basically the previous post was a lie.
better own up to it now
but whatever man,
i did try ok.
later lovelies,..
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
NEWS
major news.
ok theres good news and bad news.
but whatever
no one cares
which is also a good thing
good news:
i no longer like him. amazing huh. It took me the whole day to think it through. That's why I was quiet for the first half/morning of the day. I was thinking hard. And I figured out that it might just be a waste of my time and it's not like he could have done anything for me anyways. And also looking at his bad traits helped me with that decision.
bad news:
the bad thing is, i like someone else! I know, it sucks. That really is the only way get over someone. But whatever. I hardly know this person which is a good thing, because now I know not to get any closer to them and I hardly see them, which is also a good thing. So getting over this guy would be so much easier.
Far out, I make my life so complicated. But here's how my day was.
This morning I woke up earlier than usual thinking whether or not I would go for a walk. Scrap that idea. Stayed in bed, then i realised I had to make myself breakfast because I forgot to tell mum to cook it. Oatmeal; delish. At school we arrived late because of the traffic on the highway but it was only roll call when we did get there so it didn't make much difference. First period was Italian. I didn't really do much. Just sat there thinking. But me being "sad" (according to Ivy, because my normal is actually HIGH) was worth it in the end. Even during recess I maintained my sad mood. During English, I continued with my sadness whilst everyone was watching Shrek. In third period, was kinda pumped, for the running. I think I'm crazy but whatever. My time, was pretty good mainly because I can't say it's bad. But I COULD HAVE done better, oh well. There's always next time. Sprint; it was slow. Again, oh, well. Theres always next time.
At lunch, I'd lost that sadness mood and went back to my normal self and even managed to NEARLY wet Sumeet as he walked passed. HAHA, that guy. Tried to hi-5 me again. Laugh Out Loud! But yeah. Science didn't last long. People just talking about their wide reading. And me, mine was about hamsters wearing jackets with nanowires to produce electricity for an iPod. Hmmmmm. Interesting ? Halfway through, we had Peer Support which was quite boring because we didn't do anything much.
Basically the main point of this blog, was just to say I'm over him. Phew.
later loveliess,..
ok theres good news and bad news.
but whatever
no one cares
which is also a good thing
good news:
i no longer like him. amazing huh. It took me the whole day to think it through. That's why I was quiet for the first half/morning of the day. I was thinking hard. And I figured out that it might just be a waste of my time and it's not like he could have done anything for me anyways. And also looking at his bad traits helped me with that decision.
bad news:
the bad thing is, i like someone else! I know, it sucks. That really is the only way get over someone. But whatever. I hardly know this person which is a good thing, because now I know not to get any closer to them and I hardly see them, which is also a good thing. So getting over this guy would be so much easier.
Far out, I make my life so complicated. But here's how my day was.
This morning I woke up earlier than usual thinking whether or not I would go for a walk. Scrap that idea. Stayed in bed, then i realised I had to make myself breakfast because I forgot to tell mum to cook it. Oatmeal; delish. At school we arrived late because of the traffic on the highway but it was only roll call when we did get there so it didn't make much difference. First period was Italian. I didn't really do much. Just sat there thinking. But me being "sad" (according to Ivy, because my normal is actually HIGH) was worth it in the end. Even during recess I maintained my sad mood. During English, I continued with my sadness whilst everyone was watching Shrek. In third period, was kinda pumped, for the running. I think I'm crazy but whatever. My time, was pretty good mainly because I can't say it's bad. But I COULD HAVE done better, oh well. There's always next time. Sprint; it was slow. Again, oh, well. Theres always next time.
At lunch, I'd lost that sadness mood and went back to my normal self and even managed to NEARLY wet Sumeet as he walked passed. HAHA, that guy. Tried to hi-5 me again. Laugh Out Loud! But yeah. Science didn't last long. People just talking about their wide reading. And me, mine was about hamsters wearing jackets with nanowires to produce electricity for an iPod. Hmmmmm. Interesting ? Halfway through, we had Peer Support which was quite boring because we didn't do anything much.
Basically the main point of this blog, was just to say I'm over him. Phew.
later loveliess,..
