Im kinda jealous.
But I'm getting more than enough so I really should just be satisfied. Plus it's not like I'm not happy. I feel like I'm out of this world. So happy. Hehe
Wednesday, April 20, 2011
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Oh Oh
Teenage dreams in a teenage circus
I think that line is absolutely nice. Also today I think I have alot more to say, which is a change because lately I haven't had the need to write and express myself and such. I know why and the cause of this whatever whatever but anyways no more rambling and get down to serious business.
While studying today, on my bed, Sunshine decided to annoy the cat and so it went into my room and sleep on my bed. It then started grooming itself and licking itself in places I do not want to mention. I did however start taking videos of it but I can't be bothered uploading it and sharing it with the world. But I just found it funny. Actually the cat did the same thing yesterday. It was on my bed and it licked itself everywhere and so I video-ed it and then last night I showed it to Alyssa who laughed with me. So see it actually is funny. But that wasn't a very serious topic thingy.
I can do the pretty girl rock rock
Rock to the pretty girl rock rock rock
Now what's your name?
I wish I could answer that and say Jasmine, but firstly I ain't pretty and I can hear someone going against that but shuttup bitch, I don't care what you say. Remember idgaf, but YOU'D GAF. You better get that because if you don't...I'll explain later :)
I think I got used to being with you all the time now that you're not here, damnnnnn, I feel so empty. Please fill me up again ;) Oh that reminds me...
LOL, I found that so funny. Now everytime I see my bin, I laugh. Because it's just so funny. I wonder if that really happens. Yeah, I really found the most random things amusing. I don't know why. Oh another thing I remembered. The other night when Kat was here, we got up to mischief and drank pure cordial and after like 4-5 shots of it I started feeling a little weezy and it sure felt like I was getting a tad bit tipsy. I was even on cam laughing uncontrollably even though there was nothing. Anyways that night, omgosh, so horrible. Woke up with the shittest feeling ever, and my throat hurted and so on and so on. This is only here for future references. Next time that happens, it won't be with Kat but with you baby, and I'm pretty sure you'd be using it to your own advantage, if you know what I mean. HAHHAHAHHAH.
On a totally different note. What the freaking fuck is wrong with you? Like seriously. Get over it. Please. I know it's non of my business but when people dwell on such things that KINDA involves me it's annoying. Firstly I like to avoid such things but when you do that making people guilty and such, that's just a big NO-NO! Haha, but seriously. I thought I told you already, I don't care, so just I'm asking you one more time. Leave it. Oh boy, karma's gonna get me back for that. Yeah, dude, that really makes me feel good man. Uhm, and is it that hard to appreciate what you do have and just be happy with it? Seriously, I doubt you have the worst life on Earth and like yours may not also be the best, but don't you think you need to start seeing things on a brighter side or whatever the saying is.
No more of that mean stuff. My holidays have been really uneventful except when Kat came and the fact that I kinda got my boyfriend back. I should be a bitch and CRY everytime I don't talk to him. Or don't get an email.
FROM NOW ON, If sumeet does not email me or msn me or communicate with me, I SHALLL CRY.
HAHAHHAHHAHAHA, that's blackmail, but I love it. Hahah, nah, babe, don't worry. I'm kidding. I understand. And look at that, see how special you are. You got a special mention on here.
ਇ ਲੋਵੇ ਯੋਊ
Yes, I know how to write in another language now. Cause I'm so talented and multi-lingual. If it's another language I know, It would have to be Korean, considering all I've really done during these holidays is watch Korean Drama, which is really sad, so don't judge.
That's all for now bychezzz.
xoxo.
♥
p.s. ਯੋਊ'ਰੇ ਫਟ.
I think that line is absolutely nice. Also today I think I have alot more to say, which is a change because lately I haven't had the need to write and express myself and such. I know why and the cause of this whatever whatever but anyways no more rambling and get down to serious business.
While studying today, on my bed, Sunshine decided to annoy the cat and so it went into my room and sleep on my bed. It then started grooming itself and licking itself in places I do not want to mention. I did however start taking videos of it but I can't be bothered uploading it and sharing it with the world. But I just found it funny. Actually the cat did the same thing yesterday. It was on my bed and it licked itself everywhere and so I video-ed it and then last night I showed it to Alyssa who laughed with me. So see it actually is funny. But that wasn't a very serious topic thingy.
I can do the pretty girl rock rock
Rock to the pretty girl rock rock rock
Now what's your name?
