Monday, February 22, 2010

vale. por lo que casi han pasado dos semanas y se podría pensar que por ahora me han trasladado, pero no. Te amo, todavía. Sí le dije amor. porque lo hago y no importa lo que hago (bueno y malo) No puedo olvidar que usted o lo que teníamos en el pasado y así es como me causa locos no saben qué hacer. Sé que hice mal por usted, pero me gustaría que hubiera durado más tiempo. Ah cállate.


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Friday, February 19, 2010

still

I'm at that point in my life where I just ask myself how stupid can you really be? Truthfully nothing is wrong with my life yet I manage to make problems which i don't really need and waste my time on useless things when I can be doing more efficient stuff. although it won't really make a difference cause it's me but whatever.

I still miss you.
you can't do anything about that.
whenever I do something I think about you and how guilty I feel because it's not you I'm doing it with but well just not you and it upsets me but I'm trying hard ok and I'm sorry.

I did love you.
I think I still do.

it may seem like I don't care but hey I do ok. I just show it differently and I still have concern because you're all close to me and the fact that I don't show it doesn't meant that I don't care. I worry. just what difference does it make if I make a comment on it. it's not like I can fix the problem. just know that in case you didn't already know

some people are just so annoying.
and others are just pure evil.

we move on...


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Tuesday, February 16, 2010

WAN CAR

WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?!


FUCKING GET OVER IT ALL YOU FUCKING PUSSY. AND STOP FUCKING CRYING OVER IT AND FUCKING WASTING YOUR FUCKING USELESS AND HOPELESS LIFE YOU FUCKING LOSER. FUCK.




I'm so going to get reported for the abuse of this blog. oh well. I got to say what i wanted.


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Monday, February 15, 2010

Friday, February 12, 2010

stupid or what

it's so hot right now and like i really don't feel like doing anything but lie down and sleep or play with this or something that doesn't involve some kind of activity which will force me to sweat. that's like eww.

today wa school photos. I hope i looked good. I felt good. so yeah apart from the stupid heat D:

btw Katrina you are amazing. HILARITY that's just lurk genius. anyways yeah stfu about everything else and you know what I mean.

uhm oh damn. there's like this really cute guy that catches my bus. not from out school obviously cause then i wouldn't be posting it on here. he also has a little brother (how do I know cause he looks exactly the same cept smaller) and he's soooo cute too. but most probably too you. hahaha but I'm not gonna go for him. duh. I'm just saying lols.

I have this rose lying beside me. I can't decide whether I should bash it against the wall or not. I really want to but it's too pretty.

VALENTINES DAY
urgh.


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Wednesday, February 10, 2010

Truck

gosh Alvin, why'd you make me listen to that song.

I don't get it. Why would you hurt someone when you love them. Eh whatever. I've recently been told that I'm loved but the one person who I really, well I think I just clikc with that person so much but I don't know, things change, stuff happen and maybe one day we coulds be together forever. Haha, I'm a but out of it. And on top of that I sound funny right now because I have a cold. I wonder what caused that to happen. Only three things can and it obviously wasn't the weather, and I wasn't with anyone who was sick so that leaves the last reason which I shall keep to oneself.

Tomorrow is Thursday. Also the day my educational centre is celebrating Valentine's Day. One word, stupid. Expand on it later but there's nothing really much to expand on. Watching the movie Valentine's Day might explain haha.

I love people, no I actualyl dislike them. A lot.

Tuesday, February 9, 2010

Think Girl

I don't understand why...I don't understanding anything in this whole universe. Someone explain to me why we have to find out everything and be curious and study every little shit that we discosver because it might lead to something else, then what, when we discover that it's like more studying and researching into some other thing and it just goes around and around until well people move on with their life. I don't see why people couldn't have just lived with their life but I guess that would be boring.
"it's like more studying"
I've been a little bit over my head recently, I think I know why, or I hope I do. I mean why else would I be like this, pretty suddenly too. And on top of that I really don't wanna talk about it so who cares. Just one thing, I'm so sorry. I really didn't mean to wake you up. Who would've thought that something like that can wake someone up. It's never woken me up before. Sorry.


and check this out: http://en.tackfilm.se/?id=1265715322398RA59

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