Monday, March 16, 2009
go away
it changed,
no longer in that happy sense of happyness
yet i don't know
why?
i'll keep waiting...
no longer in that happy sense of happyness
yet i don't know
why?
i'll keep waiting...
jasmine is happy
hello lovelies.
today was AWESUM and i was and still am really happy. I'm hoping that no one ruins this for me because yeah. Anyways, i woke up thinking this day would be oh so gay, because I went to sleep 2am at night/morning wateva it is because i was talking to tita sheila via Skype. Lol, OMG man she's so unfair she has so much Ice Breakers and I want some, then she started showing me her room and trying to make me jealous because she has two really nice speakers. But yeh, then I ditched her because I would be in heaps of shit if i had stayed on the computer. The next day, more like that morning, I woke up to the sound of Eh, eh, eh, nothing else i can say... And I just groaned because I couldn't be bothered going for a morning walk even if it did increase my metabolism. So i just showered and did my already straight hair and put it into an "awesomely awesome" bun according to Alyssa. And I was ready for school very nicely done and prepared. Dude, i'm so happy.
At school i got there and I wasn't sure how i would feel. But after roll call standing outside the science blocks, I SAW HIM. sighhhhhhhh. LOL, im such a fag, but whatever. It made me smile and laugh and giggle and anindita kept looking at me weirdly. Even in science I was enjoying it. Well not enjoying it but I wasn't bored and LOL But yeah. I was smiling and I couldn't help it. So i think i've gone crazy. Then during recess, i sa him again. Obviously no one knew what was going on inside my head and I wanted to keep it that way. Recess was pretty quick just wandering around and talking to myself. (That's a joke thing, cz i was talking to jasmine, geddit ?) But yeah. After this was history and I walked with Jasmine to her room then we saw Fiona and who was in my class and she was going to the history blocks when I clearly told her that we were in the textiles room and i was just like whatever. So i left Jasmine and went off to Fiona. Then I asked her, why ? And she was like, Ivy. And i was like ooooohhhhhh. Laugh Out Loud ! That made total sense. While standing there for the few minutes, i saw sukhman and i couldn't stand not talking to him so i went up to him and gave him a hug and said sorry. (maybe i was crying, but i kept it together :D) So it's all good. This added to my already smiley-wiley faceeee. The history man. It was so random and funny. Because I'm me and retarded I wrote a note to Devesh and he wrote notes back. Then everyone else joined in. And soon it ended up being paper thrown at you, and the messages would say. You're gay or If you read this, you're gay. Either one it still meant you were gay. And I'm an edible loser that taste delicious that Devesh is going to eat because he's going to own me in basketball, supposedly. Laugh out loud.
On the way to maths i saw sumeet and that homo he wanted me to hi-5 him because he thinks he's so cool and just so i wasn't slack i did, then when i walked past him, i quickly my hand because of tranny germs, ewwwwww. Laugh OUT loud. btw, mate this is ur homo section where i bitch about you.
Third period was maths. And i sat next to anavi and ivy and it was funny, because we had clynes that day and he just seemed so clueless. And i thought the lesson would drag on but luckily sitting next to ivy and anavi, helped me get through it. And me and Ivy just sat there blank. HAHA. And halfway through I had this hunger in my stomach and i heard my tummy rumbling and i was like shitttt. Cause hello, it was going to get louder gradually and i was scared everyone would hear it. luckily my friend she had food for me to eat and it went away. And soon what had been an hour to go turned into 2 minutes till the bell would ring. And it finally did. Lunchtime i quickly ran to the microwave and heated my food with Fiona because I was there the whole time. Hehe. Then we went to the study group and i was just eating because himmat couldnt really help me much because firstly i wasn't really in the mood for it and it was only one question. So after that it didn't last for much longer. So we left and then i was just talking to ivy because i didn't feel like being a curry today. So we ate ice cream which didn't taste nice but it was still good, cause i love ice creammm (: Then I saw him again, when we were walking he was right in front of me. Yehp, me is insane now. Lunch was over quickly.
in IST, i was still in a pretty good mood. I just imagined him then that kept me good for the whole lesson. Then geeth and i was having long distance mouth convos and LOL. Me and emma are no longer, like, the sacrifices i had made for her. Then she leaves me for someone else. And I thought we were Dil & Emma. LOL geddit ? After class, geeth comes up to me pink bra?. I was just :O. HEHE.
at the bus stop talking to anavi, happy, happy, happy. LOL, that's all that was going through my head. And i couldn't think of anything else to do so i was just smiling. On the bus Katrina and Sara were talking in third person and I was included in the conversation and i found it extremely weird and stupid but yeah. Laugh Out Loud! They asked me a few questions. Something about why is jasmine happy, katrina is a bitch and sara is gay. It was random.