I wish I could answer that and say Jasmine, but firstly I ain't pretty and I can hear someone going against that but shuttup bitch, I don't care what you say. Remember idgaf, but YOU'D GAF. You better get that because if you don't...I'll explain later :)
I think I got used to being with you all the time now that you're not here, damnnnnn, I feel so empty. Please fill me up again ;) Oh that reminds me...
The first time we had sex, HE broke the bin.
LOL, I found that so funny. Now everytime I see my bin, I laugh. Because it's just so funny. I wonder if that really happens. Yeah, I really found the most random things amusing. I don't know why. Oh another thing I remembered. The other night when Kat was here, we got up to mischief and drank pure cordial and after like 4-5 shots of it I started feeling a little weezy and it sure felt like I was getting a tad bit tipsy. I was even on cam laughing uncontrollably even though there was nothing. Anyways that night, omgosh, so horrible. Woke up with the shittest feeling ever, and my throat hurted and so on and so on. This is only here for future references. Next time that happens, it won't be with Kat but with you baby, and I'm pretty sure you'd be using it to your own advantage, if you know what I mean. HAHHAHAHHAH.
On a totally different note. What the freaking fuck is wrong with you? Like seriously. Get over it. Please. I know it's non of my business but when people dwell on such things that KINDA involves me it's annoying. Firstly I like to avoid such things but when you do that making people guilty and such, that's just a big NO-NO! Haha, but seriously. I thought I told you already, I don't care, so just I'm asking you one more time. Leave it. Oh boy, karma's gonna get me back for that. Yeah, dude, that really makes me feel good man. Uhm, and is it that hard to appreciate what you do have and just be happy with it? Seriously, I doubt you have the worst life on Earth and like yours may not also be the best, but don't you think you need to start seeing things on a brighter side or whatever the saying is.
No more of that mean stuff. My holidays have been really uneventful except when Kat came and the fact that I kinda got my boyfriend back. I should be a bitch and CRY everytime I don't talk to him. Or don't get an email.
FROM NOW ON, If sumeet does not email me or msn me or communicate with me, I SHALLL CRY.
HAHAHHAHHAHAHA, that's blackmail, but I love it. Hahah, nah, babe, don't worry. I'm kidding. I understand. And look at that, see how special you are. You got a special mention on here.
ਇ ਲੋਵੇ ਯੋਊ
Yes, I know how to write in another language now. Cause I'm so talented and multi-lingual. If it's another language I know, It would have to be Korean, considering all I've really done during these holidays is watch Korean Drama, which is really sad, so don't judge.
That's all for now bychezzz.
xoxo.
♥
p.s. ਯੋਊ'ਰੇ ਫਟ.
Monday, April 18, 2011
Eighteenth April
Yesterday was really special, even though there was nothing to celebrate.
Just kidding bitch. Didn't get to see you but like whatever. I was happy enough that I even got to talk to you. And as sad and lame as it may sound, I look forward to getting emails every morning because it makes me really happy and they're so sweet. I constantly smile to myself thinking, fuck, I sure am lucky. And everyone knows it.
I'm basically out of things to say, to everyone else anyway because I've pretty much said all that I can to my hunny bunny. Gosh, I'm so happy. I still cry at night though, but this time because of happiness. I'm filled with good memories that I just want to cherish and I want to build up this collection because it's one thing that I can do that is useful to me and won't upset me one bit.
Yeah anyways
Dear bitch,
Ihate love you.
I can't fucking wait for next month.
I'm so happy.
You're the best.
Love always, me.
♥
Just kidding bitch. Didn't get to see you but like whatever. I was happy enough that I even got to talk to you. And as sad and lame as it may sound, I look forward to getting emails every morning because it makes me really happy and they're so sweet. I constantly smile to myself thinking, fuck, I sure am lucky. And everyone knows it.
I'm basically out of things to say, to everyone else anyway because I've pretty much said all that I can to my hunny bunny. Gosh, I'm so happy. I still cry at night though, but this time because of happiness. I'm filled with good memories that I just want to cherish and I want to build up this collection because it's one thing that I can do that is useful to me and won't upset me one bit.
Yeah anyways
Dear bitch,
I
I can't fucking wait for next month.
I'm so happy.
You're the best.
Love always, me.
♥
Monday, April 11, 2011
i'm sorry baby
Firstly, I did not know you actually read this.
Secondly, I was just being over the top.
Thirdly, no matter what you do, I'd still love you...
You're what gets me through every single day.
