Title?

I've written so many posts that I don't know what to use as the title anymore. Goes to show, I really, do not have a life. Actually that has changed.

Amazing? Yeah. I have a uni life now and a work life. And I have created myself a new network of friends whom I seem to get along with, surprisingly. All this is kinda overwhelming and at the same time makes me really happy because for once I know that I actually do belong somewhere. I'm just making myself seem like a sad piece of shie but hey what can I do? I've made positive changes in my life, for once and made KINDA better decisions as well.

There's not really much to go on. I've cut off some communication with some peopole while others have cut theirs with me. I guess I can't really do anything about it except accept the changes in life because it's fate, destiny, stupidity, I really have no explanation for it. However, there are still times when I begin to fill up with sadness and emotion and it gets hard to hold back sometime so I cry. Simplest solution.

Onto brighter and better things, I went clubbing the other night. That's when I noticed the changes and the positive impact it has had on me and right now all I can remember is me smiling throughout the whole night, with no worries, no problems. And the best part I had the chance to spend the whole evening and even morning with possibly friends whom I will have for life.

To finish off, I'm just gonna say that I'm thankful for all the good things that have occurred to me, even the bad because without any of this, I wouldn't be where I'm at right now. Everything would be different and the chances of it being better would be the same as being worse than it is which is not bad at all. Whatever, I'm just blabbering.

new friends.

sexy babes ;D

What A Wonderful World

Had a pretty hectic weekend and following days after that just because of the new people which I have added into my hopeless and uneventful life. I've been feeling pretty good and I did something last week which I thought I was ready for and I was, the reaction just wasn't what I had expected but the fact that I was able to just let it go without feeling overwhelmed or traumatised just meant that I've begun to move forward and blah blah. Anyways onto better things went out on Saturday night started party on Sunday midnight LOL and basically made myself new friends who are wonderful and lovely and awesome and hopefully don't actually hate me LOL.

i'll give you fascinating

thank you to those who find my blog fascinating,

and because you think that my blog is fascinating i'm going to make it really crap and boring and just so uninterestingly not fascinating that you're not gonna wanna read it. basically this is week is like the exams right and to tell you the truth it's awesome. i've never been so happy in my whole entire life. LIE. obviously i have been but still. just sitting in the room with everyone quiet and ACTUALLY doing they're work. DUDE, that's so awesome. I finally get the peace and quiet i truly deserve. i think im failing with the whole not being fascinating thing because even i can tell when i'm writing it differently and i'm writing it the usual way i write it which is supposedly fascinating.

i give up.

i want to watch a movie,

but after making himmat's birthday movie i think i need a break BUT i want to make another one now. what am i gonna do now that i have free time. and now studying is so not an option.

and FYI:

im confused.

some people just don't understand other people's feelings do they?

x.

adios amigos.

Japanese Marshmallow Game

I can't help it. I just had to write a blog post. Like yeah. Stupid people no writing blogs because of the stupid maths test which was obviously OVER studied by everyone. At least it's over...for now. There's still quite a bit more work before year 10 is over but we live. I'm off to a relative's party which I really don't feel like going to at the moment because I'm pretty sure that it's gonna be boring and like there's gonna be no one to talk to and I'm just going to be bored to the max. I probably won't even be able to watch a movie on my iPod or something which sucks BIG TIME. I want to just stay home and watch movies all night and relax. Oh well. We can't always get what we want. Which reminds me today was a good day :) Don't want to mention anything except I'm happy. I know why and that's good enough. Hehe.

For those people who aren't feeling what I'm feeling right now though here's something just for you. It's another YouTube clip Fritz showed me last week and it's damn hilarious right and yeah. Just watch it. It's basically two japanese teams (one read, one blue) and they try to eat the marshmallow and watching it would just be the best thing to do. HAHA

Awesome

Today was and is still a wonderful day. Wait, cross that out. night. HAHA. Betche I know what Alyssa's thinking right now. WTH HECK IS WRONG WITH MY SISTER?!