But now, I'm here sitting on my fat ass (literally) and planning to do my work. Whenever i say planinng, it usually means i'm not gonna do it till 12 at night so it can wait till then. So, maybe i will go on the bike and work of those cookies i ate during maths and the popcorn i ate when i got home.
laters dudes
p.s. hope you found this day more intersting compared to my other days...
p.s.s. I forgot to add the fact that i' m stil jealous because here's this girl with a perfect life who has everything anyone could ever want: beauty, personality, friends, family, athleticism. But sometimes i think she takes it for granted. HAHA no she doesn't but it seems makes it more dramatic, Laugh out loud. But yeah, if only I knew what went on in her head. It would make my life a whole lot easier. Oh yeah. But sometimes I think she tries to hard, like really too hard, and it's so obvious maybe some things just don't come natural to her, like for example me being high I can't help it, seriously. I'm such a loser, but whatever.
today was AWESUM and i was and still am really happy. I'm hoping that no one ruins this for me because yeah. Anyways, i woke up thinking this day would be oh so gay, because I went to sleep 2am at night/morning wateva it is because i was talking to tita sheila via Skype. Lol, OMG man she's so unfair she has so much Ice Breakers and I want some, then she started showing me her room and trying to make me jealous because she has two really nice speakers. But yeh, then I ditched her because I would be in heaps of shit if i had stayed on the computer. The next day, more like that morning, I woke up to the sound of Eh, eh, eh, nothing else i can say... And I just groaned because I couldn't be bothered going for a morning walk even if it did increase my metabolism. So i just showered and did my already straight hair and put it into an "awesomely awesome" bun according to Alyssa. And I was ready for school very nicely done and prepared. Dude, i'm so happy.
At school i got there and I wasn't sure how i would feel. But after roll call standing outside the science blocks, I SAW HIM. sighhhhhhhh. LOL, im such a fag, but whatever. It made me smile and laugh and giggle and anindita kept looking at me weirdly. Even in science I was enjoying it. Well not enjoying it but I wasn't bored and LOL But yeah. I was smiling and I couldn't help it. So i think i've gone crazy. Then during recess, i sa him again. Obviously no one knew what was going on inside my head and I wanted to keep it that way. Recess was pretty quick just wandering around and talking to myself. (That's a joke thing, cz i was talking to jasmine, geddit ?) But yeah. After this was history and I walked with Jasmine to her room then we saw Fiona and who was in my class and she was going to the history blocks when I clearly told her that we were in the textiles room and i was just like whatever. So i left Jasmine and went off to Fiona. Then I asked her, why ? And she was like, Ivy. And i was like ooooohhhhhh. Laugh Out Loud ! That made total sense. While standing there for the few minutes, i saw sukhman and i couldn't stand not talking to him so i went up to him and gave him a hug and said sorry. (maybe i was crying, but i kept it together :D) So it's all good. This added to my already smiley-wiley faceeee. The history man. It was so random and funny. Because I'm me and retarded I wrote a note to Devesh and he wrote notes back. Then everyone else joined in. And soon it ended up being paper thrown at you, and the messages would say. You're gay or If you read this, you're gay. Either one it still meant you were gay. And I'm an edible loser that taste delicious that Devesh is going to eat because he's going to own me in basketball, supposedly. Laugh out loud.
On the way to maths i saw sumeet and that homo he wanted me to hi-5 him because he thinks he's so cool and just so i wasn't slack i did, then when i walked past him, i quickly my hand because of tranny germs, ewwwwww. Laugh OUT loud. btw, mate this is ur homo section where i bitch about you.
