Yes, I absolutely do feel like a fool right now. On the brighter side, 1st of April has no significance to me whatsoever unlike two other people I know. Glad I changed that.
Recently, I just haven't had the motivation to write anything. I'll just keep things simple. Today was the last day of school spirit week and frankly, this being my last school spirit week ever, it was just plain shit and stupid. I'd much have rather just normal school with normal everything because it wouldn't have made any differences. Anyways got results back. I'm somewhat disappointed in myself because I expected better from me, but hey we don't always get what we want right. So mathematics you piss me off and same with chem. Although it wasn't THAT bad, but still. The amount of study I put in I think doesn't really equal the results which I did receive. Eh, whatever. It's too late now.
Another thing was okay, so like I dress real nicely, like I basically was a super try hard today, all just for my boyfriend. I mean I even woke up early. And all my efforts were pretty much a waste because it went unnoticed. I guess I'm just fat and ugly to him. I want to spend more fucking time and I hate always having to say everything, just sometimes is it not obvious that that's what I want. I hate this.
bye.
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