I mean, today was good because it just was. Went to Blacktown and watched GI JOE with sister, and two awesome friends, SUGAR AND FRITZ. and they're real. Seriously I know people with the best names ever. I have a sister with an awesome name. Ok, chillax. I think it might be from the sugar overload because the lady from Gumballs gave fritz too much sugar in his drink then I ended up drinking it for him. It was funny too cause he bought a Child ticket when he's like 25 years old and got away with it. LOL.

For dinner went to Ate's and Kuya's house and I just laid in the their bed and just lazed off. It was so hot and it was kinda random plus the kids were getting really annoying especially Eugene with the constant I'm bored, let's do something, i'm bored. But apart from that pretty awesome. So much food consumed over the past two days. I'm now bloated. Gosh.

Oh, BTW: movie was OK, i guess.

:D

...Continued from Previous post:

Eamon Sullivan

Firstly my today was not that great. Maybe because in contrast with yeserday or maybe other reasons, or maybe I just feel crap and I'm seriously craving chocolate. Any reasons will do me just fine. So that's how my day went. Just one funny mention about Pat and Sandon. They're such idiots. At the bus stop they started throwing the basketball to each other and they tried to get each other's balls. Apparantly my mum saw Sukhman and Sumeet at the thing today and she likes em. Er... Of all of my friends that she has to be nice to..them ? HAHA, kidding. She said congrats btw.

So yesterday we woke up early to catch like a train a 6.30 or something like that and it was an express. We met Anavi and Sukhman there and at Sevo Himmat joined the club. It was funny on the train with just random talking and shit and as you can see on the pictures on the previous blog we looked like we were having fun. We got to Museum and got off and man was it packed. People everywhere, seriously. It was so easy to get lost. We found a spot and that's when everyone started stripping. Well more me. I was so embarrassed because Jasmine said it was fine to wear short shorts and so I wore short shorts and they were too short. EEEP. Afterwards we put our bags away and stuff as such and we were just in a circle talking to one another. Soon, the races were going to begin and we made our way to the starting lines and the parent's took us to th wrong one (the blue one) and like we had to cut through the crowd and climb up a wall (where Jasmine nearly got dropped on by this chick) and made our way to the yellow one only to find out that it was the Red/Green one. So we continued our journey and soon we made it to the yellow starting points and that's where we lost Sukhman. He's such a dumbass. Seriously. We told him we're in front of the church (there's only one church) doesn't come to us so he says he's under the traffic lights (there's a like 10 of 'em) and yeah. We ended up finding him, which was such a shame really. When we were finally all together we went to the starting place and the thing gunned. Started ? Yeah. And we ran, kinda. It was crowded for a while so it was kinda hard to get through the people. And my shirt kept rising up so I slowed down. I also began to get tired. In the end I just super slowed down. Anavi's nice though. She stayed behind and ran with me the whole way (not actualy run, but yeahh). We saw Jasmine and Himmat later on and they too ran away but we didn't mind. I kinda did because I didn't want Anavi to have a slow time because she wanted to stay and run with me. I'm not going to go through every detail of the run. Just like the main events. The running, then stopping then pouring water over ourselves and her jellybeans, D&M moments, the 'nearly' crying and Call MUM. Everything was good. And we musn't forget the I'm sorrys. There must've been a few hundred of those. HAHA. Overall it was pretty good. I just feel really bad that shehad to stay and run with me. I know she would have done better if she just ran off without me but she wanted to stay so I'm grateful for that. Ooh, and the motivations. HAHA couldn't forget those. In the end I just wanted to run to the beach and the last kilometre was the worst. I couldn't even run the whole thing without being in super pain.

