Good?

As each day pass I think about the future and what will become of me. Who am I kidding. I'm gonna be a damn sexy thang. That's a good joke right? HAHA, anyways it was a good day. My life i guess is on top of it's game at this current moment but I know that it will be going down one day and I'll be prepared for it. But until then I'll just live life to the max. Seeing as that's all I can do anyway. A few things which occurred today. I was hysterical. I was unstoppable and I found it odd. There was also this feeling of guilt in my stomach but I tried to ignore it. Some things are just not meant to be and you just have to let go right. That's another thing. I'm completely and utterly over him. I've tested it out on so many things and like OMG i'm over him. I'm so glad and yeh. I feel so great now that I've learnt to let go. No chains dragging me down. As well as that i also received my marks back for maths. I got 95%. Highest mark for the year (maths-wise). And on top of that I topped that class (well not just me but psht.) Get that pun in that ? HAHHA. The thing which really got me down is the fact that my mum well she's like. What about your other subjects? Why can't you do good in them. Maths isn't everything. And i get good in something and she manages to ruin it. Like I love my mum and everything but like she doesn't have to put me down all the time. She also manages to put my self-esteem down. She doesn't say I'm fat but she implies it. Actually she does call me fat. And it hurts. I have feelings and I know I'm goddamn fat. Don't have to make me feel worse about it. No more rambling.

Just Jasmine.

...it was just a few months ago the couples in our grade seemed to soar, now they seem to be dying...