"i hope u read this sometimes later and know that it is true: i really miss u. i want u lying next to me, holding me tight , your hugs telling me that i mean the world to u, coz u are my world :)"
I absolutely love this guy.
Reading this made me tear up.
Tuesday, June 28, 2011
Monday, June 27, 2011
So sexy
I have a boyfriend.
And I'm feeling so good right now
minus my terrible voice.
So like I have a boyfriend and he's so awesome. We get up to so much trouble and dodgy things but it's all good. LOL jk, he's indian he's so quiet, timid and boring. BAHHAHAHAHHAHHA. Nah uhm, yeah I'm actually happy and I just wanna soak myself in this beautiful moment. What else is there to talk about. Oh yeah today in English, it's so hard to write stuff here cause I don't know who reads this bus but like sooooooo fun. For once we both received something good out of it and AND I also have a temporary souveneir of today's lesson. AHHAHAHHAHA. So yeah.
SUMEET, I WANNA FUCK THE CRAP OUTTA YOU ♥
Apart from an oh so amazing boyfriend, I had a darn good weekend, minus yesterday (which is half of the weekend but meh) cause I saw my boyfriend and it was just sad cause I couldn't even go up to him and hug him. I think that saddened me the most. Apart from that everything was all good, lots of talking actual SOCIALISING and tonnes of food. Except now I'm suffering from lack of sleep and would really love to get some now.
SLEEP & SLEEP ;)
if you know what I mean
Nothing else to say, better end this post now while I'm in a fantastically awesomely, amazing mood
LOVEYOUBABY.
And I'm feeling so good right now
minus my terrible voice.
So like I have a boyfriend and he's so awesome. We get up to so much trouble and dodgy things but it's all good. LOL jk, he's indian he's so quiet, timid and boring. BAHHAHAHAHHAHHA. Nah uhm, yeah I'm actually happy and I just wanna soak myself in this beautiful moment. What else is there to talk about. Oh yeah today in English, it's so hard to write stuff here cause I don't know who reads this bus but like sooooooo fun. For once we both received something good out of it and AND I also have a temporary souveneir of today's lesson. AHHAHAHHAHA. So yeah.
SUMEET, I WANNA FUCK THE CRAP OUTTA YOU ♥
Apart from an oh so amazing boyfriend, I had a darn good weekend, minus yesterday (which is half of the weekend but meh) cause I saw my boyfriend and it was just sad cause I couldn't even go up to him and hug him. I think that saddened me the most. Apart from that everything was all good, lots of talking actual SOCIALISING and tonnes of food. Except now I'm suffering from lack of sleep and would really love to get some now.
SLEEP & SLEEP ;)
if you know what I mean
Nothing else to say, better end this post now while I'm in a fantastically awesomely, amazing mood
LOVEYOUBABY.
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
Do you want to come? ;)
...............
I hate it when you leave me just like that.
You do it, all the time.
And you say I'm the one with problems.
Maybe I am, but maybe it's cause of you.
You always make me sad.
I know it's not on purpose,
but I don't like it
It hurts.
I just always want to be with you.
I guess I'm just asking for too much.
u3ry9 ujfoilfvn skdjlkflasjfo dlk
this is the 4th day in a row i've done this.far out
im so stupud
blah bla h ksjdfij 3infisdnfid khdfj
lucky sunshine, she gets to be on camp.
:)
i hope she's well. she was nice this morning.
she kissed me before she left :)
I hate it when you leave me just like that.
You do it, all the time.
And you say I'm the one with problems.
Maybe I am, but maybe it's cause of you.
You always make me sad.
I know it's not on purpose,
but I don't like it
It hurts.
I just always want to be with you.
I guess I'm just asking for too much.
u3ry9 ujfoilfvn skdjlkflasjfo dlk
this is the 4th day in a row i've done this.far out
im so stupud
blah bla h ksjdfij 3infisdnfid khdfj
lucky sunshine, she gets to be on camp.
:)
i hope she's well. she was nice this morning.
she kissed me before she left :)
Monday, June 20, 2011
I feel like the world's on top of me.
I should close my legs.
No, I feel stressed and extremely tired.
That's all.
I really need comfort food. But how am I suppose to eat ice cream if I'm sick.
Yeah...comfort food.
COMFORT FOOD
or any food really, just the one that won't make me sick.
No, I feel stressed and extremely tired.
That's all.
I really need comfort food. But how am I suppose to eat ice cream if I'm sick.
Yeah...comfort food.
COMFORT FOOD
or any food really, just the one that won't make me sick.
Friday, June 17, 2011
170611
I totally missed the 6.9 mark, but who cares we're on 7 now.
I want to make this a long asssss blog post because I haven't written in a while mainly because there have just been a few assessments all put together and it's kinda stressing me out. So firstly, main point of this is it's pointless :P But like today is my and my boyfriend's LOL, seven months of being in an official relationship with each other. And basically to sum it up I want to use pictures because this way it is easier to sum it up. Dear pj sorry to burn your eyes with the following pics.
This is us kissing, obviously. On a side note, I dyed my hair and I'm so freaking happy. As you can see we make out alot. PDA omgosh, I hate it so much. I hate people watching me. Eh. Today was kinda upsetting though. I didn't get to spend that much time with him than I'd expected. But then again, I have high expectations right. So yeah 7months. Hooray for me.
