Sunday, August 30, 2009
Final Farewell
Saturday, August 29, 2009
Cecile-Ann is Cool
Thursday, August 27, 2009
:)
Katrina pag binabasa mo ito sinulat ko to para ikaw lang an pwede bumasa, baka si Jensen din. Pero ayaw ko na dito. Palagi ko na sinsabi sayo to at tama ako. Hindi talaga dapat ako dito. Gusto ko nang umuwi sa mga tao na talagang minamahal ako. And pakirandam ko ay ako lang nag iisa dito. Hindi ko na alam kung sino ma tiwala ko. Nakakaiinis na. Ano man. Maganda ka yung bansa na ito. Eh yung mga tao, hindi. Aish.
miss na kita jensen. punta ka dito para meron akong kausap at meron na isang tao na mabait saakin. heheh. hindi tama ung word na ginamit ko. bahala na nga.
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Good?
Just Jasmine.
...it was just a few months ago the couples in our grade seemed to soar, now they seem to be dying...
Sunday, August 23, 2009
Pickup Lines
IF ANY OF THESE WORK you can leave a mobile number :)
While I was walking a handsome man asked me:
'Hey, are you the goddess of fire?'
I replied:
'No I am not, why?'
He replied:
'Oh, I'm sorry, cause your damn hot!'
Fortune Cookie:
Your going to be lucky this year...
...If you'll be mine.
Can I take you clothes off?
Even if it's just once.
If you feel tired and dizzy
and your craving for something sweet
all the time,
I know what the problem is...
You're suffereing from a defficiency of...
VITAMIN ME!
Corniest of them all (sorry guys, doesnt make sense in English):
'Miss, alam mo ba.
Hindi tayo tao.
Hindi tayo hayop.
At hindi tayo halaman.
Bagay tayo. BAGAY!'
The doctor said my heart condition wil get worse.
He said there are two options:
Either ICU
or U C me.
Hey can I get your picture.
Cause I want to show Santa what I want for Christmas.
My favourite letter is V.
Becuase it's next to U.
If the real meaning of Christmas is peace, love and joy then that means your name should be Christmas because that's what you bring into my life.
Kung posporo ka, at posporo ako...
Match tayo !
Did you eat sugar?
Cause your smile is so sweet.
Do you have keyboard in your blood?
Because your my type.
I'm calling the police.
You stole my heart.
Are you a dictionary?
Because you add meaning to my life.
I lost my number.
Can I have yours?
I forgot your name.
Can I call you mine?
Do you have an eraser?
Because I can't erase you from my mind.
Girl: Excuse me handsome. You look like someone.
Boy: Who?
Girl: My next boyfriend.
Hope you enjoyed them !
Peace out!
Friday, August 21, 2009
Japanese Marshmallow Game
For those people who aren't feeling what I'm feeling right now though here's something just for you. It's another YouTube clip Fritz showed me last week and it's damn hilarious right and yeah. Just watch it. It's basically two japanese teams (one read, one blue) and they try to eat the marshmallow and watching it would just be the best thing to do. HAHA
Monday, August 17, 2009
Something to Cheer ME up.
WATCH THE VIDEOS !
I don't care if you don't have time. MAKE TIME!
If I have the time to upload them, so should you to watch them.
Gosh.
Sunday, August 16, 2009
Gosh
Saturday, August 15, 2009
Awesome
Friday, August 14, 2009
Full
I'm at tita mayet's house. dont want to say much. just chilling with people and i know that they're all faking it. uncle bill was cool. and heaps nice. we all loved him.
apart from that. yummy food.
nothing else really.
cept today at school was good.
non eventful but good.
stupid gurjot punched me tho.
thats twice now.
takecare.
Thursday, August 13, 2009
You Guessed It
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Stop Hiding
I'm sick of being me sometimes. I overdo things and I can't see how people are feeling and their reactions to what I'm doing and at times I go way over the top. I take things too far and obviously that's not fair to people. Anyways talking to my new found friend (and btw. did you read that, it's just friends. Nothing more nothing less, on my side of the whole thing anyway). He's really nice and kinda reminded me of those times, times when I'd have the person all to myself and no one else in the world existed and you can talk about anything non stop. I'm glad. Too bad today kinda well it wasn't like my previous night. Still great but you know not that best day ever. HAHA. I miss Jensen. Not that I talk to him often. Maybe that's why. Too bad we're seperated by 500km of land and another 300km of oceans and countries. And the fact that we are kinda close. Nothing would ever happen yet I know my parents that if I ever found someone like him they would approve and be happy because he's such a gentleman and knows how to make a woman feel like a damn woman and make her happy.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Not Right
I'm kinda having thoughts on what, scratch that. I just don't like it. And uhm, well other people are awesome but not everyone is special. No one gets what I mean because I'm confusing so good. But if you do understand what I mean then you get me and no need to tell me and great work.
