2009-July-31

Firstly I find it pointless that I write blogs everyday just for the sake of it and who would want to read that. Secondly today was full of events, events which I will talk about.

Actually I just want to say that today was fun. Here are the main events.

• Himmat trying to hack Beves's laptop in commerce.
• Boring extension information thing.
• Chemistry quiz, once again; boring
• Finding out the italian guy was in my english class while i wasn't there and he even read parts of the play and sigh*
• mr. cantlon not encouraging us to do any sort of gambling
• Ducking the ball
• Traits we have in science
• Staring at the italian guy; non-stop. He would be the answer to get over any guy. Seriously. I can't take my eyes off you...
• Mum's friend Juliet and her fianceè/husband (i'm not sure) named Romeo.

So basically I'm in love with this really cute italian guy and I know that's like a never because who would fall in love at first sigh with me. Hmmm. And yesterday was Subject Selections evening and Fiona was supposedly at my house but I was kinda stressing cause I didn't want her to get into trouble. LOL. Left early to eat all you can at the band club. So yeah.

♥ Tomasso

Dont Have Time

i'm on mobile and cbb writing a long blog.

today was hectic!
details tom.

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I Thought Wrong

Like always I've made another mistake. A mistake where it's too late and I can't go back in time. A mistake people come up with the unimaginable things such as time machines.

Finally, all those weeks and months that I've waited to get what I want and now that I have it, I don't want it. It's just made things worse for me. I thought this was going to change everything. And you know what it has. The change that I didn't want. It's not fair. Why can't I be happy and have what I want at the same time. Today I saw a replay of that one day I was in the toilet because of my maths half yearly mark. I couldn't control myself and I just felt so alone and stuck. I didn't want to be there but where was I meant to go. Ever since, I don't know when ever since but I don't want to go into the state of unhappiness. I really don't.

Wednesday. Arrived at school; late because of an overturned truck. Geography was somewhat boring but I managed to maintain interested as the lesson dragged on. At recess I, what's it called. Oh yeah, I had a breakdown and so for a few minutes I disappeared into the nothingness. That's when I saw Ivy & Fiona and Ivy herself was worried she looked like a retard in front of thingo. HAHA. For second period we had that meeting again for the subjects and I was just cold and wore two jumpers. At lunch was just talking to Anavi then telling her everything that I had asked, finally. LOL. Then sport. Basically it was just people getting hurt or hit by the ball every minute (literally) and me laughing at them nonstop. And the wonderful thing was I scored a goal. Too bad it was an own goal. But I nearly got this other goal right and no one was at the goals and I was like a metre away and guess what; I missed :) So sport was really good and funny. After school, plaza and got mama a present for her birthday and yeah. I have to make a cake I just remembered. Day was...a rollercoaster. That's when I realised why I was so moody. It was that time of month again.

B-bye.

I Can Do You Like That, That, That

We all know that today was the first day back to school. I expected it to be quiet and not as joyful. At a few times this was the case but then again, on days when everyone is there those 'moments' occur too. Especially if you're me. Today was also my first day in SRC. I don't know if I should be writing it here but this is how I feel and thought. At first I thought SRC would be a great and fun experience and have the chance to represent my grade etc. Once I did get the position I started feeling regretful because I didn't quite expect to receive a position as such. It wasn't right and I don't like it when things aren't right. I don't know. I don't think this is the right time to say it and I will leave it for later. Gosh, I feel so stupid today. Not just because of this but nothing would register and I found myself just staring at the wall or the ground or whatever and whenever people spoke to me I would just be in a world of my own. I was hopeless and I really did not like it. No more gay things. Today was good. People, leave me alone, seriously, let me do what I WANT to do.