Third period was maths. And i sat next to anavi and ivy and it was funny, because we had clynes that day and he just seemed so clueless. And i thought the lesson would drag on but luckily sitting next to ivy and anavi, helped me get through it. And me and Ivy just sat there blank. HAHA. And halfway through I had this hunger in my stomach and i heard my tummy rumbling and i was like shitttt. Cause hello, it was going to get louder gradually and i was scared everyone would hear it. luckily my friend she had food for me to eat and it went away. And soon what had been an hour to go turned into 2 minutes till the bell would ring. And it finally did. Lunchtime i quickly ran to the microwave and heated my food with Fiona because I was there the whole time. Hehe. Then we went to the study group and i was just eating because himmat couldnt really help me much because firstly i wasn't really in the mood for it and it was only one question. So after that it didn't last for much longer. So we left and then i was just talking to ivy because i didn't feel like being a curry today. So we ate ice cream which didn't taste nice but it was still good, cause i love ice creammm (: Then I saw him again, when we were walking he was right in front of me. Yehp, me is insane now. Lunch was over quickly.
in IST, i was still in a pretty good mood. I just imagined him then that kept me good for the whole lesson. Then geeth and i was having long distance mouth convos and LOL. Me and emma are no longer, like, the sacrifices i had made for her. Then she leaves me for someone else. And I thought we were Dil & Emma. LOL geddit ? After class, geeth comes up to me pink bra?. I was just :O. HEHE.
at the bus stop talking to anavi, happy, happy, happy. LOL, that's all that was going through my head. And i couldn't think of anything else to do so i was just smiling. On the bus Katrina and Sara were talking in third person and I was included in the conversation and i found it extremely weird and stupid but yeah. Laugh Out Loud! They asked me a few questions. Something about why is jasmine happy, katrina is a bitch and sara is gay. It was random.
But now, I'm here sitting on my fat ass (literally) and planning to do my work. Whenever i say planinng, it usually means i'm not gonna do it till 12 at night so it can wait till then. So, maybe i will go on the bike and work of those cookies i ate during maths and the popcorn i ate when i got home.
laters dudes
p.s. hope you found this day more intersting compared to my other days...
p.s.s. I forgot to add the fact that i' m stil jealous because here's this girl with a perfect life who has everything anyone could ever want: beauty, personality, friends, family, athleticism. But sometimes i think she takes it for granted. HAHA no she doesn't but it seems makes it more dramatic, Laugh out loud. But yeah, if only I knew what went on in her head. It would make my life a whole lot easier. Oh yeah. But sometimes I think she tries to hard, like really too hard, and it's so obvious maybe some things just don't come natural to her, like for example me being high I can't help it, seriously. I'm such a loser, but whatever.
Sunday, March 15, 2009
phew.
tired:
i woke up this morning, from lack of sleep. my dreams, were, horrible. well no one else would think it was horrible but i do, and i didn't like it. And the first thing i thought about when i woke up was the exact same thing in my dream which freaked me out even more. what should i do?
the day went pretty quick today. just ate breakfast and did the dishes, which was ok. Then went on the computer and made a positive progress in my english narrative which is a real good thing. Afterwards I just got distracted and started playing games which was quite fun. Then i realised there was a desperate housewives marathon on and i was just like YEY! Like i've missed the past few weeks and it was time for me to catch up in the missing part of my life. It was so long but who cares. Ever since MSN came, desperate housewives moved out. LOL. That basicaly took up most of my day. After all those shows I realised it was time for me to run again. But today it had felt more like a chore than something which i usually enjoyed, i don't know. Maybe it's because i'm lacking motivation or i'm just purely lazy. But whatever. My time improved, which i was relieved. I think it was around 20 seconds faster than my previous time. OK, to make it simpler:
Previous time before this run: 9.12 minutes
Previous Personal Best: 8.58 minutes
New Personal Best: 8.51 minutes
So i guess i am making good improvements, but now my calves. They really hurt. It won't go away and no one will massage it for me, which is really gay because the other way to make it better is to sleep with it on a pillow which is impossible for me because I sleep on my side and therefore me sleeping with a leg on a pillow is really awkward, basically I can't sleep like that. So my legs, calves really hurt.
Now i'm craving dumplings and i want to have some, or make some or anything. Because dumplings are very delicious.
This weekend is just the break ive needed from school. No stress has been put on my shoulders. Actually there was but because of the swimming i did and the run, it disappeared. Now school is on tomorrow, I don't know what it will bring but BRING IT ON i say.
laters,..
i woke up this morning, from lack of sleep. my dreams, were, horrible. well no one else would think it was horrible but i do, and i didn't like it. And the first thing i thought about when i woke up was the exact same thing in my dream which freaked me out even more. what should i do?