Really annoyed right now. At school, at people, at life.
it's true. I'm shit at life.
So yesterday right. I told everyone about the Pat and Sandon story. Well that's a lie. I summarised it and practically left out all the feelings and emotion in the story. Here's what really happened.
One fine day after Patrick found out that his true man has left him for some bogan he felt lonely and just couldn't live life anymore. Lucky for him, his bed buddy, Sandon, was there to make him feel better. In his quest he suggested that they play hit a ball with a ball. This required them to throw a ball at each other's balls. At first it was just simple fun and games but soon it turned into an event which everyone began to watch. It was a nailbiting game, many of the shots off the target by a few centimetres. The bags came off everyone was moving in closer to get a greater view, suddenly Sandon's bus arrived and Pat had the last shot. He shoots but Sandon decides to be a chicken and moves when the ball was about to get him. Wow, what an experience.
Monday, August 10, 2009
...Continued from Previous post:
Firstly my today was not that great. Maybe because in contrast with yeserday or maybe other reasons, or maybe I just feel crap and I'm seriously craving chocolate. Any reasons will do me just fine. So that's how my day went. Just one funny mention about Pat and Sandon. They're such idiots. At the bus stop they started throwing the basketball to each other and they tried to get each other's balls. Apparantly my mum saw Sukhman and Sumeet at the thing today and she likes em. Er... Of all of my friends that she has to be nice to..them ? HAHA, kidding. She said congrats btw.
So yesterday we woke up early to catch like a train a 6.30 or something like that and it was an express. We met Anavi and Sukhman there and at Sevo Himmat joined the club. It was funny on the train with just random talking and shit and as you can see on the pictures on the previous blog we looked like we were having fun. We got to Museum and got off and man was it packed. People everywhere, seriously. It was so easy to get lost. We found a spot and that's when everyone started stripping. Well more me. I was so embarrassed because Jasmine said it was fine to wear short shorts and so I wore short shorts and they were too short. EEEP. Afterwards we put our bags away and stuff as such and we were just in a circle talking to one another. Soon, the races were going to begin and we made our way to the starting lines and the parent's took us to th wrong one (the blue one) and like we had to cut through the crowd and climb up a wall (where Jasmine nearly got dropped on by this chick) and made our way to the yellow one only to find out that it was the Red/Green one. So we continued our journey and soon we made it to the yellow starting points and that's where we lost Sukhman. He's such a dumbass. Seriously. We told him we're in front of the church (there's only one church) doesn't come to us so he says he's under the traffic lights (there's a like 10 of 'em) and yeah. We ended up finding him, which was such a shame really. When we were finally all together we went to the starting place and the thing gunned. Started ? Yeah. And we ran, kinda. It was crowded for a while so it was kinda hard to get through the people. And my shirt kept rising up so I slowed down. I also began to get tired. In the end I just super slowed down. Anavi's nice though. She stayed behind and ran with me the whole way (not actualy run, but yeahh). We saw Jasmine and Himmat later on and they too ran away but we didn't mind. I kinda did because I didn't want Anavi to have a slow time because she wanted to stay and run with me. I'm not going to go through every detail of the run. Just like the main events. The running, then stopping then pouring water over ourselves and her jellybeans, D&M moments, the 'nearly' crying and Call MUM. Everything was good. And we musn't forget the I'm sorrys. There must've been a few hundred of those. HAHA. Overall it was pretty good. I just feel really bad that shehad to stay and run with me. I know she would have done better if she just ran off without me but she wanted to stay so I'm grateful for that. Ooh, and the motivations. HAHA couldn't forget those. In the end I just wanted to run to the beach and the last kilometre was the worst. I couldn't even run the whole thing without being in super pain.
