Lame

Everything's just getting worse. Woke up this morning feeling absolutely horrible. My head was hurting and my body was aching. As soon as I got up I began coughing like crazy and sounded very much like a seal. It's actually quite embarrasing. On top of my that I'm worried that I might actually have something wrong with me and it's all because I don't look after myself. I'm probably one of the luckiest people to have all that I have and my needs given to me yet I don't take advantage of it and instead sabotage my own health.

I just wanna cry...Nothing is working for me. I hate these holidays so much. But I'm really tired and just had a coughing fit. Will finish whatever this is tomorrow.