The beach was awesome but like I could hardly walk. I got free food from CityRail even though I'm not part of that group well technically I am but yeah. Then playing on the sand and in the water. It was a shame no one wanted to go dip in the water so I ended up not doing that. Then we went back on the sand. Redbull. Harry and the sand getting on everyone. The memorable memorial thingo on the sand by Jasmine. Himmat trying to bury the chair. It was all good. Soon it was going to end and we made our was to the bus depot and just merged into the line and went to St James. Half got on and half didn't. Thanks to Harry of course. (ha love that kid) And yeah. Since then the group just became half. At Cenral got ice cream and started talking to Jasmine, Anavi and *mindblank* can't think of her name atm. When I do I'll write it randomly. Yeah. It was funny cause she teased Harry and bribed him and everything. And then after an hour or so on the train we got to Penrith where I got a call from my dad saying he's coming to pick me up. He has such good timing and I love/hate it at the same time. So that would have to be the worst part of my day. I was so looking forward to that shower too. Hehe. *it's GUDDU.

more pictures:

This is What You Call Fun

At the moment I'm at Jasmine's house and I'm lying down on her sister's bed pretending to be her. It's fun here. Seriously and her house is so cool.

Just a few things:
- City2Surf tomorrow.
- Jasmine's house is cool.
- I got a new bed cover.
- Picture :)

Stupid People

Firstly I'm not in love with Tomasso. Nor do I found him attractive. It was more of...well I had other things on my mind. Truthfully I wish I was attracted to him. It'd make my life easier. And now I feel so stupid asking him the questions I asked him. Posting it here wouldn't make much of a difference cause everyone already knows.

Tu hai a ragazza? - Do you have a girlfriend?
Come ti chiami? - What's your name?
Prendi mio a Italia? - Take me to Italy?

After those stupid questions I did realise, not that I hadn't realised before but still. I asked better questions, I suppose. I'm annoyed at him. Don't ask why. Next on my agenda is how great today was. Not. Actually maths was fun. Mr Cantlon decided that Maths is boring sitting in the classroom writing all the time, so he made activities for us and the first one was the best because we were outside, in the sun and i was lying down on the grass.

I'm excited for tomorrow and maybe the city2surf. I'm not quite sure but hey, it's too late now. Jasmine here I come. HAHHA.

Things have changed. I don't know if it's me or him but maybe it's the turn of a new leaf and there was never meant to be a me and a him. I don't know. I should just like not think about it so much. I don't want wrinkles. Or pimples. HA.

oooh. remembered this, yesterday with Anavi we were talking.

Curry buddy, that sounds funny :)

αντίο

p.s. Jeans for Genes day.

Maxwell St

Waking up late to a an eventful day, one which I hadn't expected. I'm so happy right now and this is probably why.

Well if I were to talk about my WHOLE day it would take me forever. So I'll just start at 4pm of Thursday 8th. I caught Anavi's bus right and we went to her house. I'm pretty sure her brother thinks I'm some kind of retard because everything that came out of my mouth seemed pretty stupid. Such as, is there a pole there? When there was no pole in sight. But yeah. At her house I was too, I don't know. I asked her permission for every single thing I did. We also had a snack which was just milk for me and cereals for her. LOL. Then she got changed and couldn't decide what to wear over her clothes and so I helped. Skip all that. Finally got to the car and in the car we were just talking about anything really. We couldn't stop laughing either and we started taking pictures. It began on Maxwell St and from then on, there was pictures. It was a long drive and soon we got there. Actually, Anavi's dad went straight past it and I knew where it was but I was no help at all. So we walked to the Barracks and it went really quick. We got our stuff and the lines were pretty short. On the way out I got these 'Business' Cards and free Gatorade (4 of them) and we went back to the car. Thats when Anavi's mum decided to stay back longer and shop and also eat dinner which was fine with me because I'm not the one driving. So we went to MYER and while her parents where shopping, me and Anavi looked around at the dresses and what dress to get for the formal. Once we went through most of the floor we went dowstairs to smell the perfume and there was this nice one. BOSS Hugo Boss's latest perfume and it smelt good. I still have the card with me. Then we left and went to the Apple Store and and we took photos right. After we got help. HAHAH. It was so fun. After that we had dinner at this curry restaurant and ate this nice bread thing which actually tasted nice. I was eating so slow and I felt embrassed cause they'd already finished and I was still eating taking my time. We left once I finished and when we got back in the car I was just so tired I wanted to sleep. I was telling Anavi how she succeded to get me tired and make me fall asleep early. Came back home at 9.20 which wasn't long ago. And now I actually am really tired. Until tomorrow.

