Blabb.

finally? or is it too soon to say that? i don't quite know but one thing's for sure. i'm v. happy & ecstatic that my holidays are beginning soon. not yet but soon. i love school certificate. the only time i can think for real without the worry of anyone else. hmmm. that didn't make sense at all but maybe that's what i'm trying to do. i need people to be smarter. i like having hidden messages. but that's for later.

i miss you all. i can't believe that i had to turn out like that. leaving you guys behind and when i really needed someone you've been there the whole time. i'm also v. thankful that you've noticed. i'm quite sure that no one else knows what i'm talking about and seriously stuff them because i'm pretty sure if they had noticed they would have told me by now and i love them even more. but i really do miss having you with me all the time. like circumstances have changed and so have i. the worst part it's been a change for the worst rather than for the better. i really do wish that one day we could have what we once had once upon a time. when things were good and fun was the only thing in my vocabulary. now i use words such as disappointed, gay, suck. those words aren't very nice, though truthful not what i want to be talking about. once again. thank you. i really do know who my friends are in this world. and im v. grateful for that. AND LMAO ! it's not even offensive. haha.

i have changed.

i miss going on the computer. i miss talking to people via instant messenger, both on yahoo and msn. i miss being able to be someone else and make up a whole new identity. i miss being on a totally different world. i miss the emotions. i miss the sleepless nights spent on the computer. i miss everything about the computer. i wish things were back to the good old days. and now...they can be.

i'm so good right now i'm going crazy with the computer i'm probably making record times with my awesome typing. this is probably the fastest i've typed EVER with hardly any typos which is like ... A W E S O M E

jasmine needs to go shopping:
- buy a dress
- buy jewellry
- book salon
- lose weight
ahahaha, i dont know what the last one has to do with shopping but whatever right? really i'm just happy.


should i ask or not?
should i bother or not?
am i even worth it?


ahhhh. i love you computer.
:D