Something came to mind when I read Exclamation Mark's blog. The one from the 14th. I didn't like it. Not as in it was a bad thing but it was more of a sad thing. But as I was told it's a person's blog and they should be able to express their own feelings. Well this is how I feel. Some people may look like they're taking their life and family for granted but inside it worries them shit. Because for me I try not to think about death and death altogether because it's not a funny topic. The thought of that happening to my family is sad and I don't want to talk about it. But I just want to make the most of now. The time I have with them. The time when I can be happy and have no worries because one day I will have worries but I don't want to waste this time. I just want to feel good and satisfied and lucky, lucky to have all that I have. Why make more problems when there's enough problems out there. AAAHhh, I've overdone it again. Stuff it.

GOODBYE.

Caramel Slice

I just finished eating a caramel slice which only cost me $1.60 and the good part is it was delicious. Yeah, sweet at first but man was it good. My day today consisted of me doing nothing and something. I helped around the house today. More than I had planned. Mainly because my dad took me out driving again today and in a more busier road (compared to last time) and today I did Round-a-Bouts. I think, my dad did get a higher blood pressure because even I got freaked out a few times. But he should be use to it. Not that swerving as fast as possible or nearly crashing into other cars is his favourite past times but still. Apart from driving I also made uhm, chicken burger. Firstly I minced the chicken using the food processor (which I still think is not the right equipment to be using; whatever) then putting that into a different bowl. Then I had to add 2 onions finely chopped (food processors are so great, hehe), 2 cubes of garlic powder, 1 cup of breadcrumbs, 6 tbsp milk and salt & pepper. Mix, mix, mix then done. Too bad we're not eating it till tomorrow. Maybe that's what I'll bring to lunch tomorrow. Yeah, that's a good idea. Which reminds me; school. sigh.

Btw, this blog of mine is gay because the music, it's not actually meant to have a physically visible music player but instead I wanted it to play in the background but gosh, it pissed me off so much last night so I gave up and here it is. But don't you worry I haven't given up completely. When it leasts expects me I'm gonnna find the answer and I'll be ready to attack it.

This is my sister and her duck that was sunbaking this morning. The same duck I put on the stove and turned on. LOL. I was hungry ok.

1.08AM

So here's the update. I've completed my layout, for now. I'll try to keep things simple at the moment. Hopefully next week I'll have extra time to make a new layout because this one will get boring and it doesn't have enough extras and so on. As far as I know I feel great but the thought of school shits me hard and the footsteps I'm hearing because I'm not meant to be up this late. Not that it is late because I usually sleep at two. Anyways I'll keep this to a minimum, look at this pic I edited. I did at lot of things actually.

- cropped

- took a woman out of the background

- made my face smaller

- removed my imperfections

- added the text

- enhanced the images

people watch this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fXKH5zgG8PA

I'm getting there.

I wanted to say a few things. But because I'm a lazy bum I'm just going to put them into a list of things I wanted to say.

List of things I wanted to say:

- Anavi's a bum :)

- School soon ~ sigh*

- I want to go shopping, like NOW

- Like my layout?

- Layout still under construction.

Site Under Renovation

This site is currently being worked on.

Sorry for the disruption.

Please come back later after maintenance.

TV

People must be getting bored of seeing my name on their dashboar because I always have a blog. And I know for a fact that I'm not actually very interesting so there's nothing to read anyway. I just waste space.

Currently: watching Benjamin Button. The curious case.

Long, wonderful & english assignment day.

