Question Mark.

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it's 1.03 in the morning.

now what heck am i doing still up.

Welcome Holidays

today is the beginning of a new era.


not literally. it just means that it's not the beginnnig of holidays and that's about it really. HAHA, so not funny. anyways gonna party tomorrow wearing curry clothes, or suit but i don't really know what it's called. jasmine and anavi coming, damn it have to clean up now. hmm what else. oh yeah. sukhman's presents. funny stuff man. im glad he doesn't read this because it was my idea. but my bad man. if you didn't expect it to turn out like that. plus i gave him lots of chocolate anyway so that practically makes up for it. hehe.


i like wrapping stuff.
because you know what.
im creative.
when i want to be anyway.

as well as that daniel tried to teach me how to kick the ball up so i can juggle it and man did i fail. it's so hard and i just couldn't do it and like it's so annoying because i was trying so hard and just couldn't kick the ball. gay, oh well i can practise at home with my basketball (cause supposedly, you can do that, hmmm). day was good. i just want to smile.


question: if the human eye can only see the colours of the rainbow but there are more colours which exist does this mean we can imagine it and how would it look?


jasmine, you're supposed to be completely and utterly over it but why do you act like that? you still try to live up to it's expectations yet you say that it no longer is. are you lying to yourself or are you really past it ? JUST TELL ME !


cge. buh-bye na ako.

Another Jasmine Theory or Questioning of Life or Existence of Some Sort of Something

I think Aliens exist.

Like Transformers.

the pyramids.

crop circles.

metals.

cars.

DON'T YOU?

July

A lot of things this month, too many that I'm not going to bother mentioning any because even that I'm too lazy to do. School, parties, life, all those things will change. Especially my life. It already has, for the better, I'm not so sure about that but you never know.

Is that all you can do?

I cry, I cry till I see myself in the mirror, seeing who I've become because of what you've done to me. Hey, I know, life's not fair, but neither are you. I want everything, but I'm not getting anything because I don't deserve it. I don't work for it. If only I could run away and leave everything as it is. Things would be better for everyone and one day, people would act as if I never existed. That would be nice, although that won't happen, I'm not fair.

I'm not making sense, neither is this stupid life of jasmine.

Which reminds me, my friend, I read your blog. There's no need to say anything more. I understand just as you hopefully understand me. Apart from that learn to just listen, listen to what I want and now what you think I want. I think that's it and I'm sorry.

Brown Hair

Here's a question:

Did it really make a difference?

It hurts

The feeling pain surges through my body.
What did I do to deserve this?

Hi

After reading numerous blogs I've noticed that:
-people like to post heartfelt stories
- recounts of their days
- quotes
- pretty pictures
- the most random things ever
But my question is, what are my blogs about ?

Please answer me that question. Cause I'd really like to know the answer to it.

Blogs

It's just another thing which comes into fashion. At first everyone wants it, then slowly it dies down and everyone just forgets about it. I think most things in life goes through this cycle. That pen on your desk, this computer, you. But has it ever occured to you why people are like. Well, to me, it actually hasn't. And I don't know why I'm asking this now, but I'm just wondering. Why can't we like something and actually keep liking it without losing interest. Sometimes it's a good thing and you feel that you've just let go of another stage. But other times it makes you feel incomplete. I don't know. I'm just in another one of those moods where I have to question everything I can think about. For once I should just relax and set myself free from all of this. I've been planning to actually but where and when...