It doesn't hurt to be optimistic. You can always cry later.
Basically, I said that I wouldnt blog anymore. It lasted for a while...then I realised how much I love blogging. I don't care that no one reads it. It just makes me feel better. Plus I have a whole lot of shit that I just want to get out of my system and like yeah. So hello and hope you do like my new and non improved entries.
I never expected it to happen this way. I guess it's too late now. At least I have you now, and no matter what you do I'm never going to forget you...
I played baseball like a few weeks back and sucks cause the first time I played it I got to second base, then thrid base then I got out.
The second time, I got to second base, then third base again which sucked, again.
It was all good fun. Then last week, on Thursday I finally got to Home Base and dayum it felt so good getting there. Well I got to first base too but like yeah. Just can't stop thinking bout it.
REMEMBER THE 8th OF APRIL.
The holidays are nearly over, and they didnt exactly go to plan. And I've managed to make myself think that someone hates me or dislikes me, but yeah I don't know about that yet. Plus I don't wanna find out anyway, because I really just hate talking about these kind of things. So yeah, at least I went to Luna Park. That was gooood fun.
I failed ENGLISH, like literally, to the max, to the depth of the world and I'm going crazy because I have not started that essay which is due in less than a week. I've kinda tried to start it but I just don't get it and understand it and I don't know. I am not looking forward to school because of English. The only thing I am looking forward to is the fact that I get to have my life back and maybe because of TAFE, that's pretty fun. Meet new people through those lovely kids. But yeah school, not so much.
I just want to go back to the eight of the fourth.
It wasn't long enough and time just went by too quickly.
It's not fair.
Stupid hormones.
Until next time.
400th post.
