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it took him 5 words, and i was over the moon...
am i really that easy?


I've come to realise that I'm stupid and I think that I like people way too easily. I don't know if there's something inside me which makes me feel extremely bad if i don't try to be friends with them at least, but I don't know.

I JUST WANT TO KNOW !

On a lighten note, I'm going to a wedding. And it's been so long that I've been waiting for this. YEY! Details later. Byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. :)

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i've gone insane

JUST TELL ME !

1,2,3

utterly confused?



I thought I knew what it felt like to know that you like someone, but over and over I again, I keep wondering whether do i? (or don't i?, da da dann!)[stupid sumeet, look what you did, I was all serious but now I've lightened the mood. HEY! that was a good thing, thanks mate] Anyways back to this. I really do want to know.



Today I could just some it up in a couple of lines:

House - curled section of hair (omg, someone thought I made a mistake and that's why i did it like that.)
Roll Call - quick yet good.
Period 1 - laughing then pissed
Recess - spent my time avoiding people
Period 2 -gay, still pissed PLUS seating plan
Period 3 - better, stupid class gave me an applause when I cam back from the toilet.
Lucnh - people pissed at me, oh well
Period 4 - good (:
Bus Stop - randomly random
Bus - sad, after realising that I might like someone and will miss them dearly.


Now, was just eating a very lovely and yummyy tuna sandwhich which I made myself (or did i ? da da dannn !) And I also realised that whenever I write this closing line that I'm always eating, which no wonder I'm bigger than small. HAHA, i still remember that.
So for now it's
Laters,..

FYI: I LOVE JASMINEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE (: [ LOL jasmine, do u get it ? ;) ]

pissed ?

i hate thursdays.
i wonder how many days of the week I will say this...


Today was what you call an very randomly fun day. It began with me curling my hair after deciding last minute because I had realised that my dad was at work, therefore I wouldnt get in trouble because no one would be angry. Laugh out loud ! Arriving at school and receiving compliments from everyone about my hair was quite good. But i thought to myself does everyone only think that im pretty when my hair is wavy? But yeah. I guess they do have a point. I must say myself it did look good.

First period began with History. For the first time I actually didn't pay attention during the whole lesson. It was so much more fun and easier. But I know by doing that I'm reducing my chances in achieving the highest possible marks I could get. Wasted so much $$ on texting someone who was already in class anyway but whatever. It was fun. Next period was italian and we had a test. Sitting there next to Kuya was quite cool. Feeling protected from those who tried to copy. Haha! No, actually Italian was pretty good even though it was a test but like yeah.

Third was dancing in PE. It was fun while it lasted which was pretty much till the end until someone had to ruin it for me. I'm not going into detail because I've pretty much cooled down now. At lunch we had the study group which was randomly fun, just talking and I wasn't paying attention because I don't see how it was going to help me. And last was Science and my FIRST ever fun science Lesson. I was actually laughing but managed to do my work at the same time but woah, the time flew by.

Then at the bus stop, it was random and fun too. When I got home I got ready to go for my run (because of Sumeet's stupid challenge, NO OFFENCE). It took me 10 mins walking with Sunshine just to work out how far it was I had to run, then two laps took me 9:36.4, HOW SLOW. To add to that I'm in extreme pain and all my joints are hurting like hell. But it's all good, at least i got exercise.

Now just sitting here, after Jasmine had told me to cool down and going to put the washing in the basket soon so better finish up.
Laters.

sorry, this is no longer Sumeet's page because it's getting to weird plus I think he minds it too, sorry Sumeet fans.

jasmine...

hmmm. jasmine, lasting a whole day without laughing:
merely impossible.

another day at school. with the history exam first up it was on everybodys mind, everyone of course but mine. HAHA. Like seriously if you studied and know all your stuff then why worry about it. Nerves just add more stress and stress gives you wrinkles. Okay. that just one of the amazingly random facts that I know. Afterwards was another IST lesson which was quite exciting. Sitting there next to Samantha (thats a code, kinda) and he gave me gum but the teacher was helping the guy sitting on my other side and I couldn't put the gum in my mouth because it was like 15 mins before he left. SHEESH !

