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My time on Blogger have been rapidly decreasing because of this person who used up all the interner. Oh, well he pays for it anyway.

certainty, people like certainty...

I didn't know that people could be LIKE THAT and not notice the things they do. It's just too much in your face especially all the time. I wanted to complain. And I know someone who's speculating trying to work out who I'm talking about. Jasmine it's not who you think. Well, maybe it is but like whatever and I'm fine. But people, don't be in MY FACE, cause I really DON'T like it.

certainty, people like certainty...

15 days and I'm 16 years old. Dayum! How the time flies and I'm not even enjoying it. Well parts of it yeah, but you know I'd just wish I didn't have so many regrets, but what's life without regrets.

certainty, people like certainty...

One more thing, I had a talk with Katrina about a couple of things. But like what I'm talking about is relevant to me and what I always think about. Just one question, would it be such a good thing if it happened?

certainty, people like certainty...

I've changed a lot over the past couple of weeks. I wouldn't exactly say it was matured and some of the changes, especially my attitude towards other people haven't exactly been, positive. Sometimes I feel that I'm doing the wrongs things. Like during IST, things which occur during class is not something you'd expect to come out of me, but why is this happening. I really don't know and I should concentrate on half yearlys which are in 4 weeks so wish me luck.

laters,.
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Nakakainis

Meron ditong babae nakaupo, katabi ki xa at super gulo nya pero yun lang ang gusto qng svhin, HEHE. Anyways my day was pretty good. Things happened and didn't happen. Hmmm, yeah I guess it's all good then, huh ?

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School.

Back to school once again.
It's not that bad.
Well, at least I can breathe now.
I could before,
but I was running.
HAHA.
geddit ?

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Cupcake

Last day of the school and holidays and well it just doesn't seem like it. After watching Days of Our Lives i've realized I'm gonna miss a lot of things while I'm at school but then again school will be bring me more and good opportunities so I shouldn't be so down about it. I'm going to finish Inkheart then off to play basketball against those two sisters of mine.

laters,..

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Boring

These holidays have been quite a drag.

I'm actually quite glad that they will be over in a matter of days.

Somebody HELP me.

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Not at Home

I'm not actually at home right now but I need ti get this done so like I wont forget later, so yeah. Anyways woke up this morning heaps sleepy. Maybe that was cause I stayed up late till 3 in the morning playing Rollercoaster Tycoon...geez jasmine, wtf is wrong with you.

Today has been quite good. People came over then afterwards played 21 with dad and sisters. It's this heaps fun basketball shooting game. But like, apart from that I just organized the external hardrive and other files on my computer.

Now i'm at a dinner, get together with family friends and watching The Simpsons. Quite funny even though they're reruns, and I'm planning to either watch Independence Day or some filo movies but yeah...

Ralph: Are you jealous of Mr. Homer?
Ned: No it's okay. I'm fine.
Ralph: Well, I'm jealous of girls cause they get to wear dresses.

hehe. funny stuff.

laters,..
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Life, It Can Never Be How You Want it to Be

These past few days have been making me think. I guess it does help to be isolated from the world at times because then I could actually be myself and think about things and how they have been occuring lately. I don't know. I kinda feel happier right now, more lighter and less stress. Although theses holidays I have gained a lot of weight which I plan to lose soon by exercising daily, which I know will be a fail becauseI will forget or can't be bothered. But back to the subject, although I have gained a lot of weight I haven't had much pressure on how I look and appear especially around the house because no one here cares. No one will talk behind my back. My family I know they'll always be there for me no matter what. That's when it hit me. Why am I so scared of facing new people. I don't have to be the perfect stranger that they meet at a birthday party or at the mall. I could just be me and it doesn't matter what they think. As long as I have family, it's all good.

Things in life change all the time. I've noticed a lot of changes in everyone. Some changes may not be one that I like but what can I do. Nothing really. All I can do is sit back and watch because if I do anything it could become something worse than planned. Changes in my friends I've thought that maybe if that's what they want then good for them. I'll be the friend who'll just be there no matter who they are and what they do. Okay, well maybe not all the things they do. That could depend on what they do, but you get the whole idea.

I know this topic is kinda too out-there and not usually what I write about. But I've come to realise that my holidays have bee quite boring and not very eventful. Writing about a whole different topic has opened a whole new world to me and I like it. Only a couple more days till school and I'm quite excited though now that I am in year 10 in kinda scares me. So many exams and assignments. I know that I can do it. Anyone could, they just have to WANT IT. That's a good idea actually...

I WANT IT!

more than anyone else does.

Spending less time on the computer would also help me to accomplish this so I think I'm going to go now. Even though it's is just watching TV a change of scenery would still be good and healthy. That reminds me, I did exercise today. I lost 118 calories of doing 4 reps of 2.30minutes max, 1.30minutes min on the stationary bike. It felt good.

laters,..

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