Think Girl

I don't understand why...I don't understanding anything in this whole universe. Someone explain to me why we have to find out everything and be curious and study every little shit that we discosver because it might lead to something else, then what, when we discover that it's like more studying and researching into some other thing and it just goes around and around until well people move on with their life. I don't see why people couldn't have just lived with their life but I guess that would be boring.

"it's like more studying"

I've been a little bit over my head recently, I think I know why, or I hope I do. I mean why else would I be like this, pretty suddenly too. And on top of that I really don't wanna talk about it so who cares. Just one thing, I'm so sorry. I really didn't mean to wake you up. Who would've thought that something like that can wake someone up. It's never woken me up before. Sorry.


and check this out: http://en.tackfilm.se/?id=1265715322398RA59

NEARLY

it's nearly a year since I first began this blog. quite odd seeing as it doesn't seem that long ago. anyways I already had something else ready but like I forgot what I wanted to say originally. now I'm just happy and I want to make this a nice post but that's not gonna happen so yeah. I'll just have to make it perfect. hehe






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go away

WTF are you doing? are you trying to split me and him up. we're barely
making it and you keep fn talkin to me. I told you already stop it I
DONT like you so why don't you just go to your girlfriend and talk to
her friken he's gonna get angry at me again and it'll be all your
fault. far out just go away.

pink egg

I don't know there's just something bout this egg picture that I truly like.. it makes me smile. doesn't it make you smile? probably does... now that I've pointed it out. bwahahah.

naughty

I'm probably the worst girlfriend in history. ok so maybe not but I think the distance between the two of us just makes things very hard plus the fact that he's always sleeping when I'm awake and he's awake when I'm sleeping. but I'm quite sure that we both try our best. well I sure do because I don't want tow lose him, he's special tow me And he makes me smile and he makes me happy. on top of that he's officially the longest relationship I've ever had. but I find that he's amazing. the things that upsets me the most is the fact that my so called friends are quick to judge me on the fact of who he is where he's from and how we me and urghthats just annoying. have your opinion just don't tell me. I'm actually happy for once and you go ruin it by telling me how much of a loser it seems etc. don't you think I know all that. don't you think I thought about all thAt before I went into this. I knew that people would judge me too just not my friends. I thought
they'd be more understanding and for once be happy that I got something good, that someone actually likes me genuinely and not me liking some guy who's gonna reject me and make me all depressed. far out.
whatever I'm happy. if you're not happy with my decision then stay the heck away from me because this is what I want and you have no right to tell me anything.

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when school starts my whole world will turn upside down :(

Christmas Eve

I am pretty sure that I probably will not be online later on today because of my busy schedule and will probably not be on the computer until after 25 hours or so. Which is why I thought blogging now would be a good idea. Anyways over the past few weeks a lot/little has happened and I say that because to everyone else it would seem like a little only but to me it has allowed me a lot of change and well view things a lot differently. Plus my attitude towards things has changed a lot and you probably wouldn't agree with my way of seeing things but what can you do, it's my life.

So today is Christmas Eve. I doubt today will be very busy even though I'd much rather spend it at home with the family cleaning and bumming around on the cold floor trying to cool myself off from the heat rather than spending it with my mother's extended family. Like no offence to them but they bore me. Plus the fact that they don't really care that I exist and only ever realise that I do exist when I've accomplished something greatly, which is pretty low seeing as they are my family. There are a few exceptions in this family, even though my mother would probably disagree with me but she can't control who I can and cannot like. So Christmas Party with the family will be a total waste of my time and I will be looking forward to the Midnight Mass where everyone is quiet and don't have time to ignore me because they have to listen to the mass. I feel so negative seeing things this way but this is how I feel. And being neglected by my own family kinda sucks. Like my family overseas I know how they are and I miss those Christmases with them. They were fun. And they wanted me to be there. And they enjoyed having me there. I guess I'm just asking for too much.

On the bright side, we will be going out to my mother's indian friend's party and well I get to eat indian food, I'm so excited because I really love that naan and I hope that they have Cheese and Garlic so like I will eat that but yeah. Something different from what we usually do. Day after, Christmas we will be going to other family friend's party which I'm quite sure will be a joy. See, those group of people, they treat as more of a family compared to our actual family and I'm thankful for that.

