kmdkn

I don't know why you do it.
It's not like I planned to "hurt" you.
Fuck, and you wonder why I'm such a bitch.


RAGE.


And this is why I don't like to share.


Oh and how many "bestfriends" do you need? Are you that insecure that you need to label your friends and make other people bad from "taking" them away from you?



OHMYGOSH RAGGEEEE.

where the fuck are you sumeet.

Weekend

So today, IT WAS FUCKING GREAT. Ha, apart from my day, there's also the Royal Wedding which is to begin in less than half and hour, I think. That's what Sunshine said anyway. I'm kinda hyped, yes, call me a loser or whatever but I think it's a big deal. People, do you now know that one day this woman could be running the country. I mean it's not THAT possible, but it could still happen. Also the fact that I actually find her gorgeous and absolutely lucky to have met her man, who just happens to be the Prince of Wales. Back to reality, I also have a wonderful man, who IVY IN CASE YOU ARE READING THIS IS WAYYYYY BETTER THAN YOUR BOYFRIEND.

I want the whole world to know my boyfriend, actually not really because I'm scared someone might steal him away, yeah he's that hot and great and perfect. So anyways he's hairy and tall and kind and hairy and sexy and tall and loving and hairy and horny LOL and hairy. He has hair. Like seriously. Hair. Dude, I love you, and I know you'll be reading this so :P Uh he's hairy and I absolutely love him, like ABSOLUT VODKA hahah, I remember that night I swear if Kat hadn't been there you seriously would have gotten me to do whatever you wanted, but I was smart, oh so very smart. Oh why I like this guy and why he's so great? Because he makes me feel on top of the world even at the most unsophisticated and unclassy and dirty places. Of course that's in reference to what happened today. But what happened today is of course my DIRTY little secret. LOOOOL, not at that but another joke which I shall mention another day.

I do feel bad though. Yesterday I full dogged you at 11.30 and I wanted to cry. I mean I wanted to see you but like I couldn't cause I had to stay in class and pay attention. I don't want to fall behind, please understand. And I did TRY to sext Sukhman but he ignored my message and wanted you to think I totally forgot all about you so that you'd fall into his arms while you were vulnerable and take you away from me. I know his intentions, I can see it in his eyes. But I'm too good and yeah. So hopefully I've made up for the wrong I've done. And also, sorry about today. I can't freaking believe that I still failed religion. I studied a fair amount for that exam because 1. I wanted to do well and 2. I had to. Yet my efforts weren't given with the mark that I deserved although, I have been breaking so many rules of my religion and I guess this is what they call, Karma and yes I prolly did deserve the mark that I did get. I'm just not happy but I'm glad that I'm not the ONLY ONE to fail. Not that failing is any good. Yeah so sorry about that part of today. I'm pretty sure I've made up for it though. If not be prepared on Monday :D I sure will  be.

Nothing else to really say. Uh, weekend, which in my mind just means two days of not seeing Sumeet which is a negative thing. I'd rather put up with school and all the troubles it creates as well as stress JUST SO I can be with him during recess and lunch. Fuck, I really am into this guy and I find it so lame. HEHHE.

Also I just remembered, Justin Bieber's concert, second one in Sydney is today. I can't belieb I'm not there right now so Sumeet better give me a good show for me ahha, and he also said that he's gonna watch Never Say Never with me. Awww what a sweet boyfie. Heheh.

Okay, for real, that I got nothing much else to say.
Laters bychezzzz.
♥


p.s. this is for you babe. TICK ONE OF THE FUCKING BOXES, so I know if you like my blog entries. And so I know if you've read it or not. Which I'm pretty sure you read em anyway. loveyou

FFFFFF

Fuck school
fuck this assignment
fuck everything
fuck you.


For some reason I can't seem to control my emotions. I swear if this is the pills then I am indeed in deep shit, but it's just too fucking much. I leave the house, ecstatic, lively, happy and I come back crying to myself, for who knows what reason. I just find it too... I don't know I suppose random.

Anyways I have an Engineering assignment to do, it's due tomorrow. I'm nearly finished so might as well get it done now.

Also I thought the first day of school was good. Got home, and then realised how shit it really was.

LOL jk.

too bad it wasn't april fool's day.
but it was a great day
:)


im weird.

Sour

You keep giving me a very sour feeling,

That doesn't make sense at all but when have I ever.

Anyways holidays are nearly over soon and like there's two days left. I have a tonne of assignment and shit that needs to get done and I have no motivation to go any of it. I have been doing it, it just seems like there's no point starting it now after procrastinating during the entire two weeks. Though I may say that it hasn't really been putting things off because I haven't put my baby off, I've been trying to spend most of time doing anything I mean absolutely anything about him, even if it's just thinking about being with him. I feel like that past few weeks have definetly changed my outlook on not life but how I see people as the person they are and frankly, I couldn't give a damn who they are because it ain't my life. Oh except I prefer it when people shave their long asssss beards, just saying, NOT REALLY AIMING IT AT ANYONE IN PARTICULAR, like ANYONE I MIGHT SEE IN THE NEAR FUTURE, I like trimmed or not hairy basically and when I make out with SOMEONE I'd prefer if it was as smooth as a baby's bottom. HAHA, damn, I really should SHAVE I mean save those links that he gives me, they're funny as and well I just like like the thought that it was from him. Gosh, I'm so lame these days and boring. I don't do anything fun anymore or go out or talk to people. i've been completely anti-social and anti-social. LOL, but yeah. I like it when people shave, JUST SAYING.

I love you...


:)

NB

Just so you all know.

Sumeet's mine.

And I don't share.

Hey baby

Na na na na.

So I was gonna post something sexy for you from our favourite website, but instead got carried away and just kept reading. HAHAH, so I will share it with you later.

I love you.

You make me say not much. Far out.


:P

I dont have any pictures of you,...If you know what I mean..Like normal ones so you owe me that AND last night I actually thought I looked rather lovely so I took heaps and heaps of pics just so you can see how I did look. :)

Why is it blurry? I have no idea why. But next time I post a post with picture I want it to be a picture of us. So GIVE IT TO ME already. Hahaha, I'm in need for You desperately, again,. if you know what I mean. I like speaking in code. Oh, btw... 85 90 74 ♥ That's my favourite. Hehe.

Cookies

Im kinda jealous.

But I'm getting more than enough so I really should just be satisfied. Plus it's not like I'm not happy. I feel like I'm out of this world. So happy. Hehe