I'm such a liar.

It doesn't hurt to be optimistic. You can always cry later.

Basically, I said that I wouldnt blog anymore. It lasted for a while...then I realised how much I love blogging. I don't care that no one reads it. It just makes me feel better. Plus I have a whole lot of shit that I just want to get out of my system and like yeah. So hello and hope you do like my new and non improved entries.

I never expected it to happen this way. I guess it's too late now. At least I have you now, and no matter what you do I'm never going to forget you...

I played baseball like a few weeks back and sucks cause the first time I played it I got to second base, then thrid base then I got out.
The second time, I got to second base, then third base again which sucked, again.
It was all good fun. Then last week, on Thursday I finally got to Home Base and dayum it felt so good getting there. Well I got to first base too but like yeah. Just can't stop thinking bout it.

REMEMBER THE 8th OF APRIL.

The holidays are nearly over, and they didnt exactly go to plan. And I've managed to make myself think that someone hates me or dislikes me, but yeah I don't know about that yet. Plus I don't wanna find out anyway, because I really just hate talking about these kind of things. So yeah, at least I went to Luna Park. That was gooood fun.

I failed ENGLISH, like literally, to the max, to the depth of the world and I'm going crazy because I have not started that essay which is due in less than a week. I've kinda tried to start it but I just don't get it and understand it and I don't know. I am not looking forward to school because of English. The only thing I am looking forward to is the fact that I get to have my life back and maybe because of TAFE, that's pretty fun. Meet new people through those lovely kids. But yeah school, not so much.

I just want to go back to the eight of the fourth.

It wasn't long enough and time just went by too quickly.

It's not fair.

Stupid hormones.

Until next time.

400th post.

vale. por lo que casi han pasado dos semanas y se podría pensar que por ahora me han trasladado, pero no. Te amo, todavía. Sí le dije amor. porque lo hago y no importa lo que hago (bueno y malo) No puedo olvidar que usted o lo que teníamos en el pasado y así es como me causa locos no saben qué hacer. Sé que hice mal por usted, pero me gustaría que hubiera durado más tiempo. Ah cállate.


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still

I'm at that point in my life where I just ask myself how stupid can you really be? Truthfully nothing is wrong with my life yet I manage to make problems which i don't really need and waste my time on useless things when I can be doing more efficient stuff. although it won't really make a difference cause it's me but whatever.

I still miss you.
you can't do anything about that.
whenever I do something I think about you and how guilty I feel because it's not you I'm doing it with but well just not you and it upsets me but I'm trying hard ok and I'm sorry.

I did love you.
I think I still do.

it may seem like I don't care but hey I do ok. I just show it differently and I still have concern because you're all close to me and the fact that I don't show it doesn't meant that I don't care. I worry. just what difference does it make if I make a comment on it. it's not like I can fix the problem. just know that in case you didn't already know

some people are just so annoying.
and others are just pure evil.

we move on...


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WAN CAR

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?!


FUCKING GET OVER IT ALL YOU FUCKING PUSSY. AND STOP FUCKING CRYING OVER IT AND FUCKING WASTING YOUR FUCKING USELESS AND HOPELESS LIFE YOU FUCKING LOSER. FUCK.




I'm so going to get reported for the abuse of this blog. oh well. I got to say what i wanted.


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gosh

IT'S OVER

that's all.


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stupid or what

it's so hot right now and like i really don't feel like doing anything but lie down and sleep or play with this or something that doesn't involve some kind of activity which will force me to sweat. that's like eww.

today wa school photos. I hope i looked good. I felt good. so yeah apart from the stupid heat D:

btw Katrina you are amazing. HILARITY that's just lurk genius. anyways yeah stfu about everything else and you know what I mean.

uhm oh damn. there's like this really cute guy that catches my bus. not from out school obviously cause then i wouldn't be posting it on here. he also has a little brother (how do I know cause he looks exactly the same cept smaller) and he's soooo cute too. but most probably too you. hahaha but I'm not gonna go for him. duh. I'm just saying lols.

I have this rose lying beside me. I can't decide whether I should bash it against the wall or not. I really want to but it's too pretty.

VALENTINES DAY
urgh.


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Truck

gosh Alvin, why'd you make me listen to that song.

I don't get it. Why would you hurt someone when you love them. Eh whatever. I've recently been told that I'm loved but the one person who I really, well I think I just clikc with that person so much but I don't know, things change, stuff happen and maybe one day we coulds be together forever. Haha, I'm a but out of it. And on top of that I sound funny right now because I have a cold. I wonder what caused that to happen. Only three things can and it obviously wasn't the weather, and I wasn't with anyone who was sick so that leaves the last reason which I shall keep to oneself.

Tomorrow is Thursday. Also the day my educational centre is celebrating Valentine's Day. One word, stupid. Expand on it later but there's nothing really much to expand on. Watching the movie Valentine's Day might explain haha.

I love people, no I actualyl dislike them. A lot.