I know what I'm getting for Christmas. I'm kinda excited but not, because I've tried to control my excitedness so that I'm not like super excited for it and counting down they hours and minutes (even though I am anyway for the sake of it). Apart from that present though I suppose it doesn't really matter. I just want two other things that I hope I will get, those are happyness and a boyfriend. Ahahhahaha, happyness yeah, I really want that, and boyfriend...hmmmm, we'll see. I'm not really in the need for one, but whatever, a girl can dream right.

Other things on the agenda is the fact that I miss my buddies who all seem to be in India. Jas, Sukh and Kar, why did you all go there and leave me behind. You all could've brought a piece of me in your luggage and then I couldnt have come along. This way different parts of me will also see different parts of India, hahahaa. But man, I miss you guys so much. And by the way, out of all of you Jasmine is the best because she actually comes online when I'm online and doesn't go on the comp like 10-15 minutes after I've effing left. Goodness me people. I stay up late wating for you guys yet you go online even later. Whatever I still miss you all. I'm excited for the new year...

Which brings me to the next topic: New Year's Resolutions
1. Meet and SEE Karan.
2. Be fit.
3. Stop being so horny and dirty.

I think those are good enough. I'll add more later.


So that's all from me.

Merry Christmas everyone !

Miss

What does it really mean? No one will ever truly know.

JASMINE, miss you so damn much.

Stop being so stupid.

Christmas in a few days.


this guy, he's reading my blog right now.
he's pretty cool. he knows who he is too :P


:D

RollercoasteD

Aha, thats my play on words.

the past two days have been somewhat rollercoastery.


idk.


hopefully my family has fun overseas.
and.
today was epic
in a way that wasn't EPIC.

hahahah.

no computer for two days D:
scary.

Fudge.

I just want to explode. But no.
I have to do italian first.




this will be fixed in 30 minutes.
from 8.07PM Aus time.


WOW. i'm so good with my timing. Actually went back on blogger 30 minutes like i said in the note above. Anyways just a few things. Firstly why are people so racist. I mean grow up it's the 21st century nobody cares what colour or race you are anymore. EVERYONE IS AN EQUAL. It even says so in the Human Rights thingy. Gosh. Secondly don't judge people by how they look. Once again this ties in with the whole racism thing. Like seriously grow the fuck up. UH, another thing JASMINE,....YOU GROW THE FUCK UP. Seriously you're practically older than all your friends yet you act like a stupid 5 year old and the things you do are so stupid that you should be ashamed of yourself. Seriously. It's time to just grow up.

Apart from that today was good.
saw kochie & bridie carter and other people which i don't know they're names nor they ever existed.
overall it was pretty good.


gosh, the rain loves me.


who calls someone because they're number was on a paper aeroplane?
not me.
i just text :P

BAHHAHAHHAHHA !

Disaster.

I don't think that was the word I was looking for but I can't be bothered coming up with the right one and well it starts with D same as the word I had originally thought of so it's close of enough. Am i right? Of course I'm right. I is always right. See, left doesn't have I in it. Bahahaha, get that ?

I can't believe even after the formal I'm still having an argument with my parents about who chose my dress. I know which dress I wanted and it was clearly not that one, but they continually say that I WAS THE ONE WHO CHOSE IT. gosh. I really don't want to complain because 1. it's a waste of my time 2. it's too late now and 3. no one really gives a shit anymore. I just wish that sometimes they'd listen to me. And I know for a fact that I'm not the only one with this problem and maybe if parents put themselves in their children's shoes they'd understand how they feel. I mean I've learnt to put myself in other people's shoes and because of that I treat people the way I feel the way they need to be treated. BUT WHATEVER. so much for anyone's opinion counts. it so doesn't.


After today. I don't know. It was really hot but the school day was pretty good. Uh, geo, stuff went down if you get my drift, commerce consisted of STEP & STAB recalling that i don't actually have commerce on my timetable for today :P, PE which turned into GARDENING 101 and sitting in the airconditioned room for half an hour and science where our table fell asleeep during the film, btw, LITERALLY. so as you can see it was better than staying at home and cleaning the house because there wasn't actually any thinking or writing done just chilaxing. AFTER SCHOOL things got even hotter. and it was on. Let's just say, while waiting at the bus stop at the bus station i was very happy and satisfied. hmm, doesn't sound right but whatever. ;)


i'm quite glad i can still make myself smile.

no i have to make brownies, cz i owe someone some.

i swear 90% of the time i'm correct, my thoughts, my opinions, the facts i know, they don't fail me. yet people continually deny what i say. well people SUCK ON THAT. gawd.

Epic.

Wasn't what I expected.

