yey ?

thinking...

it doesn't get you anywhere.

I've put heaps of thought into this and I've finally come to the conclusion that I DO NOT like him. sighh. That feeling of freedom and not being put into burden of liking someone (if that makes any sense whatsoever) But yes. Infatuation, I've beaten you this time. HAHA.

Now less emotional and drama stuff. Today was OK. But the stupid kids in my Peer Support group was extremely annoying that I just wanted to cry but at least I kept it together by showing good example (btw, this is still emoti0nal--> LOL) and we all got LOLLLIES thanks to my awesome Co-Leader who helped me keep it together during the day. Italian and Commerce, same as one another because people were NOT just bugging me except for the teachers to make it clear to everyone. But I didn't want to cause an commotion so I just kept cool. On the other hang English was really and extremely cool and fun. Sitting there reading and listening to my man's music. (that's an injoke, if you didn't get that) and it was pretty fun. And i recall him saying that You're on your way to Manhood. Well he said it with less smartness and funnier way but I felt priveleged, to be his MAN.

Right now (na na) GEDDIT ? Laugh Out Loud! Anyway, as I said before, right now I'm just sitting here on my big fat ass trying to study for History. Oooh and I've also made a folder of my weight loss program. I'm hoping that I could succeed because I've added information about health risks, etc. And there are so many and once I do succeed I'm going to help my dad. He's not like Biggest Loser kind, but I don't want him to get there. (teary moment) I love my dad and having him healthy along with my mum and me and sisters would be good. One skinny family. HAHA, not with Sunshine. But yes. I plan to be his trainer one day.

Ok, anyway,

Laters,..