Zaboob.

It's Lara's birthday today. 

Gosh, I love that girl. A picture speaks a thousand words, I guess these would be a million.

Relax

I don't know where to begin. I seriously don't.

Sigh* I thought about it. Not really but after 5 minutes I still don't know where to begin. So I guess it would have to be the start. Right?

I woke up, like I usually do. It was freezing. I don't know why but lately I've been getting the chills so easily. I do wonder why this must be but that later. I did my hair. Interesting huh. No not really. It's just curls and it would have been the cause of me being late to the bus stop again but it's more important for me to look good than miss the bus. WOW I'm quite distracted. I totally forgot that I was writing a blog. How about I just say the following:

Jasmine is happy. Once again. She is scared that because she's been getting all these good and happy things lately that there will be a massive bad thing that wil occur soon or later in the future but something major will happen and she doesn't want it to.

Still like that person. Hey I can't help who I like. Uhm happy that I got SRC. Italian was good. I mean it wasn't how I planned it but I didn't actually plan it so yeah. And Sumeet and Anavi, you guys are so cute, but the things I heard, gosh you two. Apart from that I'm really happy and I'm scared something will happen. Like Mr. Beves said with Negative Gearing: High Gain, High Loss.

The holidays are here. I don't know why I'm leaving so much gaps in this blog. Maybe I'm just out of it. Probably. So many things planned. I don't know where to begin so I won't begin. I'll just wait for it to happen and be satisfied with that. Until then, laters.

confused,.. again



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everyday my blogs have been getting shorter and shorter but like anyone cares about that, maimly because they would have to read less and they seem less boring when theyre short & sweet. Ha, unlike some other things.

hmm. i guess i'l begin with today i went to school and it was an extreme let down seeing as i already had a pretty crappy weekend. mostly because of the eww smell of the hair dye. and i dyed my hair. it's like so not obvious and i actually don't think no one has noticed. on the good side, my parents won't realise that i dyed my hair behind their back.

really, all i wanted to say was i just want to get all this over and done with. how long can someone last liking someone and not telling them. plus the fact i make it obvious enough for the second party to realise that hello, i like you! And as if my life couldn't get complicated enough, i have to cram in all my assignments and other stuffs which i particulary don't want to have to cram in.

so basically if you are reading this i love you, but you just don't know who you are just yet. I guess it'll just have to wait after all the assignments and shit that got to do. and my head hurts too. another complicated reason which i'm not gonna go into now.

and OMG, sumeet she tries so hard these days like it's not even funny no more. shameful.

so... laters,..