. Or as little kids say, well I don't actually know what they would say. Uhm. I'm having mind blanks and I'm worried dead shit about my Maths exam because I don't know how I did and I really want to do good because I studied for it and I actually tried. Seriously, I don't want to be just a waste of all my time, it's just not fair. I wanna scream now.

Just want to runaway, runaway for a day...

4 days to go.

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Mother’s Day 2009

To tell you the truth, i was sleeping and i didn’t really care that i wasn’t there with the rest of my family watching my mum open her presents. Mainly because i don’t like seeing people open presents i give them in front of me because i hate seeing the disappointed looks on their faces. And the fact that i could hear them in my room anyway kinda proved that i did ok this year, but not the best.

The rest of the day was what you call, really uneventful. Although most of it was doing stuff mum would usually do but it was mother’s day so we had to do it. Oh well, i had nothing better to do anyway. Except I’ve finished wide reading and I can begin my half yearly revision. It feels so good.

Went to church today so now I feel refreshed and clean. I don’t know. Sometimes the things I do, I just don’t understand why I do it. I wish I did though.

5 days to go.

Sumeet is a bitch.

laters,.
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Slow Down

Things have just moving too fast for me lately.

Today, really uneventful. Except that i read this book, it's called The Boy Book, and it only took me three hours and I'm just like woah. What a NL. HAHA. But it's a really good book. If you want to read my review and sections of the book, click on the link. If that doesn't work, the you'll just have to borrow the book. The author is E. Lockheart. But yeah it's a really nice book for teenage chicks. Very helpful too.

I've done my wide reading and Study Guide. Just have to do the research thing and I can move onto a different subject. It feels so good that I've accomplished things. I'm very weird. I just told the truth today. But no one knows what or what about (which is exactly the same thing) except for Jasmine. I don't know if I should have done that but I guess now I feel much better than before.

Wish me luck for the rest of the weekend.

six days till birthday.

i can drive soon.

laters,.

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Talk about Dog

You're gay seriously. Like i wanna say how much I hate you, but firstly i don't hate people so therefore I just highly dislike you. Many reasons and right now I'm very good with words so i could make this a very long blog post or a short one. But how I'm going right now, it looks like it's going to be a very long one.

There are many reasons why I highly dislike you. The first obvious reason is you're tall. It's not fair. Why do you get to be tall and I have to be short. At least i don't hit my head on things sometimes cause i'm not too tall. HAHA, now actually I don't mind that I'm short and you're tall. Cause i can't damage my brain cells by hitting my head. Okay, that's one reason.

Another reason for this odd entry of mine is how sometimes you're just too right. Everything you say is right and it makes me shuttup. I don't like that. I'm right, Jasmine is always right because I'm little miss Perfect. Well not really, but I don't like losing arguments. Hmmm at least i'm losing to you. If it was anybody else then it would be shameful. Are youa debater. Let's just say you are and that's why you're good at arguing and that's why you always beat me.

I'm not slow. Seriously. Like look at this, I got it right away. What goes up but not down? Your age. See. How long did that take you to answer. Betcha you tried to answer it cause your so slow and you just didn't read on. HAHAHA. Now that's funny. Back to my point i'm not slow, let's just say I'm not as fast as some people.

You know what, i really dislike you now. You made my fingers tired from typing this. I don't even know why I did this but lately I've been writing very long blog posts and I feel so sorry for the people who actually bother reading it. Like even wouldn't. I would just look at the main points. I'm getting off track. To get back to the subject I'll write random things:

1. you have 3 lines on your face
2. you no longer look like dev patel
3. my butt is no longer wet
4. get back, motherf*cker you don't know me like that.
5. smart man, your hypothesis, it's correct
6. one day you'll be a millionaire
7. a dog is outside your window
8. red
9. mr lennon has nice ass
10. random ?

As you can see, i do have many words to say, but that's enough of my b*tching about you. It's not fair but then again, oh well. HAHAH.

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Happy Quote

Even if happiness forgets you a little bit, never completely forget about it. - Jacques Prévert.

I found this picture and i thought it could make your day. Thanks happyquotes.net If you want to read the first 10 Happy Quotes, Click Here. Btw, LOL at the guy's last name. Makes you laugh, huh ? LMAO


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What a wonderful world... or not.