On a much happier note :P 5 weeks left of my childhood. Need to start living it to the fullest and no more holding back, not that I haven't already but like you know, whatever. So excited, I don't actually know what to do on the day yet but I sure hope it will be fun as fun as ever. Another thing approaching is 6 + 9 + me + you = ♥ Man, time flies when you put it on fast forward haha, but yeah that long alreayd sheeeeeesh. Yeah got nothing else to say. Too damn happy. Thank you for making my day, two days in a row now. heheheh
much love.
jasmine.
Secondly, I was just being over the top.
Thirdly, no matter what you do, I'd still love you...
You're what gets me through every single day.
On a much happier note :P 5 weeks left of my childhood. Need to start living it to the fullest and no more holding back, not that I haven't already but like you know, whatever. So excited, I don't actually know what to do on the day yet but I sure hope it will be fun as fun as ever. Another thing approaching is 6 + 9 + me + you = ♥ Man, time flies when you put it on fast forward haha, but yeah that long alreayd sheeeeeesh. Yeah got nothing else to say. Too damn happy. Thank you for making my day, two days in a row now. heheheh
much love.
jasmine.
Sunday, April 10, 2011
It's been a while
I've lost the motivation to write.
It seems like you don't trust me and when you do that I feel that I can't trust you as well and I don't feel like telling you anything. It's kinda making our relationship rocky. I don't like it.
I wish I could just end things, I don't want to though.
YOU MAKE ME CRY.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU.
and then you ask my why I drink.
I'm so angry.
It's not fair.
Is this all karma?
It seems like you don't trust me and when you do that I feel that I can't trust you as well and I don't feel like telling you anything. It's kinda making our relationship rocky. I don't like it.
I wish I could just end things, I don't want to though.
YOU MAKE ME CRY.
WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU.
and then you ask my why I drink.
I'm so angry.
It's not fair.
Is this all karma?
Monday, April 4, 2011
Post
just so you know, i still care.
I can't stand seeing you get hurt, especially cause of me and for some reason it makes me happy seeing you happy. I was and still am stupid but what's done is done and let's just let time heal itself. Until then be happy...
Fuck, that was lame, but got nothing to write. I'm still somewhat pissed and I don't get how you can be so blind to something so obvious. I don't know how we work but we really both are stupid and weird. One thing's for sure though,
I LOVE YOU ♥
I can't stand seeing you get hurt, especially cause of me and for some reason it makes me happy seeing you happy. I was and still am stupid but what's done is done and let's just let time heal itself. Until then be happy...
Fuck, that was lame, but got nothing to write. I'm still somewhat pissed and I don't get how you can be so blind to something so obvious. I don't know how we work but we really both are stupid and weird. One thing's for sure though,
I LOVE YOU ♥
Friday, April 1, 2011
Fool's Day
Yes, I absolutely do feel like a fool right now. On the brighter side, 1st of April has no significance to me whatsoever unlike two other people I know. Glad I changed that.
Recently, I just haven't had the motivation to write anything. I'll just keep things simple. Today was the last day of school spirit week and frankly, this being my last school spirit week ever, it was just plain shit and stupid. I'd much have rather just normal school with normal everything because it wouldn't have made any differences. Anyways got results back. I'm somewhat disappointed in myself because I expected better from me, but hey we don't always get what we want right. So mathematics you piss me off and same with chem. Although it wasn't THAT bad, but still. The amount of study I put in I think doesn't really equal the results which I did receive. Eh, whatever. It's too late now.
Another thing was okay, so like I dress real nicely, like I basically was a super try hard today, all just for my boyfriend. I mean I even woke up early. And all my efforts were pretty much a waste because it went unnoticed. I guess I'm just fat and ugly to him. I want to spend more fucking time and I hate always having to say everything, just sometimes is it not obvious that that's what I want. I hate this.
bye.
Recently, I just haven't had the motivation to write anything. I'll just keep things simple. Today was the last day of school spirit week and frankly, this being my last school spirit week ever, it was just plain shit and stupid. I'd much have rather just normal school with normal everything because it wouldn't have made any differences. Anyways got results back. I'm somewhat disappointed in myself because I expected better from me, but hey we don't always get what we want right. So mathematics you piss me off and same with chem. Although it wasn't THAT bad, but still. The amount of study I put in I think doesn't really equal the results which I did receive. Eh, whatever. It's too late now.
Another thing was okay, so like I dress real nicely, like I basically was a super try hard today, all just for my boyfriend. I mean I even woke up early. And all my efforts were pretty much a waste because it went unnoticed. I guess I'm just fat and ugly to him. I want to spend more fucking time and I hate always having to say everything, just sometimes is it not obvious that that's what I want. I hate this.
bye.
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