The beach was awesome but like I could hardly walk. I got free food from CityRail even though I'm not part of that group well technically I am but yeah. Then playing on the sand and in the water. It was a shame no one wanted to go dip in the water so I ended up not doing that. Then we went back on the sand. Redbull. Harry and the sand getting on everyone. The memorable memorial thingo on the sand by Jasmine. Himmat trying to bury the chair. It was all good. Soon it was going to end and we made our was to the bus depot and just merged into the line and went to St James. Half got on and half didn't. Thanks to Harry of course. (ha love that kid) And yeah. Since then the group just became half. At Cenral got ice cream and started talking to Jasmine, Anavi and *mindblank* can't think of her name atm. When I do I'll write it randomly. Yeah. It was funny cause she teased Harry and bribed him and everything. And then after an hour or so on the train we got to Penrith where I got a call from my dad saying he's coming to pick me up. He has such good timing and I love/hate it at the same time. So that would have to be the worst part of my day. I was so looking forward to that shower too. Hehe. *it's GUDDU.
more pictures:

Sunday, August 9, 2009
city2surf
i'd like to say that today was fun with many memories happening today. but like ican't be bothered talking about it all.
thanks for everyone. special mentions to jasmine & anavi. details tomorrow. i'm tired & sleepy.
here are some pictures. (on the train only)
Saturday, August 8, 2009
This is What You Call Fun
Friday, August 7, 2009
Stupid People
Come ti chiami? - What's your name?
Prendi mio a Italia? - Take me to Italy?
After those stupid questions I did realise, not that I hadn't realised before but still. I asked better questions, I suppose. I'm annoyed at him. Don't ask why. Next on my agenda is how great today was. Not. Actually maths was fun. Mr Cantlon decided that Maths is boring sitting in the classroom writing all the time, so he made activities for us and the first one was the best because we were outside, in the sun and i was lying down on the grass.
Things have changed. I don't know if it's me or him but maybe it's the turn of a new leaf and there was never meant to be a me and a him. I don't know. I should just like not think about it so much. I don't want wrinkles. Or pimples. HA.
oooh. remembered this, yesterday with Anavi we were talking.
Curry buddy, that sounds funny :)
αντίο
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Maxwell St
Waking up late to a an eventful day, one which I hadn't expected. I'm so happy right now and this is probably why.
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
Giving Up
I’ve been lying to myself. I'm trying to show myself that I'm happy. The truth is I am happy but there’s times when I just want to cry because I know that something isn’t right and that I don’t really have what I want. But on that basis not everyone gets what they want. There’s just not balance in that. So, the reason I wanted to talk about this was because I saw Bilal today. Really, yeah. He was one of my classmates at my old school and I once had a thing for me. At first I didn’t think that I liked him and that I'm just a stupid little girl. But now that I'm older and more mature and realising my true feelings towards others I kinda miss him. We weren’t close. Well at one point we were. Me, Samantha, Tyler and Bilal. We were a group that was happy and hung around each other at lunchtime and played handball. Those good old days. But as the years passed I began focusing on my studies, Tyler & Bilal and Samantha on whatever she was doing and we seemed to just separate. Thinking about it just makes me want to cry. I'm so sad (the stupid, lame, sad). Back to the story. In year 5 or maybe 6 I had a crush on him or liked him whichever one and in year 5 was the year I started going down. The people whom I hung around were very influential and they were the so-called ‘popular’ group and I was part of that. And so I liked him. But because of my genius ability he treated me like a calculator and whenever he saw me he would always ask me multiplication questions which I found annoying but what can I do. So yeah. I don’t know. The same thing still happens to me. I'm still the same unwanted girl except now I'm not even the smart one. I don’t have any traits that people like; even my laugh is becoming more and more hideous as days pass. I think it might be your fault. Not just you but a lot of you put together. All of you have impacted on so many parts of my life which has turned me into who I am now. Confused about who I am and always doubting every decision I make because of the fear of what you did to me occurring again. And you know what it hurts. Bad. I'm not gonna listen to what anyone says. I know that I'm not the best person in the world nor am I the prettiest and I'm quite sure that I'm overweight and if you are going to tell me that I'm not overweight and it’s just baby fat or muscle then FUCK off. I don’t give a fuck what you think because I know the truth and it’s time for me to accept who I really am and see me as me without pretending to be anyone else and try so hard to fit in with everyone else even though I know that I'm the odd one out. The one who’s always quiet because she doesn’t belong. I don’t like that. I don’t like being excluded. Nor do I like being included because you feel sorry for me or because you have to. I just want to fit in with people who are there. I just want one person who I can rely on and is HERE in Australia. I know that if I was in Philippines life would be a blast because I have family and friends there and we had the money too. AND for fuck’s sake people I'm not fucking rich. Gosh. I can’t even save money. The money I have, I have to work for that and I'm annoyed now. This was just meant to be a heartfelt blog and now it’s turned into something else. IT’S YOU FUCKING FAULT. Why did you have to exist in my life?
