kiama

At 5.30 am in the morning...
i was told to get up and ready to leave the house because they're kicking me out of the house because of what I had done the other day. Well actually that's a complete lie because that's not what really happened. We were off to go to Kiama down South Coast and do some fun stuff such as fishing, swimming, and play cards. Laugh Out Loud! But like, first we would have to have a 2 hour drive sitting in the cour doing nothing but listen to music, sleep and eat and listen to Sunshine being annoyingly annoying.

We arrived there the first thing I did was go for a run. Everyone else was just like WTF?! But yeah, who cares what they say because I shouldn't so yeah. Afterwards I got tired then we looked around. It was very rocky there, but with my awesome filo climbing skills I was very good at it and didn't fall down once or hurt myself. There wasn't really much to do if you weren't interested in fishing but me and my friend decided that we would explore. Actually a picture says more words, so just look at the pictures. AHAHAH! I took so many. With me and Alyssa trying to be pro photographers and we both FAIL ! LOL

"Sunshine, don't go near the edge, you might fall off...
Yeah, we don't want to lose our lunch. :) "

Apart from that we also played cards, with money and haha, mum gave me some money and she kept losing, luckily I would win the money back for her. It was really fun, because I was HALF owning them all, them old women. Kidding ! But yeah. We went to the blowhole sight and it didn't even blow once which was kinda a disappointment, but like whatever I still had fun. Then when we were about to leave we were waiting so long for then we realised that they were in the rockpools so of we went there. But then I kinda felt left out when they all went swimming because I couldn't go swim for non-very special reasons that I don't want to go into. But me being so me wanted to go in so badly that I got a bodyboard and tried to float on it and failed at the instant I tried to go on it. So yeah, that ended my day. I got washed and then soon they came then we had to go home. My day has been fun, away from homework, stress and other things which have been causing me trouble and making me all confused but it helped me clear my mind and also think things through. *Sigh. It's nice.

I ate so much food today that I think Sumeet might kill me because I'm suppose to be following a nutrition plan. Although, I had a good reason to be hungry. Everywhere in Kiama all you do is walk and climb and it's so tiring. I could actually feel my thighs burning from climbing up the rocks which would usually take me a couple of laps of running. But yeah. I'm dead! Actually, no. I'm just going to be called fatty now, even more so than before.

As you can see I enjoyed my day and had fun. I love today: March 22 2009.

laters,..
;]

isn't she lovely?

i've deserved everything i've ever received, good or bad...


dude, like today. I felt good. Woke up late, hehe, because did not have to go swimming for very special reasons. As i woke up and looked at myself in the mirror. Ew. My hair was messy. But then again, I didn't expect it to be the world's best hairdo either, especially right after I had just woken up. I ate my breakfast which was leftovers from the other night and it was nice. And with no one annoying me I was able to enjoy it. While I was eating my mum was sitting on the chair watching TV and so i decided to join her. I realised that it was actually the Muppets, Wizard of Oz. It was funny and very random. And there was this part where the little chicken thing touched the robot and he was like, ooh what's this? then the robot replies, that's my nipples. HAHA. funny shit. After that I'd lost interest and decided that I should start my work. And I did. I've done two of my three wide reading, which is quite an accomplishment and apart from that, I've also done more of commerce, history and something else which I can't seem to remember.

my today, apart from those things hasn't actually been that exciting but it's been a good break. And I'm happy. I have been the whole day and it's something which lately has been rare for me, because of my very mood swings which sometimes scares me because it keeps changing and so fort. I ate chocolate today. It was nice. HEHE, random much ? Ooh, i played computer games. I'm such a kid, man. I still play kiddie games but oh well at least they are fun. Laugh Out Loud.

And to add to that, I wasn't being lazy and bummy cause I did go for a run. Although my time was slower than my previous time oh well. Here they are:

Time Today: 8.56
Previous Time: 8.51
Personal Best: 8.51

As you can see that's actually worse, but at least my first lap was a new lap record standing at 4.09, I think that maybe that's why i was so slow in the second one, used up energy in the first one. But yeah, must improve and will improve :D

Apart from that I have no lifeeeee but luckily tomorrow I do, cause I'm off to Kiama and no work for the whole day. That's why i've been trying to do everything today. But i fail at that. HEHE

So laters and yeah. Byeeee.

;]

ooh

i thought today would be a great day to have a very detailed blog
but then like, now, i have no time. so yeah
heres today:

today was a good day actually
here are just some points
...
i got insulted by sukhman in commerce about me eating on the job and stuff like that but the thing is i didn't realise until italian which was second period.
and at lunch time got owned by steph in chess. LOL. but whatever. I was screwed no matter what.
thats all
;]

lifeless

today i curled my hair
and you can see the colour
apart from that i would have to say
that today was uneventful
except in history when ramnik
drew random lame things
it was funny.
LOL

;]

letter

DEVESH,


JASMINE IS HAPPY !
(:

and for anyone else who thinks i'm sad all the time


later lovelies,..

note

When I see you

I run out of words

to say

I wouldnt leave you

'Cause your that type of girl

To make mistakes

I wanna get with you

You're so beautiful

So damn beautiful

--------------------------------------------------

actually, i think i am over him
if i can keep myself at distance far enough
not to see him or make any contact with him
and what's the talking one?
well the talking one.
then maybe it is possible.

so. OVER HIM.
but not 100%
yet.
but am.



later lovelies,..

with sister.

I wonder everyday, when and how. But I know I'll never have the courage to. I just wished that I could push everyone away and I'd have no feeling of hurt and pain...

Why can't you leave me alone
and let me live my life
without the pain that
you are bringing upon me.

Today I didn't feel as lively as I was yesterday. Not that I was lively yesterday, but at least I could show SOME enthusiasm. To summarise up today:

Roll call was quick, probably because it was Wednesday.

First period was maths and it was quite random because half way through the lesson the teacher talks about his son but the whole point of the story was about his daughter-in-law and how she's a real good musician (btw look her up on youtube: Jess Chalker) and that she's performing with all these famous people.

Recess, bought another friggin muffin. Fudge imma get so fat again :( But i just can't help it. And the worst thing is no one will admit it to me that I am in fact really fat. Stupid, gay people.

Secons period was commerce and it was so boring. I would have fallen asleep but I really wasn't in the mood to get in trouble at that moment. And we have homework. Shoot.

During lunch I played basketball with Jasmine, Devesh, Pavan, Siddarth and this year 9 guy who left when we were about to start the game. It was pretty fun I fail, cause I suck. Didn't even get one shot in which is shameful for me because my dad is good and all that and i'm just this failure kid. Laugh Out Loud !

Sport yey, it was really fun. Well for like the first couple of minutes or saw. Then the excitement just died and I gave up. Couldn't even pretend to laugh from the gayness of it and the lack of effort people had put and my sleepyness. At least being the captain of the team, I was a major fail. I still managed to get some shots in, which i pretty much thought was a fluke because thos shots I didn't expect to get in. Yada, yada. Sport finished. I really wanted to go home, OH and HIMMAT, he slapped me! Well i did ask for it. HAHA. Me is loser.

After school had to go officeworks, was with sister. It wasn't that bad. Had a small fight then resolved it by buying Subway cookies. Then on the train Himmat, Shirine etc. was there so it wasn't that bad.

Arrived home. Decided ooh, I want to dye my hair again. So I did. Man this better be more obvious than the other one. It cost me $10.95 man. And I just got money from dad.

I fail. Cause I'm a failure. No doubt about that.

later lovelies,..