Possibly could have been better.

But good enough.

Satisfied.

Though I still think I looked scary/


Memorabubbles:
the food, the pictures, the last danceeess.
gotta love that...









it ws rigged.

Gosh Sukhman

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that pretty much sums up my day.

Chi- Force, not G-Force

right now i would really love to blog but the problem is the thing i love the most doesn't have the same feelings towards me and plays with me for days on ends, as well as nights. it's gotten to a point where i'm considering to break the relationship i have with my love. but why do this to me. why now. i mean if you don't act like this to me maybe then  wouldn't be considering such horrid things. but no. you're being so unfair to me. like yesterday you were fine with me and today you seem to have a problem with me. why, oh why must you do this to me, i can no longer handle it and it's too much for me to bear. it's just not right and i want to live my life too.

OH MY GOSHNESS. this is really stupid.

the day has been quite odd. like really. it's been v. good but just v. odd. the school day, the events, the nothingness, the randomness, the everything about it. it's all been odd. good, BUT odd.





THAT IS IT.
i cannot put up with this.
will do proper later.
i love how i blog.
and it's continuous.
and you can expect a blog from me everyday
if not the day after
but the fact i never disappoint.
im so awesome.

19/20 is it ever good enough

i was just thinking to myself as per usual rather than doing someting productive, once again as per usual. back to  what i was saying, is what we do ever good enough. i mean why do we have such high standards of other people when sometimes even you can't live up to standards of other people and you complain endlessly of how unfair things are. i must admit, i do that. and i tell myself off countlessly because if there's one thing i don't like it's hypocrites and i am a hypocrite. though why can we never be good enough? is it because of something that we've done or do people simply dislike us to a point where you do anything to just make them leave you alone. i don't really know where i'm headed with this blog, but like life it's just going to keep going until something, or someone ends it. but that will be not now. i still want to continue. NOT BEING ON THE EFFING COMPUTER FOR 2 WHOLE DAYS HAVE BEEN HARD ON ME and i just gotta keep typing. otherwise i'm gonna eat someone.

there was something else on my mind which i just wanted to discuss but it's managed to escape me. sometimes i even manage to amaze myself with all the crazy jasmine things that i do. quite odd really.

it's time to let go. but that's not me. as in. i've already done that. it's your turn.

nothing lasts forever

my, my, that was the stimulus for english, but yes. nothing lasts forever and i think it's time that you let go of me too. i don't need to be your safety net anymore. you have another one now. plus you always have a backup anyway, though that sounds quite odd. but like i said, i dont need to be that safety net anymore but someone else is there so you can let go. trust me. and this way no one gets hurt. everyone is happy. i just want everyone to be happy so in the end i can get what i want. i'm sick of putting everyone in front of me (i dont always do that though, just in-a-way-metaphorically speaking) and i just want to be that person whom everyone wants to make sure is happy and satisfied and not have to worry about anything because people got it, they've handled it. but that can't happen and so my plan is to make everyone happy first and then because they're happy and no longer need to be any happier, they will realise i need to be happy too and treated the same way i have treated them, with love and care and with REALNESS. no fakeness no nothing that i dont want. i just want fairies and butterflies and rainbows.

WOWOWOWOOW !


i'm so out of it.
i need chocolate.
gawsh....



awww. damn it.
i miss you
talking to you endlessly
about anything
your jokes
my adventures
everything.
be there ...
for me.

Unfair.

The following two monologues are towards two different people. It is about a girl thinking about two people who she's unsure what they are to her. Basically it's just her talking to herself or in this case monologuing to herself. Enjoy. Uh, another thing, this is written in my language as in the way I speak because well that's how I speak and that's how I write and that's uh, how I make it interesting. Actually I don't think it's a monologue. Let's just call it a thingy. AHHAHA, a thingy.

Thingy #1

You don't spoil me. No matter how much you think you do, you truly and utterly don't. Although you are quite an awesome person. For once I can believe someone whom is new and different. Someone who lied about their age though. I still can't believe you'd do that just cause you thought you had the blood of an 18 year old pumping through your veins. But the things you do and say. It's very funny and I'm glad that well you Answered my question. Of course only you would know that but really I know your problem. And for the last time I'm not in love with you even though it may seem like it I'm just here as a friend just as you are towards me. I also know that you are in fact in love with her. I just don't see why you don't trust me that you can't tell me who she is or the fact that you complain to me about yourself and how you're opening up to me. It's ok. Really. Being able to open up to others is great because it allows you to release all those feelings which has been building up inside you. You don't want to explode from the overload of all the things which has causing you stress. Anyways off the topic (gosh, i do that in real life and my stories) back to the thingy (ahahha, thingy) oh my i have forgotten. Just stay awesome. And i believe in you. And I also believe that if you tried hard enough then maybe it could just happen. But what is my opinion. I'm just a kid.