Talk about an eventful day. With not just one thing on the itenerary but more than that. I don't exactly know how many but psht. It began early because my dad decided that it would be a good idea to use me as the daughter who lines up for him in his tax agent place in Granville. Lucky for me the line was already long and he didn't bother staying. So wohoo. Afterwards we went to my mum's boss's factory and delivered the paper and we just sat in the car playing with the camera which I'm telling you does not work because well it doesn't. Soon we left and after a short argument we went to Blacktown (after deciding that my two sisters wanted a haircut so we couldn't go Parra) and after going past just two thee shops from where we parked the car we were already in a store trying on clothes and that's where I bought my very nice and 'safe' coat as my mum said because you can wear it in winter and you can wear it in spring. So yes I bought it, and don't ask me why I didn't buy more. I wanted to but I didn't have tome plus nothing else I wanted would fit me and I just couldnt be bothered to ask. After that ordeal we went to the Asian Salons inside the thingo, building and my sisters and mum got their haircuts. It was funny cause my mum kept saying don't get layers, just don't and I was sitting there and they both got layered hairstlye and I'm just like, OMG. But whatever. It's funny now cause Sunshine's haircut makes her look like a guy, seriously. And when her hair sticks up she looks like Astro Boy. We couldn't stop making fun of her. I meanyou would too if you saw her hair now. Alyssa's hairstyle just looked good so I didn't say much about it. We left afterwards my mum got hers done. Time was ticking and I kept looking at my clock because I knew I'd be late to get to Kat's house. Anyways we ate lunch at a Chinese Restaurant and man the food tastes good and it was so irresistble :D yer. who cares about that diet. What diet you say? I don't have a clue. AND, and, after I went to the station because I was already late to Katrina's house and I was beginning to receive texts from her. It was not a good idea leaving her to wait. Even though she was just at home with the comforts of her laptop and other things unlike me who was outside, in blacktown station freezing because it suddenly got windy. Finally the bus arrived and it was late. I mean train. I cbb fixing that I'm in quite of a hurry. So I arrived at Mt. Druitt station and I was going to catch the 772 bus. Yeah and I ran and then walked and then I realised I already missed the bus. So yeah. Made Kat wait again. Funny huh. But finally around 2 i got to her house and she looked so adorable and cute, unlike me who didn't have time to get her own clothes and look nice. So I made her raid her wardrobe and get me somethign nicer and WARMER to wear. Gosh, she was complaining that I was taking so long when I had look my best. What if someone saw me. Anywho when I finally did decide we left and began our English assignment which was taking pictures of our neighbourly surroundings and playing with different camera angles and techniques, otherwise known as taking random pictures of whatever was interesting. LOL. We went to ersko shops and first went to the lolly shop. I couldn't decide. So many lollies. So little time. I remember those good old days when I went to Ersko. And in the morning I would go to the shops because I'd get in trouble if I go in the arvo and missed the bus. Then we went to the cafe place and we ate and chatted there for a while. And we left. Of course we had pictures. The funny thing was as we were walking out Katrina sees her dad across the road and says HI to him. It was funny because we weren't meant to be there and were meant to be taking those pics. BAHAHA. It was hilarious. Uhm. more pics then we went past Pat's house. There was someone singing inside there. I'm telling you but she didn't want to knock on the door. So yeah. Basically I had fun with Katrina and we're planning to have more English assignments. HHAA. Pictures later. When SHE uploads them, which I don't think will be anytime soon. LOL

Another Jasmine Theory or Questioning of Life or Existence of Some Sort of Something

I think Aliens exist.

Like Transformers.

the pyramids.

crop circles.

metals.

cars.

DON'T YOU?

Bloated

These holidays have made me realise a lot of things. Things which has made me feel either positive or negative towards myself and the existence of life itself. But all those realisations, to me, right now, they don't matter...

Mum had a dinner party and gosh I'm full. I feel like my stomach is going to explode from all the food and all who came was just one other family. But the food was enough for a whole town in South Africa. Anyways I'm annoyed at Alyssa at the moment and everything she's doing AT THE MOMENT and moments afterwards as well is irritating me and I don't like it.

Ow, I Cut Myself with A Round Lollipop.

I remember when that happened.

