What A Wonderful World

Had a pretty hectic weekend and following days after that just because of the new people which I have added into my hopeless and uneventful life. I've been feeling pretty good and I did something last week which I thought I was ready for and I was, the reaction just wasn't what I had expected but the fact that I was able to just let it go without feeling overwhelmed or traumatised just meant that I've begun to move forward and blah blah. Anyways onto better things went out on Saturday night started party on Sunday midnight LOL and basically made myself new friends who are wonderful and lovely and awesome and hopefully don't actually hate me LOL.

Boys Over Flowers

More like boys over me, or boys on top of me, LOL. Actually it's just a Korean drama that I started watching again after already watching it a few months ago. But it's pretty cool.

15th August

Nothing special about today, you know just two exams. Fun, fun, fun exams as we established last night. Also it was really cold today. Not cold just cool. And I finally got a seat with the damn heater and wasn't freezing my ass off during the exam. Amazing.

What, Again

I'm getting that feeling again. That horrible feeling that makes me think horrible thing. I'm also getting jealous. I wish I'd spent the day more productively. Instead I sat down doing nothing but eat, although that was actually pretty relaxing. Except, I don't know if I can handle it anymore. Being away for this long making no contact whatsoever, it makes me wanna cry but I'm too lazy for that, ahhaah. This long weekend has been the shittest and it just seems to go on forever. I'm bored shitless and I don't have anything to do. And tomorrow I have to go to a family lunch where I will spend my time pretending like I care what goes around me when I know that no one really cares if I was there or not. Whatever.

I love Kat's hair. It's so awesome.

PLEASE GO AWAY

laters bychezzz

Miss

What does it really mean? No one will ever truly know.

JASMINE, miss you so damn much.

Stop being so stupid.

Christmas in a few days.


this guy, he's reading my blog right now.
he's pretty cool. he knows who he is too :P


:D

Awesomeness.

define: awesomeness.

Awesomeness. n. - [aw-sum-ness] awesome asian that's slightly shorter than me who brings me joy and hate at the same time.

katrina you annoying person. i can't believe you are going overseas to like every other person is in this crazy school of ours. but whatever you are getting me sunglasses because i don't want to find out that i wasted my time trying on sunglasses for half an hour so you could check which one suits me and the fact that you made me try on a dress which showed my oh so yucky curves.

somehow you manage to make the boring lifeless things, such as the movie-as you have already mentioned- turn out to be great and make it not so boring and lifeless and i may be ignorant but i still listen to you, i just choose not to respond to annoy you back. but you love it.

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whatever.

katrina.

just.

come back safe.

and you are one awesome one.

AWESOMENESS.

GOSH NO

like OMG today i had to do the dishes and it was like the end of the world. you know why... there was tomato sauce on the plates AND, don't forget the AND, and sweet chilli sauce :O. OMG, it was like ewwwy...



ah yes, there's my short story for today. thank you alyssa for that great inspiration for this story. well, the whole story LOL.



today was lovely. belive it or not i had fun, even though i didn't look it. just very tired. i wonder why? probably those late nights up. bahahhaha. a v. bad habit. and now that i think about it im pretty excited (though not completely) about the formal. too bad i don't get to sit with myself if you know what i mean which you do. but i'll just steal myself from him. bahahahha. this is only awesome if you gets what i mean.
BAHHAHHAA.
i feel so awesome :D


i love thee ankita :)

Dedicated to those who are simply blind and thick-headed.

My, after the conversations I had today I've not felt this good in a while. Actually I have, yesterday and the day before. Anyways my point is I was talking about how some people are just so thick-headed that they don't realise they're own wrong doings. Ok, so right now I don't really have a reason to have a go at these people but in the future when do they annoy me I probably would not be in the mood to talk about but rather than just get angry at them and stuff. So here's the deal. I'm going to summarize the things they do and ways they can overcome this...problem which they have.

What's wrong:

• people say you are doing something yet you don't realise
• you make a joke and hurt someone's feelings, yet you continue to laugh about it
• continuall talking about yourself when it's obvious no one cares
• you ignore the problems other people may have
• not everyone has to talk to you yet you manipulate them to
  

Ways to overcome the problem:

• observe other people and look at how they feel, their reaction to the things you say
• ask them if you are causing them problems
• be concerned in a way that you are not being overly sympathetic but in a good way
• just don't make small talk when it's clearly not needed
• be silent
  

This is just a summary of the overall thing but it gives the basic idea of the message. It also makes me feel better because I have said what I needed to say. Just that the other people need to do their part and be more considerate of others and see that other people have problems too and that sometimes you just need to see things in their shoes.


wannabe gangsta, soccer, rain, IST conversations, hitting people, running down high street. the day was somewhat awesome. no need to complain. i'm sorry to everyone which i have complained to and said some, well not particularly nice things. the fact that there are things which are worse than the problems I have it just makes me feel better about my life (sorry to you know who you people are). It's just now that I know my life is fine then it's all good. Gosh, hate talking about nothing.


i'm not a whore.

not said by sukhman (^that thing above)

GOSH SUKHMAN

best damn thing ever. so effing funny. CLICK




that's pretty much all I wanted to say.
:D

glad :D

really and truly am glad.
how lovely is it today.
ive done such a wonderful deed and made everyone happy including myself.
the real question is should i take this another step forward or would that just be too far. although it kinda is pointless as i've told myself over and over again but just that satisfied feeling is what i feed on and i like that feeling. hmmm. must wait for myself to come back and talk to me then.

oooh. oh so awesome.

