Quick Realisation

I now now why no guy likes me.

It's because of my looks and poor personality. Well no shit, I don't think I've ever seen a guy like someone with this kind of traits and clearly both these variables affect a guys decision whether or not they'll like a girl.

I do question myself though. How do I find guys who are willing to let's use hook up with me but not be committed to be in a relationship with me. I mean, that's not the way I roll but I think it'd be better for me if I was in a stable relationship where I don't have these worries and have a guy who, well loves me for me.

Have I feelings for you, or is it just another infatuation which I need to get over because I need to know now and action must be taken before this turns into something, something unwanted. Just tell me what you feel for me or TALK TO me. I believe we haven't spoken since, well you know the last time we had a proper conversation. I don't understand though. You're the cool popular guy who isn't afraid and does these things. It's just killing me. I don't know what I did to deserve this silence between us.

NEED TO DO ENGLISH!

i've gone insane

JUST TELL ME !