Today was late. I don’t like being late very much. Now that I'm in SRC and actually got what I wanted I don’t want it to be thrown away because of the bus driver. It’s not fair. The day was rather short really. Maths, well it was maths. No ANGEL either, so I was quite disappointed. Commerce on the other hand, well it was boring too. But the good thing is that for once I understood what the lesson was about, the first time in a long time. And that made me feel proud. At lunchtime it was funny because Xu was annoying us and he was trying to kick the ball and he failed. Literally. I, Jasmine, the retard who just sucks at soccer, is better than Xu. Woah huh. It was hilarious. Sport was afterwards which was the same as last week. Full of fun and laughter. I can’t help it. I just laugh at the most random things and I don’t like it. It’s actually really annoying. Highlights were teasing Jasmine and Himmat’s goals, Jasmine’s headbutt ? I forgot what it was called. I'm pretty sure is not that. The thing you do when you hit the ball with your head. Uhm playing Around the World with Anavi which we didn’t actually finish, the freak bus which started vibrating and freaked me out (and made me look like a super idiot because I jumped out of my seat), my REALLY REALLY REALLY lame call about how I’ve made so many fail calls to Sukhman and I was like something about calling him on his phone. Basically it was just that bad. Then we got back to school and I decided that I wanted to go home early and walked really fast and still managed to miss the train as I have been doing a lot lately (the miss the train part) so I went back to the plaza and sat there with Jasmine and Himmat. Oooh, I showed them my arm right and Himmat was like woah that’s huge and he was like arm wrestle and he said it feels like I'm vs.ing a tank guy and I stopped and looked at his arm cause they were huge too and then I realised that he just called me a guy and had a mini go at him and then I slapped my head and then he and jasmine made fun of that. He then began to mock me and it was funny shit. Jasmine² couldn’t stop laughing and it was just funny. We went to the station and we ran up the stairs. Wow, was I in pain. But yeah, now I'm home so it’s all good. I'm being a good girl and helping my mum because I have to make up for tomorrow and I know what I gonna wear. Kinda.
At the moment it feels like I can relate to the song I Hate That I Love You & Been Waiting. I don’t know why but whatever right. HAHA. One last thing:
I'm over you, so get over yourself.
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Sleeping. It's Quite Fun
Frankly I was quite happy that today was going to be the SRC and everyone else Training Day. With the food and activities which was prepared for us, I was actually glad that it was held today. But seriously it was exactly what you had expected. A complete waste of time. Except maybe the Krispy Kreme doughnut (which I haven't had for a while) and the pizza we got to eat at lunch. Apart from that I could have, really just fallen asleep. But because I'm a good role model and I'm there to represent people I have to maintain poise and elegance so i just stayed fidgety. The day lasted quite long. Sad really. I didn't even get to do what I want to do because there are limitations in what I am allowing myself to do. At times I go to far and I'm just not being fair on myself so I have to take things slower. With that in mind I'm actually happy. Apart from a few minor things life's pretty good. I saw that and that made me smile and realise how good this life of mine is turning out. And the thought of it just keeps me smiling and helps me go continue the day (if that makes sense in anyway).
Before I leave you guys I must make a few notes:
- stop with the random and weird laughs
- think about others and their feelings
- maintain your organization skills
- exercise at least once a week
- keep chocolate at a minimum
Monday, August 3, 2009
Take Things Slow
I'm happy to have Jasmine & Shirine back too. LOVE, ANGEL ;)
Another thing. I promised to write PJ a story in IST ;) So here goes. Actually; a summary.
All she wanted was to be popular. No one saw this coming. Georgina, 16, and a complete loser. She didn't want it anymore and when she moved school she changed herself and her total outlook on life. It's not that she was teased or anything. She just wanted more, more and more. Somehow what she had just wasn't enough for her. She would use the people around her and take advantage of the ones who didn't know better or was just too nice to say anything. It kinda reminded me of this other chick too. I do wonder, how can they be so thick...
Working progress PJ.
Goodbye.
Sunday, August 2, 2009
It's Quite Cold Actually
So yeah, I'm stuck at home supposedly doing my homework. But it's so boring so I'm just wasting my time on facebook. It's so productive. Seriously. HAHHA. Next week I'm off to Jasmine's house and we are going to do City2Surf. I do not know what made me want to go do it but too late now. I've paid. So I have to pay $38 just to run 14km from the city to the beach. You know I could have bought so many other things with that or instead kept that money to buy myself a new phone. But no, I'm an idiot and decided to run as well...
Saturday, August 1, 2009
FW: Change Blogger Email
change blogger email.
have to do italian.
going driving.
one week to jasmine's house!
2 days till i properly see her again :D
CITY 2 SURF ! next week.
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