Long Weekend

Uhh, this long weekend is so bad. I'm not doing anything. I finished cleaning my room this morning. It didn't even take me the whole day. By lunch time I was finished and was eating lunch. And then I read some manga while watching Imagine Me and You which had lesbian chicks which I thought was cute and nice that people could accept that. Then around two started watching my favourite soap and soon realised I fell asleep. Or more like I fell into a trance where I knew what I was doing but I just couldnt control myself. Hahah, that makes no sense at all but whatever.

My weekends now empty. I'd made so many plans yesterday one for pretty much everyday of this extended weekened that I had, now all ruined and I'm having the most shitty time ever. Well not really I'm just chillaxing and stuff but still. I wanted to spend money and eat food all day...not that I haven't been doing that already. But the main thing is I made plan with friends and I cancelled. I hate it when that happens to me so I hate it when I do it to them. It's not like I wanted to. Family and stuff, don't really want to get into it because I can't find anyway of making it interesting to read. Not that this blog is even any interesting, which is a shame.

Blogspot is a lot better than Tumblr, this of course is a personal opinion because, well it's my opinion, duh. My reason for this is simple. I like writing about nonsense and nothingness and expressing what I truly feel. I guess you can do that on Tumblr too but sometimes it just feels like your just posting pictures that other people have already seen and it gets so repetitive and boring. Plus as much as pictures may be interesting and can say a thousand words, oh this is what I told my boyfriend: A picture can have a thousand words, but Jasmine has a million more. I don't know if he read that or found that the least bit funny but I thought it would be a sweet thing to say, again a personal opinion.

I really want to do something. I'm not even going out tomorrow. I don't want to clean because that's gonna take me like what, a few minutes and then what after. I'm just gonna be bored again. Oh, I've realised that lately I've well not enjoyed but I like it better when everything's clean and neat. I'm not a neat freak but I think I might be turning into my dad. I'm growing into his cleaning habits which is quite odd because I use to be so close to living in a pig sty. I guess it's not that much of a problem. At least I'm clean and I'm no a dirty, dirty girl. Ha, yes I just had to put that okay.

To think that I couldn't write that much today, I've written quite a fair bit, yet again. Before I forget, RIP Elizabeth Taylor. I haven't watched many of your movies but I really liked the movie Taming of the Shrew where you played Katherina. Yeah, I really liked that. You had a great lifetime. I wish I could live a great lifetime too but of course in my own way. You really are a great person.

No more writing. Glad to hear from my that boy, whom I still haven't met. Far out, whatever he does though he's just so funny and nice and caring and why does he keep calling me cute when he too hasn't seen me because I know one thing for sure, my personality ain't nowhere near cute. Nothing about me is cute. I'm a sophisticated, classy, edible woman.

:)

laters bychezzz

Boring

Compared to yesterday.

today is ... boring.

seriously;

270 degrees

on a nicer note here is a 270 degree of my very messy room, (i cleaned it now). And only 270 because one of the photos effed up.

i'm bored ok.

My life is completely useless.

This is just something that I wrote yesterday. It was meant for yesterday but because I was too lazy to turn on the computer and type it up later. Fascinating I know. Just to let you know what I say does not have anything to do with me… Or maybe it does.

Here’s a question. Do you want to make a change in the world that everyone will appreciate in the future? My answer to that is no. I would rather sit or even better lie in my bed the whole day doing nothing except for maybe reading or listening to music. I am not emo or goth and I don’t have a death wish. This is just me. But my existence is nothing. No one seems to appreciate me anyway even if I tried to do something. And I also know that one day I’ll just be a memory at the back of people’s heads. This isn’t really a problem for me. I just felt like saying something. It doesn’t hurt to do it. Although it may cause a few tears it’s not the end of the world. But if I want to see the positive things in my life I could, and there are good things in my life. I don’t ignore it but sometimes it’s not balanced. No, most of the time it’s on the negative side.

Ok, so I have friends. I can talk to them, tell them everything I could possible think of and no matter what it is, at the end of the day we’re still friends. But I keep thinking what happens after school. Even before school finishes. Year12 is a very stressful year and I’m afraid that everyone will forget fun and focus their whole life on studying. I know that is what’s important but it’s not the way I roll. It seems selfish for me to want things out of them. I don’t know. What could I even do that they’ll choose having fun over studying for their whole life basically.

This is a simple recipe for chocolate cake.

-1 cup flour
-3/4 cup milk
-1/2 cup sugar

1. mix all the ingredients and removing any lumps.
2. Put into a cake pan. Place in a preheated oven (180°) for 25 mins.
3. Serve warm with cream or jam.

Two things: If you tried to make that, then woah your stupid because I made it up. Secondly if you read the title of it then the recipe it doesn’t actually contain chocolate. LOL

I get bored easily. That may be obvious with the random cake recipe that I’ve put in. I’m sorry. I lose interest in things so easily. Take studying for one. The coming week is our half yearly examinations and what am I doing, wasting my time doing nothing, listening to music and blogging.

I just made cupcakes. They’re quite delicious if I may say so myself. If you want some come to my house and I’ll give you a basketful. I’m going insane. That I’m sure of!

;]

Carpe diem.

I'm bored.
it sucks
because everyone's studying
and i'm not
because im lazy
and i don't feel like it
therefore
i shouldn't complain if i fail
because it's my fault.

that's a long sentence.
HAHA

see, that's me; completely bored.

;]

Wow, I'm Bored Once Again

You know how in every school there's a time when people have to do exams. Well this coming week is that time for our grade in our school. It sucks. Not literally because it doesn't suck on lollipops but you know what I mean, right. By the way, me changing font colours is the biggest disaster ever. I can't even get the whole world, LOL, word*. I'm just wasting time but that is already quite obvious. I really am just not in the mood for this studying thing. I'm not confident in what I know either but I'm getting sick of it and because I'm very smart, I'm the only one who knows how to have fun even though it's a stressful moment in our lives. More jibber-jabber but I'm currently insane and all I can think about is x = 2+5x(43-4x) and more but I don't want to bore people with more maths and more uneccessary things even I wouldn't read about. As you can see I'm just trying to extend this blog post longer but I'm not very good at making up random shit because I'm that type of person who gets straight to the point. Very much like my dad.

My mum, OMG, wth man. She got me so worried man. I thought something had happened to her. She wouldn't answer any of my calls and no one knew where she was. And later on my uncle didn't help much either acting like he cared when he was talking about my mum to me. He left us alone at home too. Which kinda left me in charge and I did a pretty good job of it, for once. I think I've grown up and finally accepted the fact that, I'm no longer a child and I can do responsibilities and I can be trusted, well depends what it is. Most of the time then.

I want to make plans to go out tomorrow. I don't think I'll be allowed though. I could like say that I'm gonna study with friends. But I don't think that's believable. Oh well, it won't hurt to try, right?

I'm friends with this person now. After that crazy me I'd gone through because I'm so stupid the wound between us has healed and once again made me happy. I love how some people can just do that even though it's not expected from them. Right now, I have 3 of those people. If you think it's you well it's not. Actually one of them may be you but it depends who you are. Apart from those 3 people there are 2 other people who are just too special to me that I can't actually categorise them. So maybe I think that might be you. But only one. LOL, if you get me, which I'm pretty sure you don't. So yeah.

This blog actually turned out longer than I expected. Not a good idea. I just wasted on valuable science reviewing time.

What is a current? It's the movement of positive charge. My bad, flow of positive charge.

Laters,.
;]