More details on Anavi's blog. If she writes one. Which she will.

Sayounara

p.s. that retarded one was meant to be a scenery of Paris but it got fudged up.

Giving Up

I’ve been lying to myself. I'm trying to show myself that I'm happy. The truth is I am happy but there’s times when I just want to cry because I know that something isn’t right and that I don’t really have what I want. But on that basis not everyone gets what they want. There’s just not balance in that. So, the reason I wanted to talk about this was because I saw Bilal today. Really, yeah. He was one of my classmates at my old school and I once had a thing for me. At first I didn’t think that I liked him and that I'm just a stupid little girl. But now that I'm older and more mature and realising my true feelings towards others I kinda miss him. We weren’t close. Well at one point we were. Me, Samantha, Tyler and Bilal. We were a group that was happy and hung around each other at lunchtime and played handball. Those good old days. But as the years passed I began focusing on my studies, Tyler & Bilal and Samantha on whatever she was doing and we seemed to just separate. Thinking about it just makes me want to cry. I'm so sad (the stupid, lame, sad). Back to the story. In year 5 or maybe 6 I had a crush on him or liked him whichever one and in year 5 was the year I started going down. The people whom I hung around were very influential and they were the so-called ‘popular’ group and I was part of that. And so I liked him. But because of my genius ability he treated me like a calculator and whenever he saw me he would always ask me multiplication questions which I found annoying but what can I do. So yeah. I don’t know. The same thing still happens to me. I'm still the same unwanted girl except now I'm not even the smart one. I don’t have any traits that people like; even my laugh is becoming more and more hideous as days pass. I think it might be your fault. Not just you but a lot of you put together. All of you have impacted on so many parts of my life which has turned me into who I am now. Confused about who I am and always doubting every decision I make because of the fear of what you did to me occurring again. And you know what it hurts. Bad. I'm not gonna listen to what anyone says. I know that I'm not the best person in the world nor am I the prettiest and I'm quite sure that I'm overweight and if you are going to tell me that I'm not overweight and it’s just baby fat or muscle then FUCK off. I don’t give a fuck what you think because I know the truth and it’s time for me to accept who I really am and see me as me without pretending to be anyone else and try so hard to fit in with everyone else even though I know that I'm the odd one out. The one who’s always quiet because she doesn’t belong. I don’t like that. I don’t like being excluded. Nor do I like being included because you feel sorry for me or because you have to. I just want to fit in with people who are there. I just want one person who I can rely on and is HERE in Australia. I know that if I was in Philippines life would be a blast because I have family and friends there and we had the money too. AND for fuck’s sake people I'm not fucking rich. Gosh. I can’t even save money. The money I have, I have to work for that and I'm annoyed now. This was just meant to be a heartfelt blog and now it’s turned into something else. IT’S YOU FUCKING FAULT. Why did you have to exist in my life?

