Zaboob.

It's Lara's birthday today. 

Gosh, I love that girl. A picture speaks a thousand words, I guess these would be a million.

Boys Over Flowers

More like boys over me, or boys on top of me, LOL. Actually it's just a Korean drama that I started watching again after already watching it a few months ago. But it's pretty cool.

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من عاشق دوست پسرم Álex

so school started. and everything outside my school life just got fudged up. new people came, new obstacles appeared. at times Im glad that he's there but was he really there. I don't think he's trying hard enough and this is getting really hard. like it just doesn't seem like it's working and well it upsets me. 

how do I break someones heart when I like them...a lot. this is hard. why can't he do it. I could live with that pain but I don't think doing it to someone else will be something I'll be capable of doing. it doesn't seem right or fair. 

aargh.

Jasmine

That's my name.

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Throughout these holidays I can't really say I've been very productive especially that they're my last months of freedom before I have to maintain my focus on my studies. Nor can I say that they were the best and that I've had the most fun. Sad to say that I haven't been happy throughout it except during some moments with very special people but I can truly say that I am thankful for these holidays and what it has brought to me.


You know how sometimes people wonder, What goes on in her head? Well I can tell you it's not a lot. Ever since you came along my life seems so dull unless you're in it. And I can't believe you listen to what I say. Most of the time anyway. Plus after what I did to you, it just doesnt seem fair on you but I'm glad that I still have you. You take my breath away, in many more ways that one. haha But seriously I don't think you understand how much I want you. And if you did well you'd be happy? I suppose. haha Whatever, mahal kita and you can't do anything about it. Laugh out loud.


I want to run away-
I think that's the solution to everyone's problems. I wouldn't disappoint anyone and I cant eff anyone or anything up. Plus a lot of people would be much happier. I could run away to another country, if you know what I mean. Maybe watch the Winter Olympic Games haha. Too bad it's on the other side of the tower that I wanna see. Again if you know what I mean. Fudge what is wrong with me. My humour standards have sunk to an All Time Low. Oh my effing gosh. That was just dry.


Goodbye my friends.
My enemy has come to get me. School we meet once again. Whatever you have for me this upcoming year just bring it because I'm ready for you and whatever you plan to use against me to take me down.


Adios y te amo.

I am not...

i am not happy. i am simply ecstatic, joyous, over the moon, glad, full of life, but not happy. who am i kidding of course i'm happy because of many reasons many of which i wil not speak of.

MY WEAKNESS: sweet stuff.
yes, this statement or that fact is very much a fact and is my one true weakness. i cannot help but be a sweet tooth nor can i resist the temptation of the sweetness sitting on a desk waiting for me to reach it, unwrap it and slowly place it in my mouth as it melts. aah. the sweet taste of sweetness. gotta love that. it may no longer be a wonder why i at many times am of high energy at the most questionable times of life. this is of course aswered by the one thing that i have no control over. my addiction to the sweet taste of sugar and all the many poisons it has done to oneself's body as well as the image of this thing.

gotta love today.
halloween.
just take the lollies from sunshine.
:D



still having those random thoughts. really ? yes man. it's so hard to let go. even though people say it's v. easy it's actualyl v. hard and it's not like the problem has disappeared i've just hidden it and covered it from what it really is. can't complain though. theres people who have worse lives than i and although mine may suck i know it's not the end of the world and that im 100% sure off, for now anyway.

yummy drink

it's so hot and like it's hot. LOL
so im drinking my ultimate drink which i made myself and it's nice and cool and sweet and perfect because it's enlightening my mood. But yes because i was outside beforehand and went for a twenty minute walk. Anywho it was to get the present for one of my few friends in this world but whatever that ain't interesting anyway.

Here's a question:
Is it shameful to unbutton your shirt in front of a couple of guys without actually opening the shirt like you keep it closed.

It was funny cause I found it on yahoo! answers. someone asked that questionLOL

pj ;)

hmm. glee tonight. i can finally watch it.
yey.

damn, towers :(

must wrap now..


does it mean one still has feelings for him?

A New Found Craze

I'm such an idiot. I pressed Enter instead of Tab.

Well, lately I've been bored out of my mind, confused and not knowing what I should do next. Everyone else seems to be lucky always going out and have fun-filled holidays unlike me who is always sitting down making money for one day of movies with my friend. Not that it's a bad thing but I want something more exciting and vavoom if you know what I mean. Back to my story I decided that I would borrow tito's PSP because he hardly uses it now ever since he got his new phone. I swear he has so much technological stuff I'm ashamed of myself because I'm the younger one (also the one who is less smarter, that's now what I was gonna say but I can't say it now) But yes. His PSP is cool and the fact that it has built in Wi-Fi is even better because then I can surf the net while I'm on it. It's so cool and I've been very distracted from my life ever since I started playing with it, which was just last night.

Because of my very persuasive brother I also began to watch Gossip Girl. It's not that bad. Actually it's pretty good. After just watching three episodes I'm hooked onto the show and I want to watch more. Too bad I can't download anymore because then I'll get to the point where I'll get into super trouble. But the chicks are pretty and skinny while the guys are macho and to die for. Makes you wish you where there. Plus the clothes. So pretty. But we musnt forget the bitchiness. It's always there wherever you go and on Gossip Girl it's extreme. Ha.

Reminder: Download more Gossip Girl episodes.

The Magic of Skype

skype

With today's new and coming technology, nothing is becoming more and more impossible. This is because of those scientists and other people who work hard everyday to provide the normal people of the world with these wonderful products. It doesn't really matter what I say but Skype is so cool. Too bad not many people have it and so I can't really use it much. Lucky for my parents my aunties have Skype and so they can communicate with each other that way. Pretentious sounds like a good word. Back to my thing. Skype, everyone use it then add me: sealy. Yeah, I don't think that was a good idea. But whatever. Can't wait.