It's back to those days when my days are filled with family fun. Although it may come stresses with the screaming and trying to keep the 'boss' happy it's still all good. We are currently cleaning the house because my mum has friends coming to dinner tomorrow evening. I don't know why she goes heart out with the cleaning but I don't think they really care whether there is slight dust on top of the entertainment unit, nor are they even gonna go up to it and check if it's clean or not. But you know. That's who she is and I can change that. I just have to be thankful that she likes to be clean and not messy. Because messy would just be embarrasing. Apart from this day of sprucing up the house I also did my second hour of driving lesson. Which was more intense than last time because we were on a more busier roads and cars would be there every few minutes. I got scared of going too close to the middle or not stopping or just hitting something. My dad complained and commented about my speed. 50km/h is not fast. I may just be a learner but it's not fast. Neither is 60km/h. I don't think I reached 70 but I was driving safely anyway. So thats my second hour done. 180 hours to go.

Currently listening to: Believe/Cher

Flowers blooming.

I met Tim.

It's not him.

But he's not dim.

:D

I feel sorry for people sometimes. Seeing their hearts broken. But these things happen for the better right. I mean look at other people. Being broken up with someone usually leads them to someone else who in the ends becomes their true love. It's not always the case but it does happen. That's the story if Timmy. Ha, I don't know. I don't even know who he is. All I know is he is Tim from Penrith.

Exit

A new day a new adventure.

I was planning to write a really meaningful blog with heaps of content today but as time passed because I had to cook I lost my interest in doing so and now I can't be bothered.

I drove today. It was fun.

Boring

Compared to yesterday.

today is ... boring.

seriously;

Transformers: Return of the Fallen

Uplifting, wonderful, joyous, happy, enjoyable, etc. That's how I would describe today. It was really nice and different. It began quite early for me. Well not really. Compared to my usual days lately, I would have to say that it has been quite early. With 2 hours to get ready I still ran out of time to get ready and arriving at the bus stop I got there early which meant I got quite annoyed. Hmmm. At the station I was waiting for the train, because I missed the other one, and when I arrived at the station there were people there. We got there before 11 and so I bought chocolate yum.

We watched Transformers 2 whilst everybody else watched other movies, obviously. The movie was pretty good. Except beside me I kept hearing, Meagan Fox this, Meagan Fox that... Hmmmm. Movie was really good though and I'm quite happy about it.

Afterwards the movie it was just random wandering around the mall and who couldn't forget lunch with everyone around that single 4 seater table. Quite funny actually. Well to me it was. C'mon 9 people in two tables, we were kinda connected to the asians who was sitting on the other table but yeah. Fine doesn't matter. I was eating so slow too.

More walking around the shops and me and Anavi decided that we didn't want to go to Rebel and she wanted to get a dress so I went around with her looking for a dress and then finally we got to Hipster and found her this really pretty dress which I think makes her look damn fine actually. Makes me jealous. That also became her birthday present from me so that was pretty good. Once we purchased the dress we went back up to onFour and went Max Brenners and ate, well chocolate. What else? Haha. Man, the chocolates gives you food orgasms. Hmmmmmm. After that it was time to go and the we said goodbyes. On the train was just talking and talking. It was like a girl's day out on the train cept it wasn't the whole day on the train and it wasn't just girls on the train. If you know what I mean...

Image of the World

You know how people say that some people can be really influential towards others. I find that weird. I don't see the purpose of following people and copying what they do. I do it to, so I'm a hypocrite. My question is why do people, why do WE do these kinda things. Does it satisfy us? I believe that one day I'm going to be a really good person. HAHA. I was going to say questioner but that sounds weird. But when has that ever stopped me. LOL. Yes, because I like to question and I believe that my questions are suitable and approriate and they're the right questions to be asking. Questions with answers that people would want. I can do this.

I'm an image. I know that. Having sisters who copy everything I do proves that. I may not be the best image at times, but I still am an image and I'm very influential. I should tell people to stop listening to me and do what they want. Do something they want to do for the better.

Stop rambling. I'm excited for tomorrow. For many reasons. Reasons I will not bother typing.