The thing which was really on mind the whole day was Sumeet. Hmmmm, you wish. No, I was excited about basketball and after missing a week's sport I was pumped. And I also got dared (kinda) to not laugh the whole time during sport (explains the above thingo). Being me, of course, managed to last NOT even a minute of talking to Sumeet and fail. And everyone laughed at me for being a failure. But whatever keeps them happy, I don't mind. But yeah, we were told to divide ourselves into 8 groups. There was no 8 groups, so the teacher made a random 8 group and people got cut out of other teams, one of those was me, only because I was sitting at the back. I guess this decision of the teacher wasn't all bad. It gave me a chance to annoy Sumeet big time. And being with year 11 guys vs-ing year 10 guys, it makes your life so much easier. But yeah. I never knew it was so hard explaining how to be a girl. That was another thing I did during this time. After that first game, no one wanted to play where they were so everyone just randomised and before we knew it, we were playing again. I was going to cry from being pissed off at everyone not playing.

Anyways afterwards the basketball game I was going to catch the train with the guys and go to Kingswood along with Sumeet (OMG, wtf man. I think Sumeet hypnotized me or something, coz everything I say makes it sound like I'm totally in love with him). But before that, we managed to fit in a waterfight at the bubblers which I thought I wasn't going to be included in because, firstly I don't like being wet randomly. I only like it when I'm told that I'm going to be wet. And secondly, actually I don't have a secondly. PFFT ! On the way to the station, the guys were annoying because they were guys and they manage to be able to run. It was stupid of me to go running too because I was soooo tired (which also shows how unfit I am because it wasn't really that far). And on train I managed to ditch "my" group again to sit with the guys. Coz it was really funny, they all sit there and take out there lunch and I was just sitting there laughing, because it was like lunchtime but on the train. But lucky me, my stop was there before I could even begin a PROPER conversation and not stuff about wankers and them doing that to each other but I was there so they couldnt. HMM. random.

When I got home I was preparing to got to the Real Estate about Work Experience and I got all nice and looked like i was going for a job interview and I was there for like 5 mins, max. But hopefully I get to do it there, because I'm pulling my hair out, from all the trouble Work Experience is giving me.

Now I'm just sitting here, planning to start my school work, but distraction is not allowing me to do just that. So maybe later.
Laters,..

yey ?

thinking...

it doesn't get you anywhere.

I've put heaps of thought into this and I've finally come to the conclusion that I DO NOT like him. sighh. That feeling of freedom and not being put into burden of liking someone (if that makes any sense whatsoever) But yes. Infatuation, I've beaten you this time. HAHA.

Now less emotional and drama stuff. Today was OK. But the stupid kids in my Peer Support group was extremely annoying that I just wanted to cry but at least I kept it together by showing good example (btw, this is still emoti0nal--> LOL) and we all got LOLLLIES thanks to my awesome Co-Leader who helped me keep it together during the day. Italian and Commerce, same as one another because people were NOT just bugging me except for the teachers to make it clear to everyone. But I didn't want to cause an commotion so I just kept cool. On the other hang English was really and extremely cool and fun. Sitting there reading and listening to my man's music. (that's an injoke, if you didn't get that) and it was pretty fun. And i recall him saying that You're on your way to Manhood. Well he said it with less smartness and funnier way but I felt priveleged, to be his MAN.

Right now (na na) GEDDIT ? Laugh Out Loud! Anyway, as I said before, right now I'm just sitting here on my big fat ass trying to study for History. Oooh and I've also made a folder of my weight loss program. I'm hoping that I could succeed because I've added information about health risks, etc. And there are so many and once I do succeed I'm going to help my dad. He's not like Biggest Loser kind, but I don't want him to get there. (teary moment) I love my dad and having him healthy along with my mum and me and sisters would be good. One skinny family. HAHA, not with Sunshine. But yes. I plan to be his trainer one day.

Ok, anyway,

Laters,..

Dammit, I'm mad!

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what is it backwards ?