Today was late. I don’t like being late very much. Now that I'm in SRC and actually got what I wanted I don’t want it to be thrown away because of the bus driver. It’s not fair. The day was rather short really. Maths, well it was maths. No ANGEL either, so I was quite disappointed. Commerce on the other hand, well it was boring too. But the good thing is that for once I understood what the lesson was about, the first time in a long time. And that made me feel proud. At lunchtime it was funny because Xu was annoying us and he was trying to kick the ball and he failed. Literally. I, Jasmine, the retard who just sucks at soccer, is better than Xu. Woah huh. It was hilarious. Sport was afterwards which was the same as last week. Full of fun and laughter. I can’t help it. I just laugh at the most random things and I don’t like it. It’s actually really annoying. Highlights were teasing Jasmine and Himmat’s goals, Jasmine’s headbutt ? I forgot what it was called. I'm pretty sure is not that. The thing you do when you hit the ball with your head. Uhm playing Around the World with Anavi which we didn’t actually finish, the freak bus which started vibrating and freaked me out (and made me look like a super idiot because I jumped out of my seat), my REALLY REALLY REALLY lame call about how I’ve made so many fail calls to Sukhman and I was like something about calling him on his phone. Basically it was just that bad. Then we got back to school and I decided that I wanted to go home early and walked really fast and still managed to miss the train as I have been doing a lot lately (the miss the train part) so I went back to the plaza and sat there with Jasmine and Himmat. Oooh, I showed them my arm right and Himmat was like woah that’s huge and he was like arm wrestle and he said it feels like I'm vs.ing a tank guy and I stopped and looked at his arm cause they were huge too and then I realised that he just called me a guy and had a mini go at him and then I slapped my head and then he and jasmine made fun of that. He then began to mock me and it was funny shit. Jasmine² couldn’t stop laughing and it was just funny. We went to the station and we ran up the stairs. Wow, was I in pain. But yeah, now I'm home so it’s all good. I'm being a good girl and helping my mum because I have to make up for tomorrow and I know what I gonna wear. Kinda.

At the moment it feels like I can relate to the song I Hate That I Love You & Been Waiting. I don’t know why but whatever right. HAHA. One last thing:

I'm over you, so get over yourself.

Arrivederci.

2009-July-31

Firstly I find it pointless that I write blogs everyday just for the sake of it and who would want to read that. Secondly today was full of events, events which I will talk about.

Actually I just want to say that today was fun. Here are the main events.

• Himmat trying to hack Beves's laptop in commerce.
• Boring extension information thing.
• Chemistry quiz, once again; boring
• Finding out the italian guy was in my english class while i wasn't there and he even read parts of the play and sigh*
• mr. cantlon not encouraging us to do any sort of gambling
• Ducking the ball
• Traits we have in science
• Staring at the italian guy; non-stop. He would be the answer to get over any guy. Seriously. I can't take my eyes off you...
• Mum's friend Juliet and her fianceè/husband (i'm not sure) named Romeo.

So basically I'm in love with this really cute italian guy and I know that's like a never because who would fall in love at first sigh with me. Hmmm. And yesterday was Subject Selections evening and Fiona was supposedly at my house but I was kinda stressing cause I didn't want her to get into trouble. LOL. Left early to eat all you can at the band club. So yeah.

♥ Tomasso

I Thought Wrong

Like always I've made another mistake. A mistake where it's too late and I can't go back in time. A mistake people come up with the unimaginable things such as time machines.

Finally, all those weeks and months that I've waited to get what I want and now that I have it, I don't want it. It's just made things worse for me. I thought this was going to change everything. And you know what it has. The change that I didn't want. It's not fair. Why can't I be happy and have what I want at the same time. Today I saw a replay of that one day I was in the toilet because of my maths half yearly mark. I couldn't control myself and I just felt so alone and stuck. I didn't want to be there but where was I meant to go. Ever since, I don't know when ever since but I don't want to go into the state of unhappiness. I really don't.

Wednesday. Arrived at school; late because of an overturned truck. Geography was somewhat boring but I managed to maintain interested as the lesson dragged on. At recess I, what's it called. Oh yeah, I had a breakdown and so for a few minutes I disappeared into the nothingness. That's when I saw Ivy & Fiona and Ivy herself was worried she looked like a retard in front of thingo. HAHA. For second period we had that meeting again for the subjects and I was just cold and wore two jumpers. At lunch was just talking to Anavi then telling her everything that I had asked, finally. LOL. Then sport. Basically it was just people getting hurt or hit by the ball every minute (literally) and me laughing at them nonstop. And the wonderful thing was I scored a goal. Too bad it was an own goal. But I nearly got this other goal right and no one was at the goals and I was like a metre away and guess what; I missed :) So sport was really good and funny. After school, plaza and got mama a present for her birthday and yeah. I have to make a cake I just remembered. Day was...a rollercoaster. That's when I realised why I was so moody. It was that time of month again.

B-bye.

