Ouch

I don't feel to good. I know why. I don't exactly know how I should be feeling. I mean I can't help a person's love but then again it could just be me. I don't really want to talk about it. Not publicly but I have to tell someone, so Jasmine hurry up and go online because I can't handle it anymore. I'm going to have a breakdown, like soon.

"MIND
BLANK"

I should just stop it. Maybe then nothing could happen. And I can't hurt myself no matter what. I don't want to cry about it. I don't want to be angry about it. I just want to be left alone and have no worries. But that would mean I'm living in a dream or a world of fantasy where everything would be perfect.

I think that cry wouldn't be so bad...