Why, hello lovelies. I thought today would have been good cause like for once I was prepared for it. But you know, some days just don't turn out how you want it to be. And maybe because I did have a great day yesterday. Not everyone can have what they want.

School, what can i say. Things are happening quickly these days and I just don't know what to do. We had year assembly and lucky us we got a school photos back. And i would totally upload it but two reasons; 1. I don't want everyone to see my ugly and ewwy and very round face & 2. I don't actually have a computer copy and neither do i have a scanner so uploading it would be quite hard. I also have a new ID card, my fourth one of high school and I must admit it looks quite good. After assembly was first period; Commerce. Hmmm, how shall I put this. I guess it was boring but fun. And it's a bad idea to drink a whole bottle of cordial then hold you pee for a long time. So i ran to the toilet when the bell rang.

Period 2 was the start of my bad day. I come into class and the teacher's in a really bad mood. Then she speaks to us about our english narrativeand how bad it was. It was very saddening. The highest in our class was 17 out of 20. And that may not even be me. I tried so hard for that assesment and it's so annoying how i still get shit when i try my best. I don't know. I felt like crying. I don't want to fail English. What if i fail it in HSC, they'll like kick me out of Australia cause this is an English Speaking country and i can't even do an English exam. Shame on me, seriously. I'm gonna stop complaining but it just ruined my mood and preparations for maths exam.

All my studying, it paid off, well I hope so. Some of the questions in the exam I could do just like that, but i wasted so much time and i feel that i know i could have done better than what i did. Apart from that all I want to say is, Don't WISH ME LUCK. Seriously, don't.

Lunch was really uneventful. Just the way I liked it. For once it was nice not doing anything. Then the bell rang etc. Off to science which was fun because we did nothing. Like the teacher was there and all but all we talked about was people evolutioning and if they kept trying to fly off a cliff would they end up growing wings. Funny stuff. Oh and how Mahir doesnt have nipples but they're just discoloured skin. And the teacher called him discoloured, and someone shouts racist. Funny. HAHA. Then before i knew the bell had rung.

Friday, the end of the week. I felt like catching the train again. I had to make up a reason to go so i just said i needed to go to the library and i ended up going anyway. Train didn't exactly go as planned but then again, my day was already ruined so nothing was turning out right. I borrowed this book, it's called Sex stuff they don't teach you at school. It's funny cause i read the blurb at the back and it's like:

Josie Montano knew nothing about sex as a teen, and learnt heaps from doing research for this book. Now she thinks she's a sex goddess! (Um, can someone make sure her mother doesn't read this book? Great, thanks!)

Yeah, that's the funny thing, i don't know if u find it funny but i do. After i went home and fixed that stupid photo frame i bought yesterday and it was broken, but since i'm a very capable person and so I managed to fix it. Good as new. Now i'm tired and really in pain. Not swimming tomorrow so good.

Laters,.

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Catastrophe

What a week. Although it may not be over yet, I has been quite eventful. Like right now I really want to rest because I’m in pain and I’m just really exhausted. Mainly from all the speed walking I’ve been doing to make the train/bus but hey, not my fault it doesn’t wait for me.

Both the history and geography classes were out today on their own excursions in the field of work. The history people, that’s me, had the chance to go to the Sydney Jewish Museum. We had to arrive at the school at 8.40 unlike the geography people, who were also going to city but in Darling Harbour had to be at school by 7.45. All I can say is sucked in you people. Anyways I got to school and it was early and it was a long wait for the teachers to arrive but then the bus arrived and we were on our way. On the bus, I sat next to Sukhman cause I thought he’d be quiet and not be so fidgety so I could catch up on some of my needed sleep, but what a big mistake that was. On multiple occasions that I did try to sleep I was quickly awaken by sudden movements therefore there was no point sleeping. Not that it wasn’t fun talking, even though I wasn’t allowed to listen to music it was quite enjoyable. But far out, that guy won’t frkn flex. What’s wrong with flexing anyway?

