Here goes.

People like O to the M to the G.
LIKE FMGOSSHHHH!
how can you be like that.
must we tell you word for word
can't you just see for yourself
what you're doing
and that it ain't right.

how people get pissed off
at the things you do
at the things you don't do
and how you do those things
seriously !!! FMMMGGGGOSH !
it's not effing right.
it's not in black and white.

do you need instructions
on how to live a life
that people are happy with
and not always annoyed at
or is it because your too thick
i really don't know
but gawd. FUUUUDDGEE !

im so glad about this week
kinda. yes, actually i am
i don't know why but i just am
and that's a good thing
right ? or write?
LAWL. get it, cause i wrote it.
HAHAH.

damn you !
you're so unfair to everyone...

i love my friends :D


or maybe i don't.
you never really know.
but jasmine does.
hehe. get it ?
haha. another lame and dry joke
wait no it's not.
it's raining.
:P

Brown Hair

Here's a question:

Did it really make a difference?

Unfair

THIS IS UNECESSARY!



This is what I get for telling someone I like them. The feeling of unworthiness and just not good enough. Do I not deserve to be happy? What did I do wrong to receive this? Sometimes I wish that I never went to Australia. Now I have double the problems I had before. At least I expected it, but everytime I read it and think about it...I still have the same reaction that same feeling of being unwanted.

I know what it reminds me of now. You know how in movies, just before people die they say their life flashes before them. This is similar to what is happening to me. All those good times we had, I keep seeing it and it just makes me sad becaseu I know I've ruined that and I also know that things won't be the same ever again. Now matter how hard he tries or anyone else because I know how stubborn I am.

This is the first thing that comes to mind: shit. Seriously, there's no point in those (i forgot) now. He was the reason I could stay happy and stay normal but without him there's nothing that can keep me together and you know how stupid I feel now very. I need a new blog. People know thise one and anyone can read it. Gosh! I want to cry. I am sad. I really am and I just want to cry. And I'm not ok. Just, just don't ask me why. Aaargh. Now I want to scream. On top of all that I'm fat and that doesn't help anything. Aaargh. Stupid me. I'm a fat loser who always get rejected by everyone. I mean I don't mind where I am now but I'm not happy. Not completely anway. I know that people can't have everything they want but I would sacri... No, I wouldn't because I know I still wouldn't get what I want. I should just stop wasting my time.

I am now alone, and that I'm sure of.

Feeling Sick

Uhm can't blog long for today.
But Sunshine is so OMG.
She drops our dinner (BBQ-ed Fish) as she goes up the stairs outside on the dirty ground and like now papa had to get more and cook more and dinner is getting delayed.

laters,.

;]