Filipino

Swimming. Awesome mate. But far out, Julia's leaving and now we have Ashlee. I don't have anything against her, I just prefer Julia cause she's awesome. I tried my best today at swimming and still second. Doesn't matter just as long that I know that I did try and that my trying was its best.

This is just funny shit, when Alyssa was interrogating Sunshine yesterday:

Alyssa: Did you wipe the table?
Sunshine: Yes
Alyssa: Did you do it properly?
Sunshine: Yes
Alyssa: Are you lying?
Sunshine: Yes

Yeah, my sisters sometimes they jsut don't know what they talking about and BAHAHAHA to them.

Afterwards the swimming we went to the Filipino festival at St Marys and so people. Mainly filos. Hmm, I wonder why? Laugh Out Loud! And yeah. There was dancing and singing and food and mmmhm, sorbet; yummy!. Apart from that there was also a lot of socialising but it all had to come to an end even though I was extremely bored because no phone and MP3 player. While everyone else had one. That's wat papa was saying how you can tell their filos cause they have a nice car and their technology gadgets are heaps updated. HEHE.

Now I'm just doing the laundry and I think I might just check on it. I wonder what the next week will bring me. But until then goodbye.

Laters,.
;]

zone-swimming carnival ;]

i love this monday. (:

Waking up early in the morning for someone who's not a morning person such as I, is the not the best thing. Especaially walking in the night sky to go to the bus stop even though it was already 6am in the morning. Feeling really tired and having to on have 4 hours of sleep because of me suffering from

I CAN't SLEEP BECAUSE I'M THINKING TOO MUCH DISEASE

didn't help me one bit. Anyways at the train station sitting there lonely, at dawn watching disturbia, is kinda freaky and waited there for 40 whole minutes for the train. It was also quite boring.

Arriving at school were guys and of course my lovely swimmer friend, waiting for the teacher to arrive and get on the bus. The bus ride was actually quite quick, even though we had to stop at Nepean. Soon we were at Glenbrook to begin the long day ahead of us. It was a while before my first event, but my friend convinced me to swim for her and therefore me ending up doing 100mBreast. Of course, it was me so I was shitting myself because I was nervous and I knew I wouldn't have a chance against any of them. sigh. In the end I cam 2nd last with a time of 2.13 ?

I think...

To add to the day was the randomnest of everyone which did make me happy and I totally forgot about my problems and like did not realise that until now. HAHA. I'm so slow... Actually no, I'm going to prove to everyone that I'm not slow and I'm smart and good. But yes, I skipped the main event which was the main purpose of me going there because I couldn't be bothered plus the fact that I was actually tired and very sleepy.

The day continued on and it was soon time for the 4x50 Free Relay and I was excited/nervous. I mean I had to be good otherwise I would be letting the team down and I couldn't handle that. But before the race did begin, teacher came up to me and she was like Jasmine, as soon as you finish grab your stuff, dont even get changed, just go on the bus and change at school and I was just like OK ? The race started and I was the third swimmer and I was just like, swim as fast as possible and that's it. My turn, I swam, swam, swam, oh shit. I'm out of breath, then I slowed down from then on. But it's all good we ended up coming 3rd place baybehh.

The next thing I had to do after getting out of the water was run get my stuff, I only had a towel wrapped around me and a shirt just around my neck. On the bus I put on my shorts, which got soaked in less than a minute. Everything was just wet and me being stupid forgot to bring a change of clothes because I thought oh, don't worry about it, it won't get wet, WRONG. HAHA, so on the bus I was just wet. And I was also trying to eat a banana but the bus wouldn't let me cause it kept moving away everytime I put it in my mouth. Loser.

Back at school when we did arrive I went to the toilet and took my swimmers on and left my bikini on. And I got out and my friend was just like oh, i don't think I should get changed. And I was like whatever. Then she dries her shorts and dries it with the drier and this chick just walks in and looks at her, and we start saying, Swimming Carnival. Then she puts it on and dries herself under the drier. It's hard to explain but it looked weird.

We finally walk out of the toilet and then she decides that we should go to class coz our teacher will be looking for us. And I was like FINE! So I walk into the class clueless and obviously, what was I meant to do with only 15 minutes till the bell. Anyways I get in and the guys start laughing and I'm just like WTF ? I just ignored them and talked to my other friend who I'd ditched and just talk there till the bell rang. When school was over I was outside the classroom and one of the guys comes up to me and he's like Jasmine, when you came in we thougth you weren't wearing any pants (laughs) and I was just like shocked and my other other friend said Nah, she's just hot which I took as a compliment. Then as I was walking away another guy goes up to me and he's like Jasmine, when you came in I asked ******* if you were wearing pants cause it looked like you weren't wearing any and this made me very more self conscious because yeah. And more compliments and OMG's from my very short shorts. Laugh Out Loud, I'm not doing that again.

At the bus stop, just talking to my friend, pretending to be D&M-ing. It was quite lovely and funny and then something funny happened which can't be mentioned because if she does read this and find out I said something, I'll be murdered. HAHA, but yes.

The rest of the day was pretty good and now sitting here, again

Must do other stuff now.

Laters.

si, sei pwede

YES I CAN

I've always dreaded Saturday mornings and today was no different. Waking up early to the sounds of the rain pouring on the roof, and through the little slits of the blinds I could see the water running down the window. Oh well, not everybody gets their way. It was that time of week again, swimming and it's very fun, like trust me but sometimes I just get to a point where I can't do it and I push myself real hard to work.

Anyways I was just sitting on the bench at the pools waiting for my lessons to start and I'm sitting there, just thinking and looking around. Then I saw that no one from my group has arrived yet. I thought it was still early. I wasn't worried of going and there was no lesson, I was afraid of having a one on one session with my cool swimming instructor. Really, she's very awesome and extra nice, but it's the pressure that would be put on me. I was looking around and finally, people came, and I was like, whew. The lesson began and I was actually quite excited, but before that my instructor had informed me that she'd be away for 4-6 weeks and that we'll be having a different instructor. I didn't like that, because I liked her being my instructor. During the lesson, I'd tried, of course I tried, I didn't want to fail anyone, especially not myself. But the part which brought my mood up was the fact that she'd said what a great job I did in my breastroke. Perfect she said. After this was home.

Arriving home wasn't the best thing which had occured. As soon as I had got there I had to put up a temporary clothesline because the weather wasn't helping with anything. It took me a while to work out what I was doing (and after my dad had told me what to do). Lunch. Then I was just watching a movie Gotta Kick It Up. That's where si, sei pwede came from. Meaning Yes, I Can. It seems motivational maybe that's why I decided to include that in here, but whatever the reason it's good. Afterwards, with my luck my mum told me to hang the clothes up, on my great clothesline. That's when I started thinking again. Looking around, it made me feel like I was in Forks and how they always had poor, rainy weather. But I guess people there like it.

Now I'm just sitting on my big fat ass, writing this blog. It's kinda exciting. It's allowing me to be free from my emotions and still not telling the whole world. Technically, yes I am. But not many people read this; good.

Laters,..