Soon enough we’d arrived after the bus driver already got lost twice on the way. We got out of the bus and man was it sunny. Luckily I was prepared and bought myself sunnies. Anyways there were security guards and they gave us stickers that said school group. Then when we entered they had to check our bags. Man, was I getting freaked out, but I guess they’re just safety procedures. We were told to put our bags away which I didn’t really want to do but no choice there. The first activity was to watch a 10-minute video introducing us to the Holocaust and the events which led to it. It was quite a informative video so it didn’t really touch me. Afterwards we had a survivor speak to us. She told us about all the things she had suffered during those times and that made me teary. The way they’d been treated was very unfair and I didn’t understand why anyone would do that, but then again some people just don’t have hearts. After an hour of this, we were then splitted into our class groups and we went on our guided tour.

The tour was interesting but I kinda got distracted because it was really cold, I could hardly get up the stairs and there were too many things on my mind. But inside the museum it was actually quite beautiful. Like from the outside it wouldn’t seem like that but you just have to visit it. But seeing the pictures and the story of the people, each Jew being killed and murdered without reason. The unfair way of life and the betrayal of the people. It was all too much. I know that if it was me back then I wouldn’t have survived. One of the areas of the museum was the Children’s Memorial and inside is this water feature and each day 1 000 010 drops of water drops each day to represent all the children who had died during this genocide. I thought for a while how lucky I was. To live in a world were race or culture doesn’t matter and everyone is treated fairly. I guess I’m quite happy.

Around 1.30 the tour had ended and we got to eat lunch outside in the park across the museum. We had to bring our own foods but that was no problem. We were just sitting there talking and basically doing anything that would occupy our time. The teachers then marked our names off and we were on the bus, on our way back to school. On the way back, I sat next to Sukhman again because I didn’t really have a choice plus Sukhman’s cool. HAHA. (He doesn’t read my blogs, sucked in buddy, I could full diss you and you wouldn’t even know) I was actually quite tired by then and I just wanted to sleep but again it wasn’t possible because I was sitting next to Sukhman. Luckily like before Fiona and Ivy were sitting in front and he was annoying them and I couldn’t help but laugh. Long trip short, we arrived back to school, safe and sound.

At school, we were just standing and talking. Then we realized the geography people had come back earlier than expected but most people had stayed back and so there weren’t so many people back anyway. I was off to plaza anyway to get Mama her Mother’s Day present and I already knew what to get her. So for once I am actually quite organized and I quite like that. At the plaza I was with Geeth and I didn’t really want to miss the train so I just went to the Asian store to get her the present and I don’t know if I got ripped off or not but whatever, I was just too tired and I wanted to go home. I got the present, caught the train. I’m fast forwarding >>

Basically I got home, extremely tired. Studied for maths exam tomorrow which I’m quite excited about because for once I studied early for it and I feel prepared, well more than usual anyway. I really want to do well in it and up my average because I feel that it’s too low for me. Talking about maths, I think I should get back to my studying and revise as much more as I can.

Laters.

p.s. I only took one picture of the museum and it was an outside one too because I wasn’t sure if we could take a picture inside or not. The picture which I’ve uploaded also includes the bus we rode on. HAHA, not that you actually cared about it.

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Quote of the Day

I''m holding out my hand but why don't you reach for me?

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Quite Tired.

This entry like seriously will be short.

today was actually eventful, but im really really tired right now and my leg died on me. I could hardly walk home and i dropped on my bed as soon as i arrived. So that proves how tired i am.

tennis was fun !

Anything else, oh yeah. History excursion tomorrow. Sorry guys for making this blog quite a short one. I've left you guys disappointed, I'm sorry.

Laters,.
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Athletics Day 2

How great was today?

Athletics carnival day 1 of 09 couldn’t have been any better. Maybe because it was some people weren’t there or just because it was really that fun.

It began by me waking up early and actually being bothered to get out of the bed and shower first up, which I don’t particularly like because the water is so called when you’re the first one to be using it. Anyways, yada yada, all the way to the bus stop. Today we had that cool Kiwi Bus Driver who once tried to start a drag race with a truck driver. He’s quite awesome because he took us to the oval unlike the other bus driver from yesterday who sucks big time and made us walk from school. I got off the bus and walked to the other side. I didn’t see anyone so I thought oh yeah, they’re not here yet. That’s when I decided to just sit there by myself all alone wondering to myself why the hell am I here all by myself like such a big loser. Then I was like stuff this. I looked at the schedule for the day then I went to the top of the steps and a few minutes later, luckily, Vinori came and I was no longer by myself.