My day has been uneventful. As per usual I haven't done anything 'cept sit on my big fat ass and get fat. At least while sitting on my big fat ass I have earnt $20 in the past day. What a great achievement and now I have money to spend for the two Fridays. Apart from being on the computer I should also be studying so that I can catch up on all the work that I've missed out on. I really want to go shopping on Friday. Especially with chicken. Haha, 'cept chicken will probably just get angry at me for spending so much money...again. And chicken won't listen to me. I'm not pouring with money. I have to work for it, but chicken just doesn't listen. Dude, I'm so good with rhymes. I also want to go to Max Brenners.

Until then.

This guy's is a major hottie. To me anyway.

Lollipops are yum.

I'm on alyssa's computer.

I should get of it now 'aye? Uhm, maybe after I write this and check my email. I really don't want to be on the computer the whole day. It's bad for you. Btw, this lollipop tastes great. Reminds me of thursday and the memories I had on that day. A very random day. This lollipop is blue and it's very yummy.

Nothing done today.

Actually I did some maths. It got boring, so I gave up.

I can't hold it back because i've been waiting for so long...

I have your name in 14 blogs?

Relax

I don't know where to begin. I seriously don't.

Sigh* I thought about it. Not really but after 5 minutes I still don't know where to begin. So I guess it would have to be the start. Right?

I woke up, like I usually do. It was freezing. I don't know why but lately I've been getting the chills so easily. I do wonder why this must be but that later. I did my hair. Interesting huh. No not really. It's just curls and it would have been the cause of me being late to the bus stop again but it's more important for me to look good than miss the bus. WOW I'm quite distracted. I totally forgot that I was writing a blog. How about I just say the following:

Jasmine is happy. Once again. She is scared that because she's been getting all these good and happy things lately that there will be a massive bad thing that wil occur soon or later in the future but something major will happen and she doesn't want it to.

Still like that person. Hey I can't help who I like. Uhm happy that I got SRC. Italian was good. I mean it wasn't how I planned it but I didn't actually plan it so yeah. And Sumeet and Anavi, you guys are so cute, but the things I heard, gosh you two. Apart from that I'm really happy and I'm scared something will happen. Like Mr. Beves said with Negative Gearing: High Gain, High Loss.

The holidays are here. I don't know why I'm leaving so much gaps in this blog. Maybe I'm just out of it. Probably. So many things planned. I don't know where to begin so I won't begin. I'll just wait for it to happen and be satisfied with that. Until then, laters.

Good Morning

not yet.
currently watching Wimbledon
and chatting to Sumeet.

while making cake.
no, putting icing.

CHOOSE-DAY

WARNING
The following may contain blood scenes and coarse language.

I'd never thought that i'd be so happy about getting my periods but i am. ok. i got them just now and here goes another emotional rollercoaster ride for the week. Hmmm, i wonder if that made sense. If not, you get what I mean anyway. But, the only reason I wanted to get it was because I don't exactly feel like going to swim tomorrow even though Jasmine wil be there and so I get to see her, but I'm just lazy right now and I don't feel like moving up. I know it'll be harder and it'll be a new challenge but you know it's all going too fast.
BTW. I DON'T THINK YOU NEEDED TO KNOW ABOUT THAT :P

You'll never guess what day it is tomorrow. HAHHAA. Well I decided that she told me not to get her anything that I won't get her anything except for that large card that is not actually for her (if you know what I mean). I would make the cake right but i'm too lazy maybe I'll make it for the day after. Yeah, good idea. I'll make the cake for thursday instead.

Today was good. Normal and good. Just the way it's meant to be. No big dramas; nothing like that. It felt good. Wait except the green eyed monster was unleashed and *sigh. It shouldn't really be a bother but whatever right. I told Anavi, now it feels so good. I understand what Katrina meant by telling someone else now. It just feels so much easier and ligther. Thank you ANAVI :D THAT'S ALL!

p.s. i found italian good today. I mean i got a pretty average mark but that's when things occurred to other people and not me. I felt bad for some whilst others just scared me, but it's not my life and so what can I do about it ? and I mustn't forget to say that mahal na mahal ko ung isang kapatid ko na lalaki, kaso nga lang hindi nya alam. :P

I'm not translating that, do it yourself if you really want to know.

Musn't forget:
Beves: Who am I gonna make pregnant?
Kaitlin: ooh, ME ! ME ! (realises what he said in another way) ewww.
LOL

Max is Delicious

I am now 16 years and 1 day old. Fascinating. Not really. The day after my birthday isn’t that bad. It began with the usual, swimming and I just couldn’t find my game today. No matter how hard I’d tried I couldn’t swim to the best of my abilities which sucked because I wanted to be heaps good and not so slow. In the end it was still worth it because I was told that I was going to move up to the fitness club thing which is actually easier than the Bronze squad thing so I’m all good. That actually made me feel better ‘bout myself so isn’t that nice.

Coming home I was back to the usual routine of doing house chores but I was going to be saved thanks to Ate Sugar. She was going to take me out. But before that happened I had to help mum cut some pork for the food she’s gonna cook for the surprise party later for our family friend. But yeah. Lucky for me, Ate Sugar was going to take me to Max Brenners and oooh. I got food orgasms. HAHA, that’s the nicest way of putting it. Seriously. And I stole some of Alyssa’s food (which btw, wouldn’t have been there if I hadn’t asked her to come with us). In the end it’s been a great day..so far. I wonder what the rest of the day will bring.

;]