Long, wonderful & english assignment day.

Talk about an eventful day. With not just one thing on the itenerary but more than that. I don't exactly know how many but psht. It began early because my dad decided that it would be a good idea to use me as the daughter who lines up for him in his tax agent place in Granville. Lucky for me the line was already long and he didn't bother staying. So wohoo. Afterwards we went to my mum's boss's factory and delivered the paper and we just sat in the car playing with the camera which I'm telling you does not work because well it doesn't. Soon we left and after a short argument we went to Blacktown (after deciding that my two sisters wanted a haircut so we couldn't go Parra) and after going past just two thee shops from where we parked the car we were already in a store trying on clothes and that's where I bought my very nice and 'safe' coat as my mum said because you can wear it in winter and you can wear it in spring. So yes I bought it, and don't ask me why I didn't buy more. I wanted to but I didn't have tome plus nothing else I wanted would fit me and I just couldnt be bothered to ask. After that ordeal we went to the Asian Salons inside the thingo, building and my sisters and mum got their haircuts. It was funny cause my mum kept saying don't get layers, just don't and I was sitting there and they both got layered hairstlye and I'm just like, OMG. But whatever. It's funny now cause Sunshine's haircut makes her look like a guy, seriously. And when her hair sticks up she looks like Astro Boy. We couldn't stop making fun of her. I meanyou would too if you saw her hair now. Alyssa's hairstyle just looked good so I didn't say much about it. We left afterwards my mum got hers done. Time was ticking and I kept looking at my clock because I knew I'd be late to get to Kat's house. Anyways we ate lunch at a Chinese Restaurant and man the food tastes good and it was so irresistble :D yer. who cares about that diet. What diet you say? I don't have a clue. AND, and, after I went to the station because I was already late to Katrina's house and I was beginning to receive texts from her. It was not a good idea leaving her to wait. Even though she was just at home with the comforts of her laptop and other things unlike me who was outside, in blacktown station freezing because it suddenly got windy. Finally the bus arrived and it was late. I mean train. I cbb fixing that I'm in quite of a hurry. So I arrived at Mt. Druitt station and I was going to catch the 772 bus. Yeah and I ran and then walked and then I realised I already missed the bus. So yeah. Made Kat wait again. Funny huh. But finally around 2 i got to her house and she looked so adorable and cute, unlike me who didn't have time to get her own clothes and look nice. So I made her raid her wardrobe and get me somethign nicer and WARMER to wear. Gosh, she was complaining that I was taking so long when I had look my best. What if someone saw me. Anywho when I finally did decide we left and began our English assignment which was taking pictures of our neighbourly surroundings and playing with different camera angles and techniques, otherwise known as taking random pictures of whatever was interesting. LOL. We went to ersko shops and first went to the lolly shop. I couldn't decide. So many lollies. So little time. I remember those good old days when I went to Ersko. And in the morning I would go to the shops because I'd get in trouble if I go in the arvo and missed the bus. Then we went to the cafe place and we ate and chatted there for a while. And we left. Of course we had pictures. The funny thing was as we were walking out Katrina sees her dad across the road and says HI to him. It was funny because we weren't meant to be there and were meant to be taking those pics. BAHAHA. It was hilarious. Uhm. more pics then we went past Pat's house. There was someone singing inside there. I'm telling you but she didn't want to knock on the door. So yeah. Basically I had fun with Katrina and we're planning to have more English assignments. HHAA. Pictures later. When SHE uploads them, which I don't think will be anytime soon. LOL

Ow, I Cut Myself with A Round Lollipop.

I remember when that happened.

