2009/10 Capitans (Y)

Today it had occured to me that it was quite cold. You know like the cold where you just want to stay in bed for the whole day and do nothing but some people aren't that lucky. It was raining today and you know I didn't feel that today had much significance. Not for me anyway. I think I might just have to say one thing (plus extra little things, but ignore them anyway) and it's how one person and what that one person does. Makes me smile and continually keeps making me happy and I really appreciate it. Even though they may not be doing so on purpose I still feel that maybe they are that one person I've been looking for my whole life. Being in the rain with that one person, it felt good.

*School captains for 2009/2010 votings today. Who I voted for, it really didn't matter to me that much. They all say the same thing and don't do anything that actually help everyone. Just individuals who already have the help.

I'm not good. I mean that if you asked me, How are you?, my reply would be not good. Everythig, it's just happening. Exams, people. You know, all the stresses you can possible get. It's not right, I DON'T LIKE IT and once again, I'm not good.

laters,..

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I Have Great Dancing Skills

The sound of the pitter-patter against my window had waken me from my great dream. Sigh, I wished my morning was more fascinating than that. But it was just the ordinary alarm clock, beeping as it needed to.

Basically today was alright. I didn't do any work which was a bad idea but it was still pretty good especially that we had double periods because that was double classes of not doing any work. One thing which was really funny though was near the end of IST, I was listening to my iPod right and it go to Jessica Mauboy's Been Waiting. It's like a heaps good dancing song, well kinda but I started showing PJ how Jessica's moves were and how she would always do the same thing and I didn't notice that Jafar was right there looking at me and I was just like PJ! Well yeah. But i don't care. What other people think of me doesn't matter as long as I'm happy.

After school I had gone to the plaza with my couple friends, well apart from Sukhman so I was with him as we walked to the station. It was funny and like yeah. I don't know, I just kept my eye out because I knew papa was at penrith and he might get the wrong ideas, like this one other person (hhmmmm, kkkk) LOL, yeah. But it was fun. Enjoyable. :D

Laters,..
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sighhh

wednesday:

This morning I felt like basketball. But I knew the weather had something planned and it wasn't going to give me what I had wanted. Left house and walking in the slight sprinkle of the clouds above all I could think was BASKETBALL, BASKETBALL. Something which don't occur often in women's brains. In my hands I was also carrying a very flat basketball which was quite unsual but it was for a good cause.

Arriving at school I met my friends. All, excited for the day ahead. But during roll call, news broke our hearts. All Sport Cancelled! The cancelled repeated in my head over and over again. How did this happen, and why? Why today? The whole day I just dreaded it.

Double periods was gay. Then after school my friends and I went to the plaza and bought presents for my other friend who's extremely nice. It was fun. Then train; delayed coz people on the tracks. Went to H&R Block, got there to find out that it was closed.

Came home late. Procrastinated and didn't end up finishing homeork till 12 at night.
That's all.
Laters,..

finally

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Waking up this morning and seeing the sunlight shine through my window had made me a little excited. But after realising that it wasn't actually going to be sunny today was the buggest upset. I know I'm not much of an outdoor person but I still love the sun. I don't know why, maybe it's the warm feeling the it gives while being around it or the brightness which shines on everyone. sighh. I guess today's not the day.

After breakfast, shower and some cleaning it was back to sitting on my big ass and on the computer again. I know it's stupid spending most of my time on the net and basically doing nothing. I did get to talk to some on my special people though and it made me feel much happier after that big let down from the weather. How long can this go on?

Laters,..

another day

RAIN RAIN GO AWAY COME AGAIN ANOTHER DAY

After just three days of this blog thing, I'm starting to get the idea that it might just be a little pointless, but what the hell. I really don't care right now seeing no one cares about my feelings. Starting the day with the quick rush of getting ready though it was made harder because today was School Photos Day. Things couldn't have gotten worse but Sunshine with her forever wasting of time not allowing me to straighten my hair. Finally arriving at school trying to seem calm and relaxed but this couldn't be helped when Isuggested to the people around me that we should play the Keep A Straight Face game. By then, no one could keep themselves from laughing and I saw the joy that I had brought to the people around me, and this made me feel good.

Commerce was a drag, it wasn't helping as it was just slowing down the time of day, yet Iwas anxious to get my pictures taken. The gloomy weather didn't help, it just added to blue-ness of the day which made me bored and this forced me to use the wonderful technology and text during class, these days this is very common and as I observed many people was doing this with me. Next period was English, another assignment :( but my mood seemed to chnage because I knew that the lesson would only last for 3o minutes and then *click; pictures were going to be taken.

The thought of having your picture taken isn't that bad. I do wonder why people dread getting their pictures taken, maybe it's because everyone knows other people from their grade will see their pretty face, but again what's not desirable about that. First was the group photos and standing next to one of my close friends thinking that I would get to stand next to them made me even more excited, but this excitement was soon taken away from me, like someone took a lollipop out of a child's hands. Oh well, this separation did have a positive outcome with me getting to stand up next to two very awesome people and standing behind me were very handsome, young men. Okay, maybe that's just getting a bit creepy. Three shots was all it took and after that was the long wait for the individual photos, and when I say long wait, I MEAN IT. But the wait wasn't that bad, socialising with people and seeing people with their pretty faces and all dressed up just for this one day. Soon my moment arrived and in my head, I could hear myself saying Jasmine, don't stuff this up, just smile and you'll be done, hoping that I wouldn't laugh. Done, wheew.

Afterwards, I was walking with my 6ft tall friend and the not so 6ft tall friend, we were all laughing and just enjoying and having a casual conversation as my tall friend was fixing my tie. Maths wasn't that bad, I was with my not so tall friend and with her silliness, she had managed to make her white-out leak all over herself, to me this was very funny, but laughing was not an option when the teacher would have a go at you. But it was funny.

Lunchtime wasn't very eventful except for the hide and seek game we had played, very childish yet fun. It hadn't lasted long as we soon found out that we weren't actually being seeked so our game was soon ended. The rain, still continuing made me see the school differently. For once I saw that the people still got along and the gloomy weather hadn't affected them at all. After realising this I had come to a conclusion that I think I've gone crazy. Seriously, who thinks about these kind of stuff, but oh well.

Science, don't wanna talk about it AT ALL. At the bus stop, there was a different mood that surrounded everyone else. I guess in a way it had affected me, positively and again the bus was late but this caused me no worries. Finally the bus had arrived and happiness popped into my head, weekend, yes. On the bus trouble came to me. There's an important thing everyone must know about me, actually a few, but one of them is, don't take my music. Please don't and don't be offended if I say no. It's just me. But this occured on the bus and the worst part was they had said I HATED them, only because I wouldn't let them listen to my music. I knew the only thing I could do was move away and think about the happy things. My stop arrived and with my super unco-ness, I managed to lose my balance just before I get off the bus, but that was no worries for me.

Now, here, sitting here, wishing that this weather would change. Or at least move to the south where its much more needed, but I guess when it comes to nature it can't be helped whatever happens.

Anyways, laters,..