Boys Over Flowers

More like boys over me, or boys on top of me, LOL. Actually it's just a Korean drama that I started watching again after already watching it a few months ago. But it's pretty cool.

Dazed

I think I'm insane. Some people are just out of my league. And some people are just not in the same country as you. Both these two things both have its ups and downs but I won't go either of those today. I just wanted to say this, while I'm still happy. Life is too short to hold back on things, so live your life.



After completing my english presentation just now it feels so good. That's one less thing off my chest and I can relax a bit more. Being at school today reminded me of all those times where I was loved by everyone. I was continually greeted by my friends and how much I was missed. I mean I expected it from a few people but not everyone. Gosh, it feels so good actually. That feeling of being loved. sighhh....



Disco tomorrow and Sumeet you know what that means.



Another thing which shocked me was the fact that I had only posted on blog entry today which compared to my other days is less than usual. Oh my gosh right?

Cupcake

Last day of the school and holidays and well it just doesn't seem like it. After watching Days of Our Lives i've realized I'm gonna miss a lot of things while I'm at school but then again school will be bring me more and good opportunities so I shouldn't be so down about it. I'm going to finish Inkheart then off to play basketball against those two sisters of mine.

laters,..

;]

NEWS

major news.

ok theres good news and bad news.
but whatever
no one cares
which is also a good thing

good news:
i no longer like him. amazing huh. It took me the whole day to think it through. That's why I was quiet for the first half/morning of the day. I was thinking hard. And I figured out that it might just be a waste of my time and it's not like he could have done anything for me anyways. And also looking at his bad traits helped me with that decision.

bad news:
the bad thing is, i like someone else! I know, it sucks. That really is the only way get over someone. But whatever. I hardly know this person which is a good thing, because now I know not to get any closer to them and I hardly see them, which is also a good thing. So getting over this guy would be so much easier.

Far out, I make my life so complicated. But here's how my day was.

This morning I woke up earlier than usual thinking whether or not I would go for a walk. Scrap that idea. Stayed in bed, then i realised I had to make myself breakfast because I forgot to tell mum to cook it. Oatmeal; delish. At school we arrived late because of the traffic on the highway but it was only roll call when we did get there so it didn't make much difference. First period was Italian. I didn't really do much. Just sat there thinking. But me being "sad" (according to Ivy, because my normal is actually HIGH) was worth it in the end. Even during recess I maintained my sad mood. During English, I continued with my sadness whilst everyone was watching Shrek. In third period, was kinda pumped, for the running. I think I'm crazy but whatever. My time, was pretty good mainly because I can't say it's bad. But I COULD HAVE done better, oh well. There's always next time. Sprint; it was slow. Again, oh, well. Theres always next time.

At lunch, I'd lost that sadness mood and went back to my normal self and even managed to NEARLY wet Sumeet as he walked passed. HAHA, that guy. Tried to hi-5 me again. Laugh Out Loud! But yeah. Science didn't last long. People just talking about their wide reading. And me, mine was about hamsters wearing jackets with nanowires to produce electricity for an iPod. Hmmmmm. Interesting ? Halfway through, we had Peer Support which was quite boring because we didn't do anything much.

Basically the main point of this blog, was just to say I'm over him. Phew.
later loveliess,..

yey ?

thinking...

it doesn't get you anywhere.

I've put heaps of thought into this and I've finally come to the conclusion that I DO NOT like him. sighh. That feeling of freedom and not being put into burden of liking someone (if that makes any sense whatsoever) But yes. Infatuation, I've beaten you this time. HAHA.

Now less emotional and drama stuff. Today was OK. But the stupid kids in my Peer Support group was extremely annoying that I just wanted to cry but at least I kept it together by showing good example (btw, this is still emoti0nal--> LOL) and we all got LOLLLIES thanks to my awesome Co-Leader who helped me keep it together during the day. Italian and Commerce, same as one another because people were NOT just bugging me except for the teachers to make it clear to everyone. But I didn't want to cause an commotion so I just kept cool. On the other hang English was really and extremely cool and fun. Sitting there reading and listening to my man's music. (that's an injoke, if you didn't get that) and it was pretty fun. And i recall him saying that You're on your way to Manhood. Well he said it with less smartness and funnier way but I felt priveleged, to be his MAN.

Right now (na na) GEDDIT ? Laugh Out Loud! Anyway, as I said before, right now I'm just sitting here on my big fat ass trying to study for History. Oooh and I've also made a folder of my weight loss program. I'm hoping that I could succeed because I've added information about health risks, etc. And there are so many and once I do succeed I'm going to help my dad. He's not like Biggest Loser kind, but I don't want him to get there. (teary moment) I love my dad and having him healthy along with my mum and me and sisters would be good. One skinny family. HAHA, not with Sunshine. But yes. I plan to be his trainer one day.

Ok, anyway,

Laters,..