I think for once I'm able to feel free and not chained and held back by any force. I know that for once I didn't do anything wrong. Which is nice. And I'm finally able to see the light. Oh lol I don't know what I'm talking about. But on the bright side I woke up feeling refreshed and somewhat relieved. I don't think I've had a dream that good in a while which is astonishing considering misery has befallen on me lately.
Whatever. I still have the same attitude towards life but for the time being I'm going to allow myself to enjoy it. At least this way nothing can hold me back from my true desires. Or anything really.
For those few of you who read this, I apologize for this insane post. I don't even know what I'm going on about myself so I would believe that this is the same for yourself but rather you're are all alot more confused than I am.
Have to study now, sadly.