The day had begun and we had to get our names marked off but before that I found the rest of the group waiting for me and MY mat, I don’t see the need for it but like yeah. There wasn’t actually any events that I had wanted to (excluding the 800m, I didn’t want to be the only one doing it with the white chicks) so I just sat on the mat, listening to music and that’s when I saw Sukhman and Sumeet playing with the soccer ball. Because I was bored, I thought that it would have been a good idea if I went up to them and disturbed their peaceful game and that’s what I’d done. While there I was slowly included in the game which I originally just planned to disturb but like whatever. Then along comes Katrina who just shouts my name and I’m just like, oh great. Because I know why she said that but I’m not publicly saying why she said that, NO WAY. Anyways then along comes Xu, it was kinda funny because even I could throw the ball further(which will help me in the future). Sumeet had to go and do his race then me, Sukhman and Xu was left. I decided that I wasn’t going to put up with this so I went to watch Sumeet’s race. Uhm, I cheered, for everyone actually. Himmat won. Kinda expected that. Tough luck for other people. Wait, he did win the 800m SPRINT right ? Hmmm. Anyways I went to say oh yeah good job etc. Then I put my hand out for a hi-5 and Sumeet was about to hit it then I was like Get back. AHAHAHHA! So funny. Then I did it to Sukhman and I was told that it wasn’t manly enough so I did it again and it was manly. Laugh Out Loud. Get back motherfucker, you don’t know me like that.

Jasmine left, because of the friken lazy, ass teacher we have and told her to give back their assignments cause she didn’t want to take it home. Oh my gosh, it’s only paper. Anyways I was with Sukhman and Sumeet again and a soccerball. Xu comes along, once again, and annoyed us. So firstly Sumeet was like only men can go and that didn’t work. So Sukhman was like ‘fine, Xu, if you can throw the ball further than Jasmine then you can stay with us’. He tried a few times but I win. AHAHAHHA! So he goes and we go play kicks? Yeah that. They were drop-kicking the ball right and I did it and they were laughing, I didn’t know why. I dropped the ball then I kicked it, what’s wrong with that. Then they told me. It’s not suppose to bounce back high, only low. And they I tried so many times but hey at least in the end I got it. While we were doing this Sumeet was reading my Italian speaking and because he’s not italiano he failed and he was trying to read. Here are some of the things which were mentioned:

- your mum smells

- your sisters fat and a pig?

- your pregnant.

As you can see he fails, like, majorly. Then we left. I don’t actually know why. Oh yeah. We got bored and I was thirsty so we went back. I got back and Emma was there and I was talking to her for a while. Then she left and I went back to the mat and the rest of the group was there and we were just talking. We sat on the edge thing and watched the 200m. It was awesome and I didn’t do it. YAHAHAH! Only because I’m so lazy and like seriously just could not be bothered. Then Vinori and Leanne came back after their race. And everyone was there and we were just talking. Then Madison came and he said I could take pictures. I took Vinori because she’s in Towers and she’s good with art and she could tell me if the pictures were good or not. On our journey of photo taking we had to go through different obstacles which we managed to overcome. The first one was teach Vinori HOW to use the camera. LOL. Then were to stand and tell her if it’s good or not. I thought she knew more about it. But yeah it was all good. We got to the boy’s discuss. They were juniors all right. Vinori told me ‘Oh, take a picture of that guy, he look’s pro.’ I click away and suddenly I hear the discuss land a few metres in front of me and I’m just like, OMG Vinori, so much for pro. Then we walked to javelin were we were high jacked by two people. HA, no it was Sumeet and Sukhman and the camera was taken from me and the ball was being thrown and kicked at me. Not fair. Where’s Anavi when you need her (LOL, jokes. :P ) Anyways they, or we, or whatever decided to have a water fight but we still needed more pictures. So we took the rest that we needed.

