My Head Hurts

Two things:

1. Bye Michael Jackson. In my eyes I saw nothing wrong with the things you've done. Everything was your choice and no one should judge you by that and rock on, or should I say pop on.

2. I'm sick. Horribly sick. Well not anymore. But the wors part was the fact that the doctor said I may have swine flu and the thought of that just freaked me out even more. At least now I'm getting better so I'm hoping that that means I don't actually have it. I have a headache though and last night i reached 40C which is really hot.

*i missed a day of blogging but who cares. I'm effing sick but I'm still annoyed at myself for being sick.

2009/10 Capitans (Y)

Today it had occured to me that it was quite cold. You know like the cold where you just want to stay in bed for the whole day and do nothing but some people aren't that lucky. It was raining today and you know I didn't feel that today had much significance. Not for me anyway. I think I might just have to say one thing (plus extra little things, but ignore them anyway) and it's how one person and what that one person does. Makes me smile and continually keeps making me happy and I really appreciate it. Even though they may not be doing so on purpose I still feel that maybe they are that one person I've been looking for my whole life. Being in the rain with that one person, it felt good.

*School captains for 2009/2010 votings today. Who I voted for, it really didn't matter to me that much. They all say the same thing and don't do anything that actually help everyone. Just individuals who already have the help.

I'm not good. I mean that if you asked me, How are you?, my reply would be not good. Everythig, it's just happening. Exams, people. You know, all the stresses you can possible get. It's not right, I DON'T LIKE IT and once again, I'm not good.

laters,..

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Stupid

There's so many things I could say. But this is all I'm going to day.

I'm stupid and I make the worst decisions ever.

1 day till Birthday !

Learn to drive.

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Quick

My time on Blogger have been rapidly decreasing because of this person who used up all the interner. Oh, well he pays for it anyway.

certainty, people like certainty...

I didn't know that people could be LIKE THAT and not notice the things they do. It's just too much in your face especially all the time. I wanted to complain. And I know someone who's speculating trying to work out who I'm talking about. Jasmine it's not who you think. Well, maybe it is but like whatever and I'm fine. But people, don't be in MY FACE, cause I really DON'T like it.

certainty, people like certainty...

15 days and I'm 16 years old. Dayum! How the time flies and I'm not even enjoying it. Well parts of it yeah, but you know I'd just wish I didn't have so many regrets, but what's life without regrets.

certainty, people like certainty...

One more thing, I had a talk with Katrina about a couple of things. But like what I'm talking about is relevant to me and what I always think about. Just one question, would it be such a good thing if it happened?

certainty, people like certainty...

I've changed a lot over the past couple of weeks. I wouldn't exactly say it was matured and some of the changes, especially my attitude towards other people haven't exactly been, positive. Sometimes I feel that I'm doing the wrongs things. Like during IST, things which occur during class is not something you'd expect to come out of me, but why is this happening. I really don't know and I should concentrate on half yearlys which are in 4 weeks so wish me luck.

laters,.
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