i am not happy. i am simply ecstatic, joyous,
over the moon, glad, full of life, but not happy. who am i kidding of course i'm happy because of many reasons many of which i wil not speak of.
MY WEAKNESS: sweet stuff.
yes, this statement or that fact is very much a fact and is my one true weakness. i cannot help but be a sweet tooth nor can i resist the temptation of the sweetness sitting on a desk waiting for me to reach it, unwrap it and slowly place it in my mouth as it melts. aah. the sweet taste of sweetness. gotta love that. it may no longer be a wonder why i at many times am of high energy at the most questionable times of life. this is of course aswered by the one thing that i have no control over. my addiction to the sweet taste of sugar and all the many poisons it has done to oneself's body as well as the image of this thing.
gotta love today.
halloween.
just take the lollies from sunshine.
:D
still having those random thoughts. really ? yes man. it's so hard to let go. even though people say it's v. easy it's actualyl v. hard and it's not like the problem has disappeared i've just hidden it and covered it from what it really is. can't complain though. theres people who have worse lives than i and although mine may suck i know it's not the end of the world and that im 100% sure off, for now anyway.