Bloated

These holidays have made me realise a lot of things. Things which has made me feel either positive or negative towards myself and the existence of life itself. But all those realisations, to me, right now, they don't matter...

Mum had a dinner party and gosh I'm full. I feel like my stomach is going to explode from all the food and all who came was just one other family. But the food was enough for a whole town in South Africa. Anyways I'm annoyed at Alyssa at the moment and everything she's doing AT THE MOMENT and moments afterwards as well is irritating me and I don't like it.