More stuff.

I want to be able to give myself a fresh start which includes removing this. I guess Blogger is the only safe place I can put it where I know in the future I'll be able to look back at all the things which has happened in the past. I sound like a massive tool but like anyone cares.

Oh Oh

Teenage dreams in a teenage circus


I think that line is absolutely nice. Also today I think I have alot more to say, which is a change because lately I haven't had the need to write and express myself and such. I know why and the cause of this whatever whatever but anyways no more rambling and get down to serious business.

While studying today, on my bed, Sunshine decided to annoy the cat and so it went into my room and sleep on my bed. It then started grooming itself and licking itself in places I do not want to mention. I did however start taking videos of it but I can't be bothered uploading it and sharing it with the world. But I just found it funny. Actually the cat did the same thing yesterday. It was on my bed and it licked itself everywhere and so I video-ed it and then last night I showed it to Alyssa who laughed with me. So see it actually is funny. But that wasn't a very serious topic thingy.

I can do the pretty girl rock rock
Rock to the pretty girl rock rock rock
Now what's your name?


I wish I could answer that and say Jasmine, but firstly I ain't pretty and I can hear someone going against that but shuttup bitch, I don't care what you say. Remember idgaf, but YOU'D GAF. You better get that because if you don't...I'll explain later :)

I think I got used to being with you all the time now that you're not here, damnnnnn, I feel so empty. Please fill me up again ;) Oh that reminds me...

The first time we had sex, HE broke the bin.

LOL, I found that so funny. Now everytime I see my bin, I laugh. Because it's just so funny. I wonder if that really happens. Yeah, I really found the most random things amusing. I don't know why. Oh another thing I remembered. The other night when Kat was here, we got up to mischief and drank pure cordial and after like 4-5 shots of it I started feeling a little weezy and it sure felt like I was getting a tad bit tipsy. I was even on cam laughing uncontrollably even though there was nothing. Anyways that night, omgosh, so horrible. Woke up with the shittest feeling ever, and my throat hurted and so on and so on. This is only here for future references. Next time that happens, it won't be with Kat but with you baby, and I'm pretty sure you'd be using it to your own advantage, if you know what I mean. HAHHAHAHHAH.

On a totally different note. What the freaking fuck is wrong with you? Like seriously. Get over it. Please. I know it's non of my business but when people dwell on such things that KINDA involves me it's annoying. Firstly I like to avoid such things but when you do that making people guilty and such, that's just a big NO-NO! Haha, but seriously. I thought I told you already, I don't care, so just I'm asking you one more time. Leave it. Oh boy, karma's gonna get me back for that. Yeah, dude, that really makes me feel good man. Uhm, and is it that hard to appreciate what you do have and just be happy with it? Seriously, I doubt you have the worst life on Earth and like yours may not also be the best, but don't you think you need to start seeing things on a brighter side or whatever the saying is.

No more of that mean stuff. My holidays have been really uneventful except when Kat came and the fact that I kinda got my boyfriend back. I should be a bitch and CRY everytime I don't talk to him. Or don't get an email.

FROM NOW ON, If sumeet does not email me or msn me or communicate with me, I SHALLL CRY.

HAHAHHAHHAHAHA, that's blackmail, but I love it. Hahah, nah, babe, don't worry. I'm kidding. I understand. And look at that, see how special you are. You got a special mention on here.

ਇ ਲੋਵੇ ਯੋਊ

Yes, I know how to write in another language now. Cause I'm so talented and multi-lingual. If it's another language I know, It would have to be Korean, considering all I've really done during these holidays is watch Korean Drama, which is really sad, so don't judge.

That's all for now bychezzz.

xoxo.
♥

p.s. ਯੋਊ'ਰੇ ਫਟ.

We All Want Something

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Firstly I found this picture a while ago. I was planning to put it up but I guess I never got around to it and I suppose now would be a good time. So yeah.

Next thing on the agenda it's

LARA's BIRTHDAY today.
along with Kuya Bon's
but neither of these birthdays did I have a chance to celebrate with them because of personal reasons. Happy Birthday to you both.

