Anyways, I'm sick of people talking about exams and stressing about it. I'm actually trying to relax and get myself prepared but everyone just keeps talking about it which is getting really annoying now. And don't you dare tell me that you failed that exam if I ask you how you went. There's a chance that you could have but don't tell me you failed until you have. Try to be optimistic because that will ruin your whole game. Take me for example, I'm happy and relaxed because I've prepared myself. Even if it may be in the last minute but I'm prepared. I'm not running around trying to get answers for this and that and stressing other people out. Firstly, it's not healthy and secondly, think about what the other person is feeling. Do they realy want to be disturbed, that's when you decide whether or not you should talk to them.
Enough about that. I didn't want to go into detail with that but in the end I do anyway. The main point I wanted to say was how annoyed I am at everyone. Right now I'm seeing them as fakes and I don't like it. I admit I'm a fake but I have reason to be. But other people, other people do it just to be a bitch and seriously it's not cool. I've noticed that now people are showing their true colours to me and they're proving to me that they ain't worth my time. People don't like me. I know that, but why won't they tell me? I'm not gonna go and eat you if you tell me you have me. Just give me constructive advice on how I could be a better friend or what I'm doing wrong. I mean I'm not going to completely change just for you. It's just not me. I am who I am so tough luck. But yeah, my main point was people don't like me and they're showing it good.
How was my today.
Apart from the exams really nothing much occured as everyone was too busy with the stressing with the whole exams thing. It's not me and maybe that's the reason why I won't be talking to you because I don't like your aura and all that kinda shit. Hmmm, another thing was with the whole PJ thing. She wouldn't believe me at first and when I finally did get her to believe me I burst and ended up telling her the truth which kinda ruined part of the whole thing. But no more on that because it'll give away the whole thing. For now people, laters I'm not gonna study but I can't leave my blog opened for long because I'm risking my sister or mother reaading it.
Apart from the exams really nothing much occured as everyone was too busy with the stressing with the whole exams thing. It's not me and maybe that's the reason why I won't be talking to you because I don't like your aura and all that kinda shit. Hmmm, another thing was with the whole PJ thing. She wouldn't believe me at first and when I finally did get her to believe me I burst and ended up telling her the truth which kinda ruined part of the whole thing. But no more on that because it'll give away the whole thing. For now people, laters I'm not gonna study but I can't leave my blog opened for long because I'm risking my sister or mother reaading it.
"To love is hard."
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