Thingy #2

It took me a while you know. A really long time actually. Which is why I'm asking. Why now ? Why after all the things I had gone through would you do that to me. It actually is pretty hard. Especially for me. You know all the things I had to go through. Yet I'm glad that after all that we're still friends. Pretty good friends. Which is why, DAMN IT, why are you causing me trouble. The signals, the signs, the message, whatever it is that you are trying to tell me it's al wrong. And you're very awesome. Great. Although not many people can see you that way I do I'm glad that I do. Because really you are one of the nicest persons out there. Just stop being so unfair and please...let me move on with my life.


GAH. That's like fail. I need to try harder. Next time ?

Lotus

It's eating me away.

The guilt inside of me.

Yet, what have I done.

Did I do wrong against you.

Jasmine, Jasmine, Jasmine

You really have done it this time.

There's nowhere to go now

But forward.

Still, where that takes you

Is unknown.

MY: favourite word

Jasmine doesn't want this blog to be oh so boring and therefore has realised that she in fact needs to make it more interesting and suitable for the audience, whomever they may be. She will begin by speaking about her day and the main events which has occured. No, she cannot be bothered to do that and will instead create a story for those interested in reading it or disinterested in whatever else they may be currently occupied with.

A modern day girl sees the world as it. She lives by the rules of her parents and those around her. At times she may disobey these rules and go against everyone else, just like every other modern day girl. In her face it can be seen that she is filled with happiness yet something disturbs her within. Like in a cartoon where theres a devil on one shoulder and an angel on another, both showing her different paths. Confusion fills her and somehow, just somehow she listens to the little devil which manages to persuade her to the darker side. From that day on, she no longer saw the world as it, but rather than all the imperfections it had. She criticized people not caring for who they are and losing respect for everyone. She was out of control and yet she couldn't do anything about it. As the day ends and once she is in the comforts of her own room, her bed and everything which made up this different world where she could be whoever she wanted to be and couldn't be judge, whether it was good, or bad. She would cry herself to sleep at night, not wondering what she has done wrong but why no matter what she does it doesn't satisfy her, as if everything was wasted effort to ensure everyone's happiness and in the end caused her to relinquish as she could no longer do anything. She gave it all up, her family, her friends, her world...

my, my, my.

that's a disastrous story. i think i might stick to my normal blogs such as telling the whole world who probably don't care about how my day went and what i'd done throughout the day. at least i know that whatever i do write i can't be criticised because that is me and that's how i live my life.

boxing, i dont want to say it but I TOLD YOU SO (and not you PJ). I said it would be fun, but hey no one ever listens to me right, because i'm just me, what do i know. stupid stupid little grow who's meant to be mature and the person whom everyone looks up to as their role model. but no more complaining because i know that my complaints are useless in this world. i let it out in boxing. i was and still am tired but maybe it was worth it maybe it wasn't enough. i just want to keep punching something or throw something  or anything because clearly things are still the same. i'm still the same jasmine with the same jasminesss and yeah. i'm making my dad buy me boxing gloves now. take it out on him. even though he doesn't deserve it, my family is the last group of people i would blame for this state in which i'm in. so boxing, it was good.

do you remember my friend. his such a man. i mean his name even says that he's a man. well he's terrificly awesome and there's no doubt about that. maybe this friendship is v. awesome and i'm quite glad that it is what it is. anything that alters what this thing is/has could probably make things worse and right now that would be a bad thing. so yes. highlight of my day. having a man as my friend. well wouldn't that be your highlight too. i can't believe i'm so mean tho. i don't mean to be. i'm just trying to look out for him. maybe my ways aren't the right ways but i try.


I want to box right now.

i had dinner today. like not outside in a flashy restaurant or at some friend's house. just at home with the family. it was like any other day. but i don't know i just realised it. we talk at the table. that's what usually happens anyway. except when at least one person is not in the mood. then there's this silence which i wish just go aways but whatever it's nice. best part, teasing sunshine and getting her into trouble.

I'm good at making stuff up.
Though I'm a miserable liar.

This day, has been quite even.