I feel good. I donated blood today. A total of 400mL. AHHAHA. I was really oh so very anxious but there was actually just a little pinch but apart from that all good. The thing is we get a free milkshake afterwards and I was really looking forward to it but like I went to the Refreshments room and got my milkshake. I sat down had a sip. The I closed my eyes next thing I know I had really bad leg cramps and I was lying on the ground and one of the ladies was picking me up. What happened in between I have no idea but obviously it wasn't good. I didn't get to have the rest of my milkshake and they made me lie down for a whole hour so they didn't let me go back to school. Apart from that the other guy was the one who saw me fall down and I probably looked like the biggest idiot. Damn. Who cares. I donated blood and I want to do it again. They ended up taking me home.

I thought this was a good time to just express my self but I'm starting to get a bit of a headache so I think I'll just take it easy. Nah I'll do it now, because I'm not sleepy yet.

People damn you all. You know how pissed off I get, and really easily too. Like I don't expect you to do what I want but sometimes can't you just see that I exist and I would like to be happy too you know. It's just not fair. And this is too all of you again stop acting like you know everything because seriously if you knew everything you wouldn't be at this school. So if you're going to tell me something because you think you know it or assume that I don't already know or just want to tell me but it has no sense whatsoever then think again because I extremely don't like it. I'm a hypocrite but at least I don't always do it. Many people do it and that's what pisses me off a lot. When it's done too much. Another thing, I believe that in a friendship there should be trust between the people within that relationship but like lately I haven't been seeing it and it's questioned my friendship with everyone and every single person in the whole entire world beccause something's not right. Maybe I woke up on the wrong side of the bed but then again there's only one way out of my bed. Maybe I fainted. And just lost sense of everything. Whatever it may be I know that something isn't right and it's bugging me so much. I just want to tell everyone off right now. Telling them what to do because lately no one seems to know what they're doing. I for one have an idea because I notice these things. I just wish everyone else does. sigH*

LASTLY: to all the couples out there. I think you know who you are. Well because it's pretty clear that to be a couple you have to have a partner of either the opposite OR the same sex of whom you share an attraction towards one another. I really truly do NOT like it when you make out in public. Not exactly that but when you're doing it right in front of me. If you want to shove your tongues down each other's throats in front of me you may as well have sex in front of me. I find it really disturbing maybe because I haven't matured yet but please have the consideration to just not make out in front of me. I do my best to avoid watching these things in movies and tv shows etc. but real life people still manage to do it in front of me. So again I'd greatly appreciate it if you didn't.

you stupid people you just dont get it do you. when everything is perfectly fine you ask me what's wrong with me yet when I'm not with it you seem to manage to ignore such problems and that's so stupid. like right now I feel weak. not physically but emotionally. maybe seeing that i can't handle things well compared to other has opened my eyes to who I really am and like i've kinda seen things differently but in a way the same as before. the little things are now more obvious to me and i don't know. seriously if you ask someone a question and they tell you an answer once is enough. maybe twice but no more because what do you expect the person to do. suddenly come to a change of mind because you won't stop hassling them. that's stupid. let people be. if that's what they want let them. you can't and shouldn't do that. it's their fucking life. gawd.

extremely moody although i don't have my periods yet...

i'm starting to feel faint yet again.
GOODBYE

Mother’s Day 2009

To tell you the truth, i was sleeping and i didn’t really care that i wasn’t there with the rest of my family watching my mum open her presents. Mainly because i don’t like seeing people open presents i give them in front of me because i hate seeing the disappointed looks on their faces. And the fact that i could hear them in my room anyway kinda proved that i did ok this year, but not the best.

The rest of the day was what you call, really uneventful. Although most of it was doing stuff mum would usually do but it was mother’s day so we had to do it. Oh well, i had nothing better to do anyway. Except I’ve finished wide reading and I can begin my half yearly revision. It feels so good.

Went to church today so now I feel refreshed and clean. I don’t know. Sometimes the things I do, I just don’t understand why I do it. I wish I did though.

5 days to go.

Sumeet is a bitch.

laters,.
;]