Popsicle Sticks

Swimming today. It was what I expected. I fell behind. I was struggling. You know what. It doesn't matter. I want to change sports anyway. I also started a a car today. Said that already. Wow. Forgetful much.

I was sitting on the seats at Ripples. As I was looking around I saw him. Well it wasn't him. But maybe I've gone past that stage where I'm now obsessed. Reminds me of that song actually. Obsessed by Mariah Carey. Haha. But yes. I saw him. But it wasn't him. Slightly disappointed. Slightly not.

I'm excited. I can't wait. Really. I must stop. But i should just stop getting my hopes up. I can't help it. Things happen all the time.

A New Found Craze

I'm such an idiot. I pressed Enter instead of Tab.

Well, lately I've been bored out of my mind, confused and not knowing what I should do next. Everyone else seems to be lucky always going out and have fun-filled holidays unlike me who is always sitting down making money for one day of movies with my friend. Not that it's a bad thing but I want something more exciting and vavoom if you know what I mean. Back to my story I decided that I would borrow tito's PSP because he hardly uses it now ever since he got his new phone. I swear he has so much technological stuff I'm ashamed of myself because I'm the younger one (also the one who is less smarter, that's now what I was gonna say but I can't say it now) But yes. His PSP is cool and the fact that it has built in Wi-Fi is even better because then I can surf the net while I'm on it. It's so cool and I've been very distracted from my life ever since I started playing with it, which was just last night.

Because of my very persuasive brother I also began to watch Gossip Girl. It's not that bad. Actually it's pretty good. After just watching three episodes I'm hooked onto the show and I want to watch more. Too bad I can't download anymore because then I'll get to the point where I'll get into super trouble. But the chicks are pretty and skinny while the guys are macho and to die for. Makes you wish you where there. Plus the clothes. So pretty. But we musnt forget the bitchiness. It's always there wherever you go and on Gossip Girl it's extreme. Ha.

Reminder: Download more Gossip Girl episodes.

The Magic of Skype

skype

With today's new and coming technology, nothing is becoming more and more impossible. This is because of those scientists and other people who work hard everyday to provide the normal people of the world with these wonderful products. It doesn't really matter what I say but Skype is so cool. Too bad not many people have it and so I can't really use it much. Lucky for my parents my aunties have Skype and so they can communicate with each other that way. Pretentious sounds like a good word. Back to my thing. Skype, everyone use it then add me: sealy. Yeah, I don't think that was a good idea. But whatever. Can't wait.

My day has been uneventful. As per usual I haven't done anything 'cept sit on my big fat ass and get fat. At least while sitting on my big fat ass I have earnt $20 in the past day. What a great achievement and now I have money to spend for the two Fridays. Apart from being on the computer I should also be studying so that I can catch up on all the work that I've missed out on. I really want to go shopping on Friday. Especially with chicken. Haha, 'cept chicken will probably just get angry at me for spending so much money...again. And chicken won't listen to me. I'm not pouring with money. I have to work for it, but chicken just doesn't listen. Dude, I'm so good with rhymes. I also want to go to Max Brenners.

Until then.

This guy's is a major hottie. To me anyway.

Vomit Pie

people are so annoying...

My day has been...well nothing much has happened. I forgot the word. Hmmm. It's been good. I made $18 (y).

Holidays are meant to give you a break and make you forget about your life... But over these past few days all I've been thinking about is you...

Guitar Hero

Today was not expected. Basically I thought it was going to be another boring mama's friend party. And it's not that they're boring it's just that I don't usually have anyone to talk to. But today I made an effort to join in with the little kiddies. We played Guitar Hero and it was really fun because it was something different and it gave me a challenge. Man Eugene, he's like 10x younger than me and he's insane. Seriously. He got like 130 notes in a row or something like that and I was happy with 60. HAHAH. Low expectations. Anywho, they were very fun and I'm not a pedo just cause I enjoy hanging around little kids.

Need to save up money.

Stop making me happy.