the day went pretty quick today. just ate breakfast and did the dishes, which was ok. Then went on the computer and made a positive progress in my english narrative which is a real good thing. Afterwards I just got distracted and started playing games which was quite fun. Then i realised there was a desperate housewives marathon on and i was just like YEY! Like i've missed the past few weeks and it was time for me to catch up in the missing part of my life. It was so long but who cares. Ever since MSN came, desperate housewives moved out. LOL. That basicaly took up most of my day. After all those shows I realised it was time for me to run again. But today it had felt more like a chore than something which i usually enjoyed, i don't know. Maybe it's because i'm lacking motivation or i'm just purely lazy. But whatever. My time improved, which i was relieved. I think it was around 20 seconds faster than my previous time. OK, to make it simpler:
Previous time before this run: 9.12 minutes
Previous Personal Best: 8.58 minutes
New Personal Best: 8.51 minutes
So i guess i am making good improvements, but now my calves. They really hurt. It won't go away and no one will massage it for me, which is really gay because the other way to make it better is to sleep with it on a pillow which is impossible for me because I sleep on my side and therefore me sleeping with a leg on a pillow is really awkward, basically I can't sleep like that. So my legs, calves really hurt.
Now i'm craving dumplings and i want to have some, or make some or anything. Because dumplings are very delicious.
This weekend is just the break ive needed from school. No stress has been put on my shoulders. Actually there was but because of the swimming i did and the run, it disappeared. Now school is on tomorrow, I don't know what it will bring but BRING IT ON i say.
laters,..
Saturday, March 14, 2009
saturday
swimming was fun
for today this was how much i'd swum:
- 950 m Free
-200 m back
-100m breast
- 50m fly
and from doing all that i was so tired
that at the hairdressers while waiting for my sister
i nearly fell asleep
...
i was also extremely bored
that i just kept typing his name in my phone
and i saw family friends
and yeah
i fell asleep today
jasmine said im insane
and the thunder prevented me from going on the computer
i cant be bothered with the details today
laters.
for today this was how much i'd swum:
- 950 m Free
-200 m back
-100m breast
- 50m fly
and from doing all that i was so tired
that at the hairdressers while waiting for my sister
i nearly fell asleep
...
i was also extremely bored
that i just kept typing his name in my phone
and i saw family friends
and yeah
i fell asleep today
jasmine said im insane
and the thunder prevented me from going on the computer
i cant be bothered with the details today
laters.
Friday, March 13, 2009
high self esteem
basically today's blog will be about me and the positive things. The main reason I'm doing this is because I've been told of for being negative about myself and not caring about myself when hello, I do. But they meant mentally, so like, yeah.
firstly, i'm so good. The fact that I can keep this blog up specially when I'm a very busy person and have so much homework and assignments and commitments that i must do. So, i'm just saying that, I'm good at this blogging thing and maintaining it. (is that how you spell it?)
next, today at school, felt down that usual. Maybe because of the clouds and how it always brings my mood down. Luckily, not many people notice except for some, which at time, I can lie my way through things that they do end up beieving me. Commerce was great, except for the dead mood which everyone seemed to have. Or did my aura happen to affect everyone else and also the fact that I was distant and away from where I usually sit did affect me in a way. I can't continue about this anymore. Recess was gay, long and lasted a while. Just listened to music. That was basically what I did the whole day. At least in English I got one of my class homework back and we had to write a short story and we had to use clothing with the description and it was such a relief that I had achieved a higher mark than my previous work. That helped me with my mood but I guess nothing could really change it. (Well I know what would have, but that would just be pushin my luck). Afterwards was Maths and Julina wasn't here today so I found myself sitting next to Ivy, I think I missed Ivy. What happened between us last year wasn't a major thing but it did kinda separate us. But now I'm happy that we're friends again.
Lunch time we thought we had to go to that study group thing and then we asked the teacher what we were meant to do and then she told us that it was meant for mentors only and then me and Ivy left and ran and giggled. Haha. We were both like; Like we could be mentors, we'll probably just confuse ourselves. Good times. Sitting in that semi-hobo seats reminded me of the old times, when everyone was happy. But I managed to listen to music again while sitting with them (and i think I'm going deaf from the loudness of the volume). And I wasn't emo, just distant from evryone.
Last period, science and i thought I was going to sleep. I could feel my eyelides just slowly closing but I told it to keep awake. Therefore science was boring and nothing could be done about it.
At the bus stop, Katrina told me news which had relieved me but I kinda knew already but yeah, thing doesnt like me. And I was glad. But Katrina just gave me a look which I thought she was worried about me, because for once it was someone good and I was like totally not agreeing with her. She also said: Can't you see the big picture?. And my reply of course, no one would get except for Jasmine? and maybe Devesh? Don't worry, I have an even bigger picture in my mind. Laugh Out Loud!
