Mouse

You lying, manipulative, desperate bitch.
So glad to be out of your life.


Actually just glad to be out of everyone's lives.

Why her?

really.

Yes!

How lovely.
It's not even afternoon yet and my day is already ruined.


whatever.

Lame

Everything's just getting worse. Woke up this morning feeling absolutely horrible. My head was hurting and my body was aching. As soon as I got up I began coughing like crazy and sounded very much like a seal. It's actually quite embarrasing. On top of my that I'm worried that I might actually have something wrong with me and it's all because I don't look after myself. I'm probably one of the luckiest people to have all that I have and my needs given to me yet I don't take advantage of it and instead sabotage my own health.

I just wanna cry...Nothing is working for me. I hate these holidays so much. But I'm really tired and just had a coughing fit. Will finish whatever this is tomorrow.

Watching Chuck

Watching Chuck is probably the only thing keeping me together right now. I feel like I'm all over the place and my temper, it always gets the better of me. I'm crying every other night, I don't know why. And on top of that I'm sick which makes everything hurt so much more. If this is karma, then what the fuck. Do I really deserve to cry as much as I do, to experience the envy and jealousy I have. Why can't I just be carefree and not care about anything. That way everything would be so much easier.

Anyways Chuck, Ellie is sooooo awesome. But then again she is Mrs. Awesome hahahah. She's so pretty and I love her. And when she was in that episode of Scrubs I was so happy. And now Chuck is playing Uno for his life. Gosh I love this show so much. One of the few things that actually make me happy.

Yeah better chill and stay anti-social.

I love my boyfriend

I've had a pretty good couple of days. I think last night was actually really good. Good for a long time. And today was so good. Actually got some sort of study completed and also shopping AND FOOD. I mean isn't that just amazing. (Me mouthing words, WITH EMPHASIS, like a loser :P) But yes. And macaroons,.. the ones from Cupcakes on Pitt taste the same. Like they have "different" flavours, but when it comes to actually eating it, it has the same taste. OH WELL, still pretty good.

LOVEYOU DOUCHE.
♥

These holidays...

are the worse.
I feel so lonely.
and I'm always bored.

It's like I have no purpose in life and what's the point in me existing.
I'd like to say that I wish I could disappear but I know how upset my parents would be and I wouldn't want to inflict that sort of pain upon them.