It's back to those days when my days are filled with family fun. Although it may come stresses with the screaming and trying to keep the 'boss' happy it's still all good. We are currently cleaning the house because my mum has friends coming to dinner tomorrow evening. I don't know why she goes heart out with the cleaning but I don't think they really care whether there is slight dust on top of the entertainment unit, nor are they even gonna go up to it and check if it's clean or not. But you know. That's who she is and I can change that. I just have to be thankful that she likes to be clean and not messy. Because messy would just be embarrasing. Apart from this day of sprucing up the house I also did my second hour of driving lesson. Which was more intense than last time because we were on a more busier roads and cars would be there every few minutes. I got scared of going too close to the middle or not stopping or just hitting something. My dad complained and commented about my speed. 50km/h is not fast. I may just be a learner but it's not fast. Neither is 60km/h. I don't think I reached 70 but I was driving safely anyway. So thats my second hour done. 180 hours to go.

Currently listening to: Believe/Cher

Exit

A new day a new adventure.

I was planning to write a really meaningful blog with heaps of content today but as time passed because I had to cook I lost my interest in doing so and now I can't be bothered.

I drove today. It was fun.

Transformers: Return of the Fallen

Uplifting, wonderful, joyous, happy, enjoyable, etc. That's how I would describe today. It was really nice and different. It began quite early for me. Well not really. Compared to my usual days lately, I would have to say that it has been quite early. With 2 hours to get ready I still ran out of time to get ready and arriving at the bus stop I got there early which meant I got quite annoyed. Hmmm. At the station I was waiting for the train, because I missed the other one, and when I arrived at the station there were people there. We got there before 11 and so I bought chocolate yum.

We watched Transformers 2 whilst everybody else watched other movies, obviously. The movie was pretty good. Except beside me I kept hearing, Meagan Fox this, Meagan Fox that... Hmmmm. Movie was really good though and I'm quite happy about it.

Afterwards the movie it was just random wandering around the mall and who couldn't forget lunch with everyone around that single 4 seater table. Quite funny actually. Well to me it was. C'mon 9 people in two tables, we were kinda connected to the asians who was sitting on the other table but yeah. Fine doesn't matter. I was eating so slow too.

More walking around the shops and me and Anavi decided that we didn't want to go to Rebel and she wanted to get a dress so I went around with her looking for a dress and then finally we got to Hipster and found her this really pretty dress which I think makes her look damn fine actually. Makes me jealous. That also became her birthday present from me so that was pretty good. Once we purchased the dress we went back up to onFour and went Max Brenners and ate, well chocolate. What else? Haha. Man, the chocolates gives you food orgasms. Hmmmmmm. After that it was time to go and the we said goodbyes. On the train was just talking and talking. It was like a girl's day out on the train cept it wasn't the whole day on the train and it wasn't just girls on the train. If you know what I mean...

Guitar Hero

Today was not expected. Basically I thought it was going to be another boring mama's friend party. And it's not that they're boring it's just that I don't usually have anyone to talk to. But today I made an effort to join in with the little kiddies. We played Guitar Hero and it was really fun because it was something different and it gave me a challenge. Man Eugene, he's like 10x younger than me and he's insane. Seriously. He got like 130 notes in a row or something like that and I was happy with 60. HAHAH. Low expectations. Anywho, they were very fun and I'm not a pedo just cause I enjoy hanging around little kids.

Need to save up money.

Stop making me happy.

Begin training for city2surf.

Pyrmont

"Can I ask for anything more?"

To tell you the truth I enjoyed my day and so that it can be ruined don't tell me about your day, how good or bad it was because for once I want to feel like I'm the only one who had a really good & perfect day and no one can ruin it. Although I received a few facts from people and who can blame them, they are facts. And the fact that I spent so much money on random shit, like always but who can blame me, I'm me.

You guys should read this. Sukhman was telling me about it this morning and may I just say, What a way to die:

A man fell into a vat of hot melted chocolate and has died at a factory in New Jersey, a spokesman for the local public prosecutor said.

The 29-year-old man was among four workers on a platform above the vat who were dumping in pieces of solid chocolate to be melted down, said Jason Laughlin, spokesman for the Camden County Prosecutor's Office.

"He somehow slipped and fell into the vat," Laughlin said.

Laughlin said the vat at the Cocoa Services Inc plant in Camden was around eight feet (2.5 metres) deep.

"At this point there's no suggestion of foul play," Laughlin said.