The next even which I was going to do was triple jump and like I did it and I just did it once. I couldn’t be bothered trying so stuff it. Er. I kinda forget what I did now. Let me think. Oh yeah. I was just walking around with Jasmine and like I saw that the 16yr Girls Discuss was on and like I did that, tried, but didn’t because I knew I had no chance so stuffed it. Right after this was the 100 m finals. I kinda missed all the girl’s races so I was just watching the guys and like seriously , it was full on race. And I was just like, I don’t like you all, grrr. LOL, but how could be people be so fast and im just so slow. I’m telling you, it really is because I’m fat but I don’t know why no one will believe me. Far Out, stupid people. Anyway, after that race was the teacher’s race and Mr. Mel ma, so tank seriously. If only he was a more cooler teacher then more people will like him. Oh well. Ah shit, relays.

The relays consist of the 4 houses (Blaxland, Lawson, Mitchell & Wentworth) with a team for each age group and sex. But since out house doesn’t have many people of my age groups I was selected. Well vinori didn’t want to do it and I didn’t want to force her, but next time I will. Anyways it was kinda hectic because everyone was just like trying to watch and everything was close then no it’s not. Then after a while of waiting for my race to begin, I saw Sumeet (who was also relaying) and I ran and jumped on him and kinda failed. Then he was like what are you doing, but really I think he was thinking, WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH HER? And I said I was bored and I was gonna go piggyback and he was like ok. So I jumped on and I was like YEY! I can see the race now. Suddenly, another one of those stupid teachers come along and tells him to put me down. Dayum. Sometimes there are downsides of being short. Geddit? Down, short. Uhm, yeah. DW. LOL. That’s when people were starting to be like really OMG, OMG, OMG, OMG and worried about the race and I was just like hmmm. Wentworth suck. HAHA. Then I had to get ready and go to my spot and that’s when the nerves kicked in and I was like what the hell did I get myself into. And butterflies in my stomach. Ah! Gunshot. Shit, shit, shit, shit, Like I was literally saying that to myself, what else am I meant to say ? Then Jillian comes and I run. Janine overtook me but no one else and I tried to keep up with her then I could see Louise and I’m like nearly there then I passed it to her. You know what happens in the end. Wentworth comes last, like always. So yeah. I watched the guys’s race too. I have to say the same thing about the guys, BUT at least, they had a better finish with the fancy dress. HEHE. Uhmuumumumum.

Yeah, the day was nearly over and like everyone as just standing, sitting, talking. Then Jasmine, AHAHAh, she get’s attacked to, like I did yesterday but there was no high jump mat which was quite a shame. Later we were standing as a group then two people come (I wonder who they were) and wet us. I really didn’t mind because it was REALLY REALLY hot and it felt good. Yeah. OMG, my hands are so bad at typing.

A meteor came and crashed into the world but it didn’t cause a BIG BANG but aliens were on it and wait, my bad AN ALIEN was on it and it was so big and it ate the whole world in one big bite.

Well, obviously that’s not how the day ended but a pretty good day. I have more pictures from today but I have to get them off Madison first so yeah. I went home and fell asleep then did this which took me quite a while. Like seriously.

Oh my effing gosh! I’m done.

Laters,..

p.s. I was told to write a story about how awesome I was with my dropkick by Himmat so did, well will. It will be the following post, but I will actually post it first so then you can just scroll down to see it. Get me ? So the previous post of this one but scroll down.

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The Drop – Kick of the Ablessnormal Chiq.

One day, this chick wanted to kick the ball and she was told to drop kick it. So she dropped the ball the waited for it to bounce. Then she kicked it. Suddenly two bystanders were laughing at her and she felt like she had to do something about it. So she practised and practised with the help of the bystanders. And soon she was a pro and could drop-kick the ball. But after trying so hard, at some of the times she had fell on her butt and hurted it a lot. She was sad. Because her butt was hurting and wet. The End.

By The World Record Holder of the Fastest Long Jump Time. ;D

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Santa Cruzan

Here are three photos, I think.

They're from the Santa Cruzan at Church, May 2 2009.

I look so gay. Well not compared to that chick beside Sunshine. Laugh Out Loud. BTW, the athletics pictures which I do have have been uploaded in the Extras page.

