random

today was really random.

we got to wear mufti today and all the money raised was going to the victims of the recent bushrfires in victoria. the thought of what happened to them makes you think about your own life but then again it doesnt. but yes. today was random. the clothes i had worn today one of my guy friends actually chose i for me. which i found quite odd but he does have a good sense of fashion because I guess i did look ok. in first period was had to go to a formal assembly which was extremely boring but we did get to miss out on commerce and I guess that would be so much better anyway. next period was Italian, this was probably the funnest subject I had today because of two of my friends and my brother were sitting next to me and they were quite happy and so was I and the fact the teacher wasnt there and we had the most clueless casual teacher. Anyways one of my friend said something about two months later i was going to be going out with a guy who was sitting right next to her and I was just laughing but I was like it would be too late, but i still manage to grin.

next period was maths and we had a stupid casual but it turned out to be ok i guess, everyone was just talking in the end and she didn't seem to mind. Lunch was eventful, events which i particularly didn't like. who wants to go up to a guy who liked one of your close friends and ask them if they still do (I'm so sorry Jasmine, I have to let it out). And i guess i did feel bad asking him. But we had this conversation and I just didn't know what to do and all I could think of doing was crying. But I managed to hold my emotions back and talk to another group of friends. Bell rang and those stupid guys started saying I'm seeing double & another Jasmine ? and i just got to the point where I would and did explode so I hit two of them and the deputy principal just happened to be there and it was Just My Luck. There was trouble, she was just like, next time tell me. and I was just like OK. Then left for English and just about to explode into tears, but then makeup was like on today so I was like, aarhh. not today. In english it was fun. I was just wasting my time and money and my story/character description was awesome. HAHA.

After school I was at the front wating with Kuya because, basically if i'd gone to the back I wouldn't really be doing anything anyway so i was just there. And I was glad to talk to him again. It seems like not complete me, but fixed a part of me which really needed a cool older brother who DOES care. Not that I can compare him to anyone else seeing as I dont have a blood brother. But soon they had to leave and I went to the back. Waiting there with people seemed to have made my mood change dramatically and I ended up being piss all the way home. Especially on the day they were all up the back having fun while I was being a silly little bitch sulking to myself and using music to cover up any emotion.

Now I'm just here, on the computer. I was reading but was told to clean up my room and I guess it's slightly cleaner. hehe. I'm gonna read some more, so I can read Breaking Dawn. I still don't see why everyone went crazy for the whole series of those books. HAHA
Laters,..