LONELY

im home alone
eating
and watching Days of Our Lives
come over?
hah, too late
by the time u get here
'rents will be back
:P

laters,..

1 sleep to go
:D

;]

mad !

lonely, jealous, angry
these 3 words is how i feel.


i woke up feeling tired and wanted to keep sleeping but the thought of Wednesday made me happy and get out of bed and shower quickly. Even finished early with my getting ready and leaving the house on time to go to the bus stop. With the awesomely cool bus driver, we arrived at school on time and got dropped of in the front gate, the one where everyone likes. I still thought the day was going to be good. I even got a very nice and warm hug from my kuya, which felt good i guess. It seemed to lighten me but he said that I was too short to be hugged, so if i wanted more hugs, i had to grow taller. The englightened mood was soon destroyed after receiving my history results back which was OK, i suppose cause my friend also got this mark, but I knew i could've done better, but shame on me. This was the beginning of my very low mood, though it still had its ups and downs. The rest of the lesson was watching this video on Australia and why people went to Vietnam and conscription and 'All the Way with LBJ' etc. It was all quite boring and very UNinteresting, which kinda shut me down and maybe that's why I wasn't paying attention to the rest of the day.

recess was good, though hunger filled me which cause me to eat all my food and then feel full afterwards. IST was ok, but sitting there on the computer for a whole hour doing something so, something you don't want to do makes you think that it's a complete waste of time and typing continously also does hurt your hand especially if they're frozen stiff. The rest of the period went on, then bell rang and walked outside and SHIT. Man, it was raining. What a great day this was turning out to be. Well the rain clearly ruined my mood and I just wasn't with it for the rest of the day. But sport wasn't cancelled everyone still had to go, but lucky for us we got to go to lab 5 sit down, shut up and watch a stupid movie that everyone had already seen. Basically I thought the whole school day was a complete and utter waste of my time. And far out, frgn Sumeet I hate you! You're so ... aaaargh! Can't even describe it. Walking to station with PJ was fun and I wasn't hearing things and we ran and got there early which was quite nice for me seeing as I always get there in the last minute. At the station everyone else got there and Sumeet with a combover is totally ;). But yeah. Sorry mate, can't bitch about you, too hard. Anyways train arrived and seeing as I'm only there for 2 stops there nothing really much to go on about.

At the bus station I caught the right bus and got home early after of course getting work experience stuff ready. Came home and dad managed to ruin my already worn down mood with me because of me having overdue library books, It's not my fault i don't have time to return it and the worse part is mum makes a totally big deal out of it and tells her friend and making up crap and all she hears is two words and manages to make a whole speech on it. To add to that I had to go swimming which actually didn't turn out as bad as I thought it would, which was good. Because it calmed me down and englightened me again. Then after swimming came back home, gay, gay, gay. Did homework; got pissed at dad, he kinda got pissed at me too, but he just ignored it because he knew at least i was doing work. Yada yada. Now just sitting here doing more work. Need to scream or run. One of them because I will go crazy.

laters.

and btw, forgot to explain why i was lonely, jealous, angry today. later when i do feel like it. and also you're a homo for reading this.