I really feel like a rant now though. I'll do it in dot points because I can't actually be bothered typing it in detail. Rant begins...now:
And today, I caught the bus for once. I was walking towards PJ and just as I approach her, her bus comes so she walks away so I run after her and spill hot chocolate all over me. Lucky it wasn't that hot. Yeah, LOL. I'm so cool.
Anyways gotta do shit, like study and stuff.
I LOVE YOU BITCHFACE.
and everyone else, just not as much.
mwah mwah mwah ♥
I want to make this a long asssss blog post because I haven't written in a while mainly because there have just been a few assessments all put together and it's kinda stressing me out. So firstly, main point of this is it's pointless :P But like today is my and my boyfriend's LOL, seven months of being in an official relationship with each other. And basically to sum it up I want to use pictures because this way it is easier to sum it up. Dear pj sorry to burn your eyes with the following pics.
This is us kissing, obviously. On a side note, I dyed my hair and I'm so freaking happy. As you can see we make out alot. PDA omgosh, I hate it so much. I hate people watching me. Eh. Today was kinda upsetting though. I didn't get to spend that much time with him than I'd expected. But then again, I have high expectations right. So yeah 7months. Hooray for me.
I really feel like a rant now though. I'll do it in dot points because I can't actually be bothered typing it in detail. Rant begins...now:
- Firstly, what the fuck is wrong with me? I'm always BLAH BLAH BLAH and so on and so on. I'm actually hating on myself so much because it's just so annoying. And I hate it. Deja vu.
- I hate it when people take credit for something they don't do.
- Parents are annoying, or mainly just people in general.
- This weather is kinda annoying as well, I'm sick and as sexy, more like animated as my voice may sound I don't like being sick. It hurts everywhere and it's so hard to concentrate.
- Did I mention I don't like people?
- WHY CAN'T HE/SHE LEAVE YOU ALONE?!
- I hate being in a random pissy mood that has no reason behind it, cause it's stupid.
- People who are soooooo up themself, like dude, you should totally watch that youtube thing Sumeet showed me yesterday (btw, although you didn't mean it, it still hurted)
- Fights, so fucking pointless.
- Not getting what I want, but let's face it, I'm just dreaming hahah.
- School, why so stressful and boring.
- I have my provisional license, yet I'm not allowed to drive, althought my dad does have good reasons why, I shall not expand on that.
- Having no friends, but this is probably a result of my previous rant above about being annoyed at people.
- SAUSAGE FEST
- When my boyfriend gets all whiny and starts crying. LOL, that's me hahah.
- I hate it when my brain doesn't function.
I think that pretty much covers it right now.
And today, I caught the bus for once. I was walking towards PJ and just as I approach her, her bus comes so she walks away so I run after her and spill hot chocolate all over me. Lucky it wasn't that hot. Yeah, LOL. I'm so cool.
Anyways gotta do shit, like study and stuff.
I LOVE YOU BITCHFACE.
and everyone else, just not as much.
mwah mwah mwah ♥
Sunday, June 12, 2011
06/11
I'm just a kid and life is a nightmare
I'm just a kid, I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight...
I'm just a kid, I know that it's not fair
Nobody cares, cause I'm alone and the world is
Having more fun than me
Tonight...
What's Love
What's love, got to do, got to do, babe
What's love, it's about us, it's about trust,
So I've been really lazy recently and just haven't dont anything productive. I've no motivation to do anything and sometimes I feel like my life is complete waste of time. I can't even be bothered drinking anymore, ahha not that it's something I wanna do. Anyways, yeah I've been lazy and I've got a fair amount of assessments coming up which I really need to get a move on and start doing otherwise I can see my self dropping in me ranking and all that other shit that apparently matters. I feel so pessimistic now. I actually have no reason to be upset or sad so I'm not really. I'm just getting really stressed now, and the pressure of year 12 is actually starting to hit me now. I just don't appreciate people getting on my nerves especially when it's not even necessary. Are people stupid or something?
And you know what I found out yesterday. I have to do my English assessment on the Tuesday or on the Monday in front of the panel of teachers, all because I have TAFE on the Wednesday. I think all this English shit is stupid but then if I think about it, we only have to go through school once and my mood's just gone shitty. I hate these swings.
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF. i hate being in this. It's the most stupidest thing in the world, and yeah I finally get why she'd say no to him. It's all coming back. I feel even more stupid now.
STUPID
STUPID.
I wanna go out.
What's love, it's about us, it's about trust,
So I've been really lazy recently and just haven't dont anything productive. I've no motivation to do anything and sometimes I feel like my life is complete waste of time. I can't even be bothered drinking anymore, ahha not that it's something I wanna do. Anyways, yeah I've been lazy and I've got a fair amount of assessments coming up which I really need to get a move on and start doing otherwise I can see my self dropping in me ranking and all that other shit that apparently matters. I feel so pessimistic now. I actually have no reason to be upset or sad so I'm not really. I'm just getting really stressed now, and the pressure of year 12 is actually starting to hit me now. I just don't appreciate people getting on my nerves especially when it's not even necessary. Are people stupid or something?
And you know what I found out yesterday. I have to do my English assessment on the Tuesday or on the Monday in front of the panel of teachers, all because I have TAFE on the Wednesday. I think all this English shit is stupid but then if I think about it, we only have to go through school once and my mood's just gone shitty. I hate these swings.
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF. i hate being in this. It's the most stupidest thing in the world, and yeah I finally get why she'd say no to him. It's all coming back. I feel even more stupid now.
STUPID
STUPID.
I wanna go out.
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