What's love, got to do, got to do, babe
What's love, it's about us, it's about trust,
So I've been really lazy recently and just haven't dont anything productive. I've no motivation to do anything and sometimes I feel like my life is complete waste of time. I can't even be bothered drinking anymore, ahha not that it's something I wanna do. Anyways, yeah I've been lazy and I've got a fair amount of assessments coming up which I really need to get a move on and start doing otherwise I can see my self dropping in me ranking and all that other shit that apparently matters. I feel so pessimistic now. I actually have no reason to be upset or sad so I'm not really. I'm just getting really stressed now, and the pressure of year 12 is actually starting to hit me now. I just don't appreciate people getting on my nerves especially when it's not even necessary. Are people stupid or something?
And you know what I found out yesterday. I have to do my English assessment on the Tuesday or on the Monday in front of the panel of teachers, all because I have TAFE on the Wednesday. I think all this English shit is stupid but then if I think about it, we only have to go through school once and my mood's just gone shitty. I hate these swings.
FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF. i hate being in this. It's the most stupidest thing in the world, and yeah I finally get why she'd say no to him. It's all coming back. I feel even more stupid now.
STUPID
STUPID.
I wanna go out.
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