Begin training for city2surf.

Lollipops are yum.

I'm on alyssa's computer.

I should get of it now 'aye? Uhm, maybe after I write this and check my email. I really don't want to be on the computer the whole day. It's bad for you. Btw, this lollipop tastes great. Reminds me of thursday and the memories I had on that day. A very random day. This lollipop is blue and it's very yummy.

Nothing done today.

Actually I did some maths. It got boring, so I gave up.

I can't hold it back because i've been waiting for so long...

I have your name in 14 blogs?

Relax

I don't know where to begin. I seriously don't.

Sigh* I thought about it. Not really but after 5 minutes I still don't know where to begin. So I guess it would have to be the start. Right?

I woke up, like I usually do. It was freezing. I don't know why but lately I've been getting the chills so easily. I do wonder why this must be but that later. I did my hair. Interesting huh. No not really. It's just curls and it would have been the cause of me being late to the bus stop again but it's more important for me to look good than miss the bus. WOW I'm quite distracted. I totally forgot that I was writing a blog. How about I just say the following:

Jasmine is happy. Once again. She is scared that because she's been getting all these good and happy things lately that there will be a massive bad thing that wil occur soon or later in the future but something major will happen and she doesn't want it to.

Still like that person. Hey I can't help who I like. Uhm happy that I got SRC. Italian was good. I mean it wasn't how I planned it but I didn't actually plan it so yeah. And Sumeet and Anavi, you guys are so cute, but the things I heard, gosh you two. Apart from that I'm really happy and I'm scared something will happen. Like Mr. Beves said with Negative Gearing: High Gain, High Loss.

The holidays are here. I don't know why I'm leaving so much gaps in this blog. Maybe I'm just out of it. Probably. So many things planned. I don't know where to begin so I won't begin. I'll just wait for it to happen and be satisfied with that. Until then, laters.

Pyrmont

"Can I ask for anything more?"

To tell you the truth I enjoyed my day and so that it can be ruined don't tell me about your day, how good or bad it was because for once I want to feel like I'm the only one who had a really good & perfect day and no one can ruin it. Although I received a few facts from people and who can blame them, they are facts. And the fact that I spent so much money on random shit, like always but who can blame me, I'm me.

You guys should read this. Sukhman was telling me about it this morning and may I just say, What a way to die:

A man fell into a vat of hot melted chocolate and has died at a factory in New Jersey, a spokesman for the local public prosecutor said.

The 29-year-old man was among four workers on a platform above the vat who were dumping in pieces of solid chocolate to be melted down, said Jason Laughlin, spokesman for the Camden County Prosecutor's Office.

"He somehow slipped and fell into the vat," Laughlin said.

Laughlin said the vat at the Cocoa Services Inc plant in Camden was around eight feet (2.5 metres) deep.

"At this point there's no suggestion of foul play," Laughlin said.

Laughlin says a co-worker tried to shut off the machine and two others tried to pull Smith out of the 8-foot-deep vat.

He was hit and fatally injured by the agitator that mixes the chocolate.

Very random. I could talk about how my day was really good but I've already said that so here are just some of the highlights from my day:

• Being on the train in the morning all by myself. I sound like such a loser and a loner but it was nice. I didn't have to try communicate with anyone and I could do anything I wanted without being judged by anyone. Walking to school by myself was a plus too I guess because I just listened to music and I decide the pace I wanted to walk and where to go next. The 'next' was actually McDonalds where I had breakfast because I didn't have enough time in the morning (probably because I had to dry my hair then straighten it)
• The bus trip on the way to the city was a highlight too I guess because I just sat there talking to everyone about the most random things. I swear I saw Ankita and Sarah looking at me multiple times, they looked dodgy. Lucky for me and Sukhman the seats he got us had extra legroom which means our legs didn't have to be cramped up in the seats, the down side to that was because my legs weren't long enough to reach the other seats that when the bus comes to a halt I would fly forward and slip off my seat.
• Pyrmont, well wherever we were was nice. I mean the rain didn't help because I didn't want to get wet but as soon as the sun came out, the day turned out to be even more perfect, which is just the way I like it. Walking around and seeing the city was nice. I mean the class would get a stare from one of the locals every now and then but who gives a shit about what they think. I didn't realise that the buildings in the city had so much meaning to it well I kinda did but not that much. Being on that wharf was pretty good too because it had this nice park which is actually new (Urban Renewal?). On top of that we got free lunch which didn't make any difference to me because I still managed to spend around ten dollars today.
• The bus trip home was pretty good too. We had more space because half the people were staying back (I wanted to as well but I was not given permission by my very own parents). It was funny because this guy set his Bluetooth name to Hi nigga and sent Aimee random pictures. It was funny as. On the bus we also ate lollies, the lollies which I bought, which in the end actually made me feel sick. Maybe because it was the orange flavour. Probably.

My day, to you may not be interesting but to me it was really good and like I said before don't ruin it for me. Please.

I like how the way things are between me and him.

I don't want anything to change.

This feeling is enough for me and it may be that feeling they call satisfaction.

So, I don't want anything more nor do I want anything less...

Wednesday 8-07

Today was rather eventful if I may say so myself. Here are the things which occured:

- SRC speeches

- Soccer

- Sport: Indoor Soccer

- Secret Mission

- Support for Australian Real Estate

*the last one had to start with S too.

Anywho this is my speech, more like my rhyme:

Hi, I'm Jasmine

I want SRC to be mine

I'm not a hog

My cat's called Bulldog

My sister's Sunshine

And that's my last line.

Woo, and yeah. Sport was good, OMG Alyssa won't you just shut up about him. You may think something (which you're right) but gawd don't make it so 0bvious to everyone and it's extremely annoying, seriously.

Secret Mission was awesome. Well normal but we got what we needed to do is that's accomplished. Hoorah for me. Thanks buddy LOL. More like no problem buddy. And thing was there too.

Australian Real Estate needed my help so I came to their rescue and I did a good job and ooh they might be offering me a weekend job but not 100% sure yet but I do want it cause I need the money and I need something to pass time, HAHA.

One last thing, it really disturbed me right. This chick on the bus. Her cleavege was just showing and I'm just like COVER IT UP but I didn't really say but she was so pretty and all that and she was lovey dovey with her boyfriend. Just that her stupid cleavege was showing and it looks good...SO WHAT!

Must not use my him to get over the other thing...

Decisions

So many things, so little time. Aaaah, Mary Kate & Ashley. I still remember the good old times. But who cares about that. Just that I can't make up my mind. I'm too picky with people and I don't think I know what I want...just yet. Does this mean I'm confused? Most probably.

Today was rather eventful. Actually if you think about it, it really wasn't but who gives right? PE was quite enjoyable though. The feeling of happiness I had, it was nice to have that feeling once again. Thanks Madison & asians. LMAO. Gym was really good then afterwards we did dodgeball so it was all good. Lunch was the same. Sitting in the middle of the oval talking to Jess and I get paranoid so easily like I'm always looking around to see if there are any balls that's going to hit me. HAHA, then I decided that I wanted to join in, but I was playing with the asians and not the currys which was a change, for once. No big difference 'cept they're asians. HMM. Apart from that all good.

SRC voting tomorrow. I'd just like to say:

People vote for me, please because it would be nice to win something and get what I want...FOR ONCE...

Cumberland Line

I'm so random, I don't mind that one bit. I just looked at the train timetable sitting on my desk and that's the first thing that I see. Woo the book is purple.

Anywho, I wasn't actually planning on going on the computer today let alone be awake right now. I was planning to have like a 14 hour sleep from 5pm to 7am tomorrow morning but I was woken up in the midst of my deep sleep. I have no choice, so oh well.

