2009-July-31

Firstly I find it pointless that I write blogs everyday just for the sake of it and who would want to read that. Secondly today was full of events, events which I will talk about.

Actually I just want to say that today was fun. Here are the main events.

• Himmat trying to hack Beves's laptop in commerce.
• Boring extension information thing.
• Chemistry quiz, once again; boring
• Finding out the italian guy was in my english class while i wasn't there and he even read parts of the play and sigh*
• mr. cantlon not encouraging us to do any sort of gambling
• Ducking the ball
• Traits we have in science
• Staring at the italian guy; non-stop. He would be the answer to get over any guy. Seriously. I can't take my eyes off you...
• Mum's friend Juliet and her fianceè/husband (i'm not sure) named Romeo.

So basically I'm in love with this really cute italian guy and I know that's like a never because who would fall in love at first sigh with me. Hmmm. And yesterday was Subject Selections evening and Fiona was supposedly at my house but I was kinda stressing cause I didn't want her to get into trouble. LOL. Left early to eat all you can at the band club. So yeah.

♥ Tomasso

Dont Have Time

i'm on mobile and cbb writing a long blog.

today was hectic!
details tom.

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I Thought Wrong

Like always I've made another mistake. A mistake where it's too late and I can't go back in time. A mistake people come up with the unimaginable things such as time machines.

Finally, all those weeks and months that I've waited to get what I want and now that I have it, I don't want it. It's just made things worse for me. I thought this was going to change everything. And you know what it has. The change that I didn't want. It's not fair. Why can't I be happy and have what I want at the same time. Today I saw a replay of that one day I was in the toilet because of my maths half yearly mark. I couldn't control myself and I just felt so alone and stuck. I didn't want to be there but where was I meant to go. Ever since, I don't know when ever since but I don't want to go into the state of unhappiness. I really don't.

Wednesday. Arrived at school; late because of an overturned truck. Geography was somewhat boring but I managed to maintain interested as the lesson dragged on. At recess I, what's it called. Oh yeah, I had a breakdown and so for a few minutes I disappeared into the nothingness. That's when I saw Ivy & Fiona and Ivy herself was worried she looked like a retard in front of thingo. HAHA. For second period we had that meeting again for the subjects and I was just cold and wore two jumpers. At lunch was just talking to Anavi then telling her everything that I had asked, finally. LOL. Then sport. Basically it was just people getting hurt or hit by the ball every minute (literally) and me laughing at them nonstop. And the wonderful thing was I scored a goal. Too bad it was an own goal. But I nearly got this other goal right and no one was at the goals and I was like a metre away and guess what; I missed :) So sport was really good and funny. After school, plaza and got mama a present for her birthday and yeah. I have to make a cake I just remembered. Day was...a rollercoaster. That's when I realised why I was so moody. It was that time of month again.

B-bye.

I Can Do You Like That, That, That

We all know that today was the first day back to school. I expected it to be quiet and not as joyful. At a few times this was the case but then again, on days when everyone is there those 'moments' occur too. Especially if you're me. Today was also my first day in SRC. I don't know if I should be writing it here but this is how I feel and thought. At first I thought SRC would be a great and fun experience and have the chance to represent my grade etc. Once I did get the position I started feeling regretful because I didn't quite expect to receive a position as such. It wasn't right and I don't like it when things aren't right. I don't know. I don't think this is the right time to say it and I will leave it for later. Gosh, I feel so stupid today. Not just because of this but nothing would register and I found myself just staring at the wall or the ground or whatever and whenever people spoke to me I would just be in a world of my own. I was hopeless and I really did not like it. No more gay things. Today was good. People, leave me alone, seriously, let me do what I WANT to do.

Something came to mind when I read Exclamation Mark's blog. The one from the 14th. I didn't like it. Not as in it was a bad thing but it was more of a sad thing. But as I was told it's a person's blog and they should be able to express their own feelings. Well this is how I feel. Some people may look like they're taking their life and family for granted but inside it worries them shit. Because for me I try not to think about death and death altogether because it's not a funny topic. The thought of that happening to my family is sad and I don't want to talk about it. But I just want to make the most of now. The time I have with them. The time when I can be happy and have no worries because one day I will have worries but I don't want to waste this time. I just want to feel good and satisfied and lucky, lucky to have all that I have. Why make more problems when there's enough problems out there. AAAHhh, I've overdone it again. Stuff it.

GOODBYE.

Caramel Slice

I just finished eating a caramel slice which only cost me $1.60 and the good part is it was delicious. Yeah, sweet at first but man was it good. My day today consisted of me doing nothing and something. I helped around the house today. More than I had planned. Mainly because my dad took me out driving again today and in a more busier road (compared to last time) and today I did Round-a-Bouts. I think, my dad did get a higher blood pressure because even I got freaked out a few times. But he should be use to it. Not that swerving as fast as possible or nearly crashing into other cars is his favourite past times but still. Apart from driving I also made uhm, chicken burger. Firstly I minced the chicken using the food processor (which I still think is not the right equipment to be using; whatever) then putting that into a different bowl. Then I had to add 2 onions finely chopped (food processors are so great, hehe), 2 cubes of garlic powder, 1 cup of breadcrumbs, 6 tbsp milk and salt & pepper. Mix, mix, mix then done. Too bad we're not eating it till tomorrow. Maybe that's what I'll bring to lunch tomorrow. Yeah, that's a good idea. Which reminds me; school. sigh.

Btw, this blog of mine is gay because the music, it's not actually meant to have a physically visible music player but instead I wanted it to play in the background but gosh, it pissed me off so much last night so I gave up and here it is. But don't you worry I haven't given up completely. When it leasts expects me I'm gonnna find the answer and I'll be ready to attack it.

This is my sister and her duck that was sunbaking this morning. The same duck I put on the stove and turned on. LOL. I was hungry ok.

1.08AM

So here's the update. I've completed my layout, for now. I'll try to keep things simple at the moment. Hopefully next week I'll have extra time to make a new layout because this one will get boring and it doesn't have enough extras and so on. As far as I know I feel great but the thought of school shits me hard and the footsteps I'm hearing because I'm not meant to be up this late. Not that it is late because I usually sleep at two. Anyways I'll keep this to a minimum, look at this pic I edited. I did at lot of things actually.

- cropped

- took a woman out of the background

- made my face smaller

- removed my imperfections

- added the text

- enhanced the images

people watch this: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fXKH5zgG8PA

I'm getting there.

I wanted to say a few things. But because I'm a lazy bum I'm just going to put them into a list of things I wanted to say.

List of things I wanted to say:

- Anavi's a bum :)

- School soon ~ sigh*

- I want to go shopping, like NOW

- Like my layout?

- Layout still under construction.