28th October.

Get it ?

dont ever again

no more asking me anymore questions and dont you dare give me any sympathy or any of that crap because i will tolerate it and do not, seriously  
DO NOT TELL ME WHAT TO DO WITH MY FUCKING LIFE

i am sick and tired of this school. i'm sick of the people who just waste my time telling me pointless things and i hate people who suck up to other people big time and people who are two faced. 

ive thought about it a lot and i dont have friends. i do but i dont. like no one that i can really rely on and be there for me whenever i need them and i dont know if it's me or what but that's really how i feel. it makes me cry thinking about it plus the fact that i have to lie to people just so that i will be left alone it's v. stupid but that's how i get through my day. on top of that i can't even maintain my studies. i manage to fail that too even though i dont have any friends. im so scared for my future that nothing will happen and i will be a complete failure with nothing. and it hurts. it does. it makes me cry, non stop. i try hard to live up to everyones standards but in the end i'm never good enough and i dont know why i waste my time doing things for other people when i can be doing things that could help me. but what good will that do anyway right? nothing. if things were different, it would be a fantasy. a utopia. but this is life.

but you know what the worst part is. i have nowhere to go.

are you all fucking happy now?

**excluding the two most awesome friends of mine plus one other special cockroach :P
KJK. :)

A Thousand Times Worse

Seriously?
i'm so annoying.
it's not funny.
what the hell is wrong with me.
see now i even said that word.
ai ai ai.
this is so not good.
at least i have the option to watch scrubs
which is what im doing right now
maybe chuck afterwards
just blabbing
idk
reallly really aargh ?
ok, thats so not cool
its 9.15
hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm
ah snap.

SHIT.

fact: of the ideas around the world only about 2-4% are original and unique. imagine that?

there are always many unanswered questions which include do penguins have knees that's hard one (thanks sumeet for that very wonderfuly site, now i'm just questioning myself every single second, actually i'm not. I'm think about whether or not i should make an oreo milkshake) humm. yeah. back to my story. while sitting here on my big fat ass studying for the exams, science ones tomorrow i was thinking about people and somehow i started thinking about me. how and HOW i've changed completely but not. like i was looking through pictures before and like just LAST YEAR right i looked so effing young. Maybe because i wasn't as chubby-bubby yet and so I looked young and all that and now I'm just urgh. As well as that me and me as a person has changed. I'm not longer that nice person who cares about other's feelings but herself and doesn't really look out for anyone else. I've noticed that. I'm meant to be an example not ignoring problems which are occuring in my surroundings. It's not right nor is it fair to other people. I've also become an extreme fake it's so sad because i despise fakes I just don't find it right how people can fake their life practically. It's so stupid and they make me so angry. So thinking of myself makes me so angry because i'm a fake and i'm not fair to anyone lying to them and just being such a plastic. ASIAN BARBIE but not as hot and all that. THOSE are other people which I'm not gonna even start on because I could literally go on forever about how much those people annoy the life out of me. I've noticed how life isn't really fair. But is anything really fair now? I've always like the fact that i'm different. But now that i come to think of it, i'm just like everyone else who conforms to society and join in the problem which we create then complain about including the smallest little detail. Like who cares people. Like the subject on people with nut allergies. Ok it's pretty preventable right. Everyone knows that you're not meant to bring peanut butter to school. Fair enough, but what if you had that for breakfast and then you talked to someone who was anaphlaxic (i do not know how to spell and can't be bothered to look it up) and they got a scent of your peanut butter after you've already brushed your teeth very properly and they started to get an attack. They go to hospital and yeh. But like can someone really be blamed for that. Or are we going to have to be restricted to what we eat just because of a percentage of people who can't live with that food. Don't you just think that it's unfair to both these different types of peple. If only I could make a change. I'd have to think of a good change first and as well as tht I have to get through this stupid science exams. Like what's the point of these exams. Ok, they test your knowledge of a particular subject. What if you just really don't get it. Are you going to get judged based on your exam marks. I certainly wouldn't that to people because I for one is very unpredictable when it comes to these things and my marks can range from the higher 90s to the lower 60s. AAARGH. i should study for science now and i guess this should be enough to let things out...for now.






.X
cge na, alis na ako.

just realised i never got to write the whole purpose of this blog. i remember when jasmine first began with himmat and the now of it. But somehow i can't remember the middle. Like how did i get from being an asian to a curry. things just don't happen like that but WHAT THE EFF HAPPENED ??!