Laughlin says a co-worker tried to shut off the machine and two others tried to pull Smith out of the 8-foot-deep vat.

He was hit and fatally injured by the agitator that mixes the chocolate.

Very random. I could talk about how my day was really good but I've already said that so here are just some of the highlights from my day:

• Being on the train in the morning all by myself. I sound like such a loser and a loner but it was nice. I didn't have to try communicate with anyone and I could do anything I wanted without being judged by anyone. Walking to school by myself was a plus too I guess because I just listened to music and I decide the pace I wanted to walk and where to go next. The 'next' was actually McDonalds where I had breakfast because I didn't have enough time in the morning (probably because I had to dry my hair then straighten it)
• The bus trip on the way to the city was a highlight too I guess because I just sat there talking to everyone about the most random things. I swear I saw Ankita and Sarah looking at me multiple times, they looked dodgy. Lucky for me and Sukhman the seats he got us had extra legroom which means our legs didn't have to be cramped up in the seats, the down side to that was because my legs weren't long enough to reach the other seats that when the bus comes to a halt I would fly forward and slip off my seat.
• Pyrmont, well wherever we were was nice. I mean the rain didn't help because I didn't want to get wet but as soon as the sun came out, the day turned out to be even more perfect, which is just the way I like it. Walking around and seeing the city was nice. I mean the class would get a stare from one of the locals every now and then but who gives a shit about what they think. I didn't realise that the buildings in the city had so much meaning to it well I kinda did but not that much. Being on that wharf was pretty good too because it had this nice park which is actually new (Urban Renewal?). On top of that we got free lunch which didn't make any difference to me because I still managed to spend around ten dollars today.
• The bus trip home was pretty good too. We had more space because half the people were staying back (I wanted to as well but I was not given permission by my very own parents). It was funny because this guy set his Bluetooth name to Hi nigga and sent Aimee random pictures. It was funny as. On the bus we also ate lollies, the lollies which I bought, which in the end actually made me feel sick. Maybe because it was the orange flavour. Probably.

My day, to you may not be interesting but to me it was really good and like I said before don't ruin it for me. Please.

I like how the way things are between me and him.

I don't want anything to change.

This feeling is enough for me and it may be that feeling they call satisfaction.

So, I don't want anything more nor do I want anything less...

Wednesday 8-07

Today was rather eventful if I may say so myself. Here are the things which occured:

- SRC speeches

- Soccer

- Sport: Indoor Soccer

- Secret Mission

- Support for Australian Real Estate

*the last one had to start with S too.

Anywho this is my speech, more like my rhyme:

Hi, I'm Jasmine

I want SRC to be mine

I'm not a hog

My cat's called Bulldog

My sister's Sunshine

And that's my last line.

Woo, and yeah. Sport was good, OMG Alyssa won't you just shut up about him. You may think something (which you're right) but gawd don't make it so 0bvious to everyone and it's extremely annoying, seriously.

Secret Mission was awesome. Well normal but we got what we needed to do is that's accomplished. Hoorah for me. Thanks buddy LOL. More like no problem buddy. And thing was there too.

Australian Real Estate needed my help so I came to their rescue and I did a good job and ooh they might be offering me a weekend job but not 100% sure yet but I do want it cause I need the money and I need something to pass time, HAHA.

One last thing, it really disturbed me right. This chick on the bus. Her cleavege was just showing and I'm just like COVER IT UP but I didn't really say but she was so pretty and all that and she was lovey dovey with her boyfriend. Just that her stupid cleavege was showing and it looks good...SO WHAT!

Must not use my him to get over the other thing...

Obsessions

Call me.

Ever had an obsession where you just can't stop doing something because you're obsessed with it. Well at the moment that's my case. Actually it's always my case but this one is majorly cool. Anyway after Career's Market I went through the stuff I got and like there was this sticker I found in the UTS book and it had a sticker (LOL) which had a QR code and I wanted to see what the code read so I searched it up and now I have so many codes which I've generated and it's so cool. Seriously. You guys should try it (Y).