my, my, my

oh fudge apple.

everything is all wrong.
this means that EVERYTHING IS NOT RIGHT.
i didn't plan anything
except i had expected things to be different
you know where the princess gets her happy ending


i'm not going to say it again because this topic which i'm thinking of probably has a life of it's own because of its repetitiveness and that well and truly sucks you know. i dont like the idea of me thinking about it but everytime i do it kinda is the right answer although to myself i'm not making any sense. some people are right and some are just plain wrong. they are just selfish and sometimes can't see what a person is going through. maybe if people had tried to open their eyes and saw things the way i do, that way i get hurt and the way i see myself being totally something. this is such a complete waste of my time. but because i dont really have anything worth spending it on this is the most useful way to spend it. i don't even know why i bother sometimes.

towers you effing suck
i dont even know why i'm even doing this,
esp. when i know that i dont have to.

Get Over It

Currently: Good Girls Go Bad Cobra Starship ft. Leighton Meester

LOVELY.
that's Katrina.

What is there to talk about? Usually I can write pages and pages of the most random stuff ever all just made up and now I'm just speechless and have no clue what to talk about. Is it just me or am I growing up and getting over everything and sick and tired of it. Really. I have no idea. I'm probably just being a random old me and doing what I always do. Be me. But who am I?

I went driving today, first time I drove with a passenger. It's s annoying how I get so distracted easily and like there, distracted again. But whatever. Driving it was fun. Although it wasn't a long drive, it was enough for me. Plus on the good side I got home @ 4 ! Woo. That's like so awesome because that's a whole hour earlier than the time I would have arrived home if I had caught the bus home. That makes me so happy.

I don't wish to complain anymore than I have today even though there's a lot more where this came from. I think just keeping things to myself is the easiest way to live my life maybe write in my diary haha but yeah I'm all good for now even though I still feel that things have changed majorly. I don't really, well not in the mood to discuss anything on this topic so like just smile and wave. I mean if it can work for penguins then a human would easily be capable of doing the same thing. And with a face like mine, no one can resist it :P

Party in the USA !

gusto ko kea mag punta doon. kaso alang pera tapos meron pa akong skwela. nakakainis talaga. pero, ano magagawa ko. ganito naman sa lahat nang tao.

there's ups...

...and downs.

Taurus 18-06

Today you may be feeling better than you have in a long time, Taurus. It's not just the extra assertiveness or sense that you actually look better today, and it's not just the fact that things are going well for your love-life. You really are feeling a boost in your personal energy that is very beneficial. It would be a good idea to confine your activities to the love-life right now, because the extra confidence could cause you to make business errors that might be hard to fix.

Filipino

Swimming. Awesome mate. But far out, Julia's leaving and now we have Ashlee. I don't have anything against her, I just prefer Julia cause she's awesome. I tried my best today at swimming and still second. Doesn't matter just as long that I know that I did try and that my trying was its best.

This is just funny shit, when Alyssa was interrogating Sunshine yesterday:

Alyssa: Did you wipe the table?
Sunshine: Yes
Alyssa: Did you do it properly?
Sunshine: Yes
Alyssa: Are you lying?
Sunshine: Yes

Yeah, my sisters sometimes they jsut don't know what they talking about and BAHAHAHA to them.

Afterwards the swimming we went to the Filipino festival at St Marys and so people. Mainly filos. Hmm, I wonder why? Laugh Out Loud! And yeah. There was dancing and singing and food and mmmhm, sorbet; yummy!. Apart from that there was also a lot of socialising but it all had to come to an end even though I was extremely bored because no phone and MP3 player. While everyone else had one. That's wat papa was saying how you can tell their filos cause they have a nice car and their technology gadgets are heaps updated. HEHE.

Now I'm just doing the laundry and I think I might just check on it. I wonder what the next week will bring me. But until then goodbye.

Laters,.
;]

saturday

swimming was fun
for today this was how much i'd swum:
- 950 m Free
-200 m back
-100m breast
- 50m fly

and from doing all that i was so tired
that at the hairdressers while waiting for my sister
i nearly fell asleep
...
i was also extremely bored
that i just kept typing his name in my phone
and i saw family friends
and yeah
i fell asleep today

jasmine said im insane
and the thunder prevented me from going on the computer

i cant be bothered with the details today
laters.