#300

firstly i'd like to congratulate myself for reach 300. quite insane really. how does one reach such a large number. to tell you the truth i have no idea but whatever right. so yes. happy 300th.

my day was what you call a good/bad day. it didn't exactly turn out as planned. we set out early in the morningt to go to the treetop adventure thingy in gosford and like we got there and it's awesome right but like the peoples there said you need a booking esp. on weekends and school holidays which today happened to be both. we left with disappointment because it was going to be fun.

after that we went to the entrance to go for a swim. the tide was high but it was low enough for us to be able to cross the water. as soon as we reached it though there were jellyfish and i despise jelly fish oh so much and so that ruined. we decided to go the pools and even those were close. luckily the little one was open but man was it cold. then soon it was forecasted to storm and so we decided to screw that and leave.

as you can see the day hadn't really gone to plan but whatever right? we had lucnh at this really nice chinese restaurant, i mean like the food was really nice. then we as in me alyssa and my mum went shopping for stuff because there was a sale and i bought myself a purple ball :D then we went to the festival thingy or whatever but like the rides were closing. luckily the carousel wasn't so we went on that. overall my day was awesome. even got to watch how i met your mother.

but yes.
excited for tomorrow.
buying materials for the dress.


GOODBYEE

truly:

• a great day
• fun
• excitement
• sugartastic
• different
• awesome

yes, those words is pretty much how i would have to describe the day ive had. it's been quite eventful and turned out more that i had originally expected which i really don't care because it's a good thing. jasmine and anavi came over and was just on comp whilst i got ready. then left for gels's house. got there, people were there already. man i so can NOT be bothered talking about this. let the pictures speak for itself then?

oh, btw, went driving afterwards. luckily jasmine and anavi hadn't hitched a ride cause like i nearly, well let's just say it wasn't such a safe ride ;) and it's my first hour driving at night AS WELL as driving in the rain. kudos to me.



yer, it was AWESOME !
thanks gels.

Sleeping. It's Quite Fun

It has never occured to me how sleep deprived I am. Maybe people hassling me to sleep at 1 in the morning finally hit me that 'hey, it is quite late'. And on top of that, waking up at 7 in the morning after only 4 hours of sleep you'd wouldn't really wonder why every few minutes you're yawning. Although this has been brought up I'm not changing who I am. If I want to sleep late and wake up early you can't do anything about it except join me or ignore my problem.

Frankly I was quite happy that today was going to be the SRC and everyone else Training Day. With the food and activities which was prepared for us, I was actually glad that it was held today. But seriously it was exactly what you had expected. A complete waste of time. Except maybe the Krispy Kreme doughnut (which I haven't had for a while) and the pizza we got to eat at lunch. Apart from that I could have, really just fallen asleep. But because I'm a good role model and I'm there to represent people I have to maintain poise and elegance so i just stayed fidgety. The day lasted quite long. Sad really. I didn't even get to do what I want to do because there are limitations in what I am allowing myself to do. At times I go to far and I'm just not being fair on myself so I have to take things slower. With that in mind I'm actually happy. Apart from a few minor things life's pretty good. I saw that and that made me smile and realise how good this life of mine is turning out. And the thought of it just keeps me smiling and helps me go continue the day (if that makes sense in anyway).

Before I leave you guys I must make a few notes:

1. stop with the random and weird laughs
2. think about others and their feelings
3. maintain your organization skills
4. exercise at least once a week
5. keep chocolate at a minimum

As they say in Spain; Adios amigos!

Relax

I don't know where to begin. I seriously don't.

Sigh* I thought about it. Not really but after 5 minutes I still don't know where to begin. So I guess it would have to be the start. Right?

I woke up, like I usually do. It was freezing. I don't know why but lately I've been getting the chills so easily. I do wonder why this must be but that later. I did my hair. Interesting huh. No not really. It's just curls and it would have been the cause of me being late to the bus stop again but it's more important for me to look good than miss the bus. WOW I'm quite distracted. I totally forgot that I was writing a blog. How about I just say the following:

Jasmine is happy. Once again. She is scared that because she's been getting all these good and happy things lately that there will be a massive bad thing that wil occur soon or later in the future but something major will happen and she doesn't want it to.

Still like that person. Hey I can't help who I like. Uhm happy that I got SRC. Italian was good. I mean it wasn't how I planned it but I didn't actually plan it so yeah. And Sumeet and Anavi, you guys are so cute, but the things I heard, gosh you two. Apart from that I'm really happy and I'm scared something will happen. Like Mr. Beves said with Negative Gearing: High Gain, High Loss.

The holidays are here. I don't know why I'm leaving so much gaps in this blog. Maybe I'm just out of it. Probably. So many things planned. I don't know where to begin so I won't begin. I'll just wait for it to happen and be satisfied with that. Until then, laters.

4th July

This is so cool.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7bmpFCwZbwM&feature=player_embedded

Obsessions

Call me.

Ever had an obsession where you just can't stop doing something because you're obsessed with it. Well at the moment that's my case. Actually it's always my case but this one is majorly cool. Anyway after Career's Market I went through the stuff I got and like there was this sticker I found in the UTS book and it had a sticker (LOL) which had a QR code and I wanted to see what the code read so I searched it up and now I have so many codes which I've generated and it's so cool. Seriously. You guys should try it (Y).