Came home; i was early so i ate ice cream. Mum was like no you can't open the mango ice cream so i had to eat the vanilla ice cream. Then later Sunshine comes and she opens the mango ice cream and I was just like :O. But whatever I had some afterwards. Later, i went for a jog or run, it was ok. I wanted to run. As i have been lately. But I don't know I got a stitch, cramp, something that hurted in my stomach and I was in pain. It was hurting. Couldn't reall complain though, firstly because there was no one to complain to and secondly I don't like complaining. it makes me look weak. I don't like being weak. The worst part was my time was slower than my previous run by 14 seconds which is shameful but I have to be positive so maybe it was just because I've been tired lately. And i can improve a lot more and I just have to be patient. OMG i suck at this being nice to myself thing. But yeah.
Now just sittin here taking alyssas go on the comp. I'm so evil.
Question: How would you approach and tell the person you like that you like them and can't stop thinking about them and it's affecting you very much etc.?
please help me with this question because I'm going insane.,
laters.
firstly, i'm so good. The fact that I can keep this blog up specially when I'm a very busy person and have so much homework and assignments and commitments that i must do. So, i'm just saying that, I'm good at this blogging thing and maintaining it. (is that how you spell it?)
next, today at school, felt down that usual. Maybe because of the clouds and how it always brings my mood down. Luckily, not many people notice except for some, which at time, I can lie my way through things that they do end up beieving me. Commerce was great, except for the dead mood which everyone seemed to have. Or did my aura happen to affect everyone else and also the fact that I was distant and away from where I usually sit did affect me in a way. I can't continue about this anymore. Recess was gay, long and lasted a while. Just listened to music. That was basically what I did the whole day. At least in English I got one of my class homework back and we had to write a short story and we had to use clothing with the description and it was such a relief that I had achieved a higher mark than my previous work. That helped me with my mood but I guess nothing could really change it. (Well I know what would have, but that would just be pushin my luck). Afterwards was Maths and Julina wasn't here today so I found myself sitting next to Ivy, I think I missed Ivy. What happened between us last year wasn't a major thing but it did kinda separate us. But now I'm happy that we're friends again.
Lunch time we thought we had to go to that study group thing and then we asked the teacher what we were meant to do and then she told us that it was meant for mentors only and then me and Ivy left and ran and giggled. Haha. We were both like; Like we could be mentors, we'll probably just confuse ourselves. Good times. Sitting in that semi-hobo seats reminded me of the old times, when everyone was happy. But I managed to listen to music again while sitting with them (and i think I'm going deaf from the loudness of the volume). And I wasn't emo, just distant from evryone.
Last period, science and i thought I was going to sleep. I could feel my eyelides just slowly closing but I told it to keep awake. Therefore science was boring and nothing could be done about it.
At the bus stop, Katrina told me news which had relieved me but I kinda knew already but yeah, thing doesnt like me. And I was glad. But Katrina just gave me a look which I thought she was worried about me, because for once it was someone good and I was like totally not agreeing with her. She also said: Can't you see the big picture?. And my reply of course, no one would get except for Jasmine? and maybe Devesh? Don't worry, I have an even bigger picture in my mind. Laugh Out Loud!
Came home; i was early so i ate ice cream. Mum was like no you can't open the mango ice cream so i had to eat the vanilla ice cream. Then later Sunshine comes and she opens the mango ice cream and I was just like :O. But whatever I had some afterwards. Later, i went for a jog or run, it was ok. I wanted to run. As i have been lately. But I don't know I got a stitch, cramp, something that hurted in my stomach and I was in pain. It was hurting. Couldn't reall complain though, firstly because there was no one to complain to and secondly I don't like complaining. it makes me look weak. I don't like being weak. The worst part was my time was slower than my previous run by 14 seconds which is shameful but I have to be positive so maybe it was just because I've been tired lately. And i can improve a lot more and I just have to be patient. OMG i suck at this being nice to myself thing. But yeah.
Now just sittin here taking alyssas go on the comp. I'm so evil.
Question: How would you approach and tell the person you like that you like them and can't stop thinking about them and it's affecting you very much etc.?
please help me with this question because I'm going insane.,
laters.
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