What, Again

I'm getting that feeling again. That horrible feeling that makes me think horrible thing. I'm also getting jealous. I wish I'd spent the day more productively. Instead I sat down doing nothing but eat, although that was actually pretty relaxing. Except, I don't know if I can handle it anymore. Being away for this long making no contact whatsoever, it makes me wanna cry but I'm too lazy for that, ahhaah. This long weekend has been the shittest and it just seems to go on forever. I'm bored shitless and I don't have anything to do. And tomorrow I have to go to a family lunch where I will spend my time pretending like I care what goes around me when I know that no one really cares if I was there or not. Whatever.

I love Kat's hair. It's so awesome.

PLEASE GO AWAY

laters bychezzz

gotta love that

crazy
insane
hysterical

its all part of being a woman.

Tissue

Heres the thing. I QUIT

i dont want to be in any group because I know i don't fit in anywhere
and i know that
im just an extra now.
i know that

so don't tell me what i am and what i'm not
because
I KNOW.

that's it.