This blog thing is annoying me now. The whole bothering to write a blog a day is a waste of my time. If only I could do this while i'm on my phone then it'll be so much easier cause then I wouldn't have to turn the computer on and go through that whole process. I could ust activate that SMS thing but last time I tried it, it didn't even work and I don't want to have to waste my NEW credit. I'm trying to be more money wise these days (which, obviously not gonna happen and we all know that)

Holidays soon. (Y)

I just want to relax and get away from it all.

Smack*

Someone's been naughty...

All those things I've done. It's not revenge and it's not because I'm one of those people who get a kick out of doing those things. It's because it's what I want to do and no one can tell me to stop it even if it's not the right thing to do. Judge me, treat me like shit, do that and I won't give a damn what you say or do because it's my fucking life so leave me the fuck alone.

Smile

Whenever I think of you all I can do is
smile.

4th July

This is so cool.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7bmpFCwZbwM&feature=player_embedded

Wimbledon

I'm currently watching Wimbledon Championship. Federer needs two more games to win the match and make it into his 7th Wimbledon Finals in a row. Anywho, I should watch it now. I will post who wins so I'm hoping that it finishes soon.


Currently (12.04pm) Federer 40-30 [2 sets up, 4-3 games]
Ok, this stat is quickly changing. LOL



Federer won.
7-6, 7-5, 6-3

Happy Birthday Sunshine !
I'm currently making her cake.

Good Morning

not yet.
currently watching Wimbledon
and chatting to Sumeet.

while making cake.
no, putting icing.

Just a Thought

Seeing you makes me happy.

The thought of you makes me happy.

I remember that time,

just you and me,

and how dashing you looked,

something I knew you'd be.

Can't you see that I'm here,

trying with all my might.

Sacrificing so much,

just to put up a fight.

Right now just being with you is good,

and OMG dude.

I ruined the ending.... :(

Vote Me for SRC

LMAO, it would be nice if you did.
(:

As each day passes by, I can see myself returning to that person I once was. I'm just possessive because I need to be, I remember this guy who was asking me if he was possessive. Well he's not and neither am I but I'm taking it to the next level now.

Once again:

VOTE JASMINE SEALTIEL for SRC !

Obsessions

Call me.

Ever had an obsession where you just can't stop doing something because you're obsessed with it. Well at the moment that's my case. Actually it's always my case but this one is majorly cool. Anyway after Career's Market I went through the stuff I got and like there was this sticker I found in the UTS book and it had a sticker (LOL) which had a QR code and I wanted to see what the code read so I searched it up and now I have so many codes which I've generated and it's so cool. Seriously. You guys should try it (Y).

Onions

I fell asleep. When I woke up I thought it was Friday. How embarassing.

Today was pretty good day. Careers Market. Seriously I don't know why I needed to get so much things but whatever. I have a pile of books now which I plan to read on later when I don't get headaches from reading.

Watch this:

http://vimeo.com/5375317



Being with you makes me happy.

July

A lot of things this month, too many that I'm not going to bother mentioning any because even that I'm too lazy to do. School, parties, life, all those things will change. Especially my life. It already has, for the better, I'm not so sure about that but you never know.

Is that all you can do?

I cry, I cry till I see myself in the mirror, seeing who I've become because of what you've done to me. Hey, I know, life's not fair, but neither are you. I want everything, but I'm not getting anything because I don't deserve it. I don't work for it. If only I could run away and leave everything as it is. Things would be better for everyone and one day, people would act as if I never existed. That would be nice, although that won't happen, I'm not fair.

I'm not making sense, neither is this stupid life of jasmine.

Which reminds me, my friend, I read your blog. There's no need to say anything more. I understand just as you hopefully understand me. Apart from that learn to just listen, listen to what I want and now what you think I want. I think that's it and I'm sorry.

Brown Hair

Here's a question:

Did it really make a difference?