Showing posts with label HSC. Show all posts
Showing posts with label HSC. Show all posts
Thursday, November 10, 2011
Boys Over Flowers
More like boys over me, or boys on top of me, LOL. Actually it's just a Korean drama that I started watching again after already watching it a few months ago. But it's pretty cool.
Monday, October 10, 2011
Karma
"In popular usage in the West, karma is thought of simply as the good and bad things that happen to a person, a little like good and bad luck. - The literal meaning of the Sanskrit word karma is 'action', but karma as a religious concept is concerned not with just any actions but with actions of particular kind."
I was just reading Buddhist sexual ethics and found this profound and interesting.
HSC next week, there's no point in me ranting about it since probably every other HSC student already has, I mean WE GET IT, were all going through the same thing, you're no different from anyone else. Although if I was different, a good different that is, it would be nice, I would be unique...and I wouldn't be just another sheep duplicating everyones actions, thoughts and movements.
There's a lot going through my mind right now but I just want to be able to set it aside for a few weeks and focus on HSC. I do not need additional stress, I need to relax. I need to enjoy life and I need to do these exams. I cannot wait for the year to end. I cannot wait for New Year's Eve where I'll finally get a chance to set myself free. Heck I don't even need no party. I just want to be able to make my own decision and not to be forced to do things I clearly don't enjoy. I want to have fun with my life, with no trouble just excitement. And it begins next week. The exhilarating feeling which runs through your blood while doing an exam knowing that this can make or break you for the real world.
This is deep stuff. It feels like I got a knife and cut myself deep, releasing emotions suppressed in my body, my blood.
I can smell the fresh air, the sun, gazing straight at me as I lie on the green grass.
I was just reading Buddhist sexual ethics and found this profound and interesting.
HSC next week, there's no point in me ranting about it since probably every other HSC student already has, I mean WE GET IT, were all going through the same thing, you're no different from anyone else. Although if I was different, a good different that is, it would be nice, I would be unique...and I wouldn't be just another sheep duplicating everyones actions, thoughts and movements.
There's a lot going through my mind right now but I just want to be able to set it aside for a few weeks and focus on HSC. I do not need additional stress, I need to relax. I need to enjoy life and I need to do these exams. I cannot wait for the year to end. I cannot wait for New Year's Eve where I'll finally get a chance to set myself free. Heck I don't even need no party. I just want to be able to make my own decision and not to be forced to do things I clearly don't enjoy. I want to have fun with my life, with no trouble just excitement. And it begins next week. The exhilarating feeling which runs through your blood while doing an exam knowing that this can make or break you for the real world.
This is deep stuff. It feels like I got a knife and cut myself deep, releasing emotions suppressed in my body, my blood.
I can smell the fresh air, the sun, gazing straight at me as I lie on the green grass.
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