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Day 1: Athletics Carnival

It was great today. Er, I guess I could say that it was fun, eventful and it just felt good. Although I didn't really come anything in anything (but a special mention to my great SHOTPUT, i think it might be my PB, 6.34m with a 5kg shot). I was with Jess and Lara heaps today, maybe because they're in my age group and they're also in my house. I actually want to upload some pictures which I will do when I change computers. Apart from that it was actually quite enjoyable. Highlight, well not really. I was atacked by Sukhman and Sumeet. Well I'm making it sound worse than it really was. But they violated my personal space and I don't like that. Haha. Well yeah, but whatever. And I didn't feel so anti-social either because come to think of it I was with someone most of the time. And it felt good and not some stupid emo. Laughing my ass off. Special mentions to these people who made my day even more enjoyable and better:

• Vinori
• Jasmine
• Jess
• Lara
• Katrina
• Shirine

Er. I'm hoping I didn't miss anyone out. Plus if you weren't in that but included in the blog then that means you're a special mention too. One last thing about today. This, hmmm, I don't know what to call 'em so I'll say this dog is such a dog. Seriously just makes you want to puke and be like AARGH! get away from me. The way this dog acts is too much in your face and I can't believe that some people can't see that. Laugh out Loud. That's it for day 1. Pictures will be uploaded soon. Either this blog, new blog or on Extras. Whichever one I choose depends on my lazyness.

Laters.

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A Splash of Philippines

Today reminded me of Philippines. Most of the things which had occured, well they seemed to have something to do with Philippines.

I got to dress up today. I was one of the 'Tres Marias'. It was quite enjoyable actually. I'll post some photos tomorrow to show you all the fun things which had happened. But the best part was, it really did feel like I was back in Philippines.

Back to serious. Must study for Maths exam on Friday and also Athletics Carnival - Day 1 tomorrow. Excited but i got a blister from walking today but again, ENJOYABLE so can't complain.

Must wash face now because dad said to.
Laters,..

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Filipino

Swimming. Awesome mate. But far out, Julia's leaving and now we have Ashlee. I don't have anything against her, I just prefer Julia cause she's awesome. I tried my best today at swimming and still second. Doesn't matter just as long that I know that I did try and that my trying was its best.

This is just funny shit, when Alyssa was interrogating Sunshine yesterday:

Alyssa: Did you wipe the table?
Sunshine: Yes
Alyssa: Did you do it properly?
Sunshine: Yes
Alyssa: Are you lying?
Sunshine: Yes

Yeah, my sisters sometimes they jsut don't know what they talking about and BAHAHAHA to them.

Afterwards the swimming we went to the Filipino festival at St Marys and so people. Mainly filos. Hmm, I wonder why? Laugh Out Loud! And yeah. There was dancing and singing and food and mmmhm, sorbet; yummy!. Apart from that there was also a lot of socialising but it all had to come to an end even though I was extremely bored because no phone and MP3 player. While everyone else had one. That's wat papa was saying how you can tell their filos cause they have a nice car and their technology gadgets are heaps updated. HEHE.

Now I'm just doing the laundry and I think I might just check on it. I wonder what the next week will bring me. But until then goodbye.

Laters,.
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Pupil Free WHAT ?

Today, pupil free day for the selective schools in the area. I thought wow this is a great day to whatever I want. But instead I'm force to do what I don't want to do such as go out of the house. I just wanted to stay indoors under my warm blanket, but that couldnt happen because Sunshine turned the lights on and I was on the top bunk and ow my eyes hurt. Well before anyway.

I've done quite a lot of work today but I feel like something's missing and maybe that's because there's no school today and I totally missed out on the TV show I wanted to watch so therefore nothing. Just nothing. Haven't exercised for a while either. That should be done soon before I get more fatter. That reminds me I must check my BMI to see if I'm fat or not. I am, but I just gotta prove it to everyone.

Yesterday I found out how much people love me and I was telling my sister how I hated it that they do. Like I don't know. Being loved is such a nice feeling but there's so much work to keep up. Just another topic that I have to put out there. Must people try hard to be loved? When you get the answer to that please tell me.

A lot of thoughts came to my mind and it's just a yes or no. But whether it's the right thing to do or not then I don't know. I should